7

"Tae, I know this is hard, but just remember, I'm here for you, I'll be by your side for a long time", Hoseok said.

I sealed up the box and sighed. I'm currently at Hoseok's place, helping him pack up. He's going to be moving in with me since I'm such a scaredy-cat to live in a two story home.

"I know Hoseok, thank you for being there for me, but...I just love him..so much, I can't just let him go like nothing...", I said.

I sat on the floor and brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them close to me.

"I know I'm not cute and small like Jimin, I know I don't have that cute smile like him, I know I don't have cute small hands or a cute eye smile like him...I know I'm not perfect like him", I looked down at my hands.

"Tae, don't think like that, nobody is perfect, okay? Look, Jungkook is going to realize what he just lost, he's going to realize that he just let go such a beautiful angel", Hoseok said while caressing my cheek.

I smiled softly at him. I set my hand on his.

"Thank you Hoseok, I'm so glad to have a friend like you"

"..Y-Yeah", he said and smiled.

Jungkook's POV

"What are you doing?", Jimin said while looking at my arm around him and back at me.

I sighed and looked at him.

"Jimin, I'm just going to say this straight up"

I took a deep breath.

"I love you Jimin"

He stared at me for awhile.

"Are you sure about that?", he asked.

"...Yeah, why?"

He sighed and took my arm off him.

"Jungkook, lets have a serious talk about this, you and Tae have been dating for awhile, you even said you loved him so much, were you lying about all that?"

I thought about it for awhile.

"..Actually, I wasn't lying about that, I did really love him", I said while looking down.

"Then why the sudden change? Tae has done so much for you Jungkook, he's been through some tuff times already and you decided that you didn't love him anymore?"

"....W-Well", I stuttered.

"Why did you stop loving him? Is it because of his looks? His personality? Because if it's either of those...you are leaving an angel, a beautiful kind angel that you have been given"

Now that I think about it, Tae was there whenever I needed him. I remember the time when my parents were going to divorce, I wasn't upset, I was just mad, I was mad because my dad decided to leave my mom, who was such a kind and strong woman.

Tae did go through some tuff times. His two younger siblings had gotten into a bus accident when they were going to school. One of them survived, but the other passed away from blood lost.

But that time...he was there for me more than I was for him. He wouldn't cry, or talk about his feelings. He would be the one to comfort me.

He smiled for me when he was the one who was going through more pain than I was. He would hug me tightly, rub my back softly and comfort me all the time.

..I miss that warm embrace I would get from him. I miss his box smile he would do. I miss his hands that I used to kiss. I miss his little giggles when I say something stupid.

Now I realize..I'm doing the same thing that my dad did. I'm leaving such a kind and strong person. I'm leaving someone who cares more about others then them self.

For him to be so strong like that. I bet I'm making it worse and harder for him. I'm such a horrible person.

"Jungkook, you haven't think twice about this, huh?", Jimin said while standing up.

"I know, I'm so fucking stupid for doing that to him"

I sighed and set my head on my palm.

"I'm such a horrible person"

"Yes you are...but listen, are you still in love with him? Because if you are, you better go fix this problem because you two have been acting weird", he said while setting his hands on his hips.

I looked up at him.

"I actually miss the VKook couple"

He smiled at me softly.

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