Jimin and Jungkook...

The thought of the two being together as a couple pains my heart. But if it makes Jungkook happy, then I'm happy.

What if I leave earlier, would that be better? Would that make Jungkook more happier?

I'll do anything to make Jungkook happy. Even if I have to kill myself, I'll do it.

I sighed and grabbed my phone from my bedside table. I clicked on Jungkook's number and waited for him to pick up.

"Hello?"

"I'll leave in two weeks"

"What, why?"

"So you can try to get Jimin"

"Tae..

"But don't tell the others about this"

"Tae, you're not serious about this, right?"

"I am"

"Where are you even going?"

"...That doesn't matter right now"

"I'm serious"

"..Why do you care?"

"I don't want to argue, Tae"

"I don't either, but that shit is none of your business, okay?"

"Wait, Tae-"

"Goodnight Jungkook"

I hanged up the call and set it back onto the bedside table.

I hope you're happy Jungkook.

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It's been three days already. The days are going by so fast.

"Hey, you okay?", Hoseok asked while sitting next to me.

That's where Jungkook usually sits, but now he's been sitting next to Jimin.

I nodded and laid my head down on the table. Hoseok set his hand on my forehead.

"You're burning up", he said.

"What, how come you didn't tell me you had a fever?", Jin said with worry while setting his hand on my forehead.

I looked up at him and smiled.

"I'm fine, no need to worry"

I looked at Jungkook who was staring at me. I looked at Hoseok immediately to break the eye contact.

"I-I'm gonna go get a water bottle"

Right when I sat up, my head started pounding badly. I held my head and closed my eyes tightly from the pain.

I started feeling dizzy. I looked up at Hoseok who had his arms around me.

"Yah, you almost fell!", he said.

"I'm taking you to the nurse"

"N-No, I'm fine", I said while pushing him away weakly.

"Yah", I heard Jungkook say.

I looked at him with half lidded eyes. My legs started feeling weak.

I can't let Jungkook see me like this. I have to look strong in front of him.

I tried my best to stand, but it was no use. I almost fell again, but Hoseok caught me quickly again.

"I'm f-fine, I told you already"

This is what happens when you don't eat for awhile. Jimin and Jungkook has been stuck in my thoughts. I haven't had an appetite to eat anything.

Jimin and Jungkook...

I smiled at the thought of both of them. They would be cute together, right? I mean everyone else would agree with me.

The way they smile at each other, the way Jungkook laughs every time Jimin makes a joke, the way Jungkook looks at him...it has so much love in it....just like how he used to do that with me.

I started feeling tears coming down my cheeks. I don't care if all the students in the cafeteria were staring at me. I held onto Hoseok's shirt tightly.

What happened Jungkook? Why did you stop loving me all of a sudden? Why do you love Jimin now? Is he better than me? Is he more cuter? Nicer?

I'll do anything, Jungkook. I'll do anything to make you love me again. I'll kill myself for you, I'll strangle myself for you...just please...anything.

"Jungkook...", I said through tears.

I started breathing hard from crying. My head starting to get worst from crying too hard. I looked up at Hoseok with my red puffy eyes.

"H-Hoseok.."

"Yah, Tae", he called while holding me tightly.

I started feeling light headed. I just want this pain to go away.

Hoseok's POV

What did that bastard do. I knew he did something wrong. Jungkook didn't even move to help his boyfriend. Are they even still together?!

I felt Tae's body starting to fall. I quickly grabbed him and carried him bridle style.

"Yah, let me take him", Jungkook said while trying to take him away from me.

"Don't even touch him Jungkook", I said harshly and ran towards the nurses office.

Jungkook's POV

I stared at Tae's unconscious body. I didn't know what to do back there. I've never seen Tae cry that hard before.

He's been trying to hide his real emotions from me? Why?

The others decided to continue going to their classes, while Hoseok and I decided to stay with Tae.

I watched Hoseok move strands of hair out of Tae's closed eyes. I glared at him.

"Don't give me that look", he said.

I scoffed.

"Well then stop touching him", I said sternly.

"Why should I stop? You don't want him anymore", he said.

I stared at him for awhile.

"Am I right?"

I felt anger starting to get into me. I clenched my fist to calm myself down.

"You don't look at him with love anymore, you don't hold hands with him, you don't kiss him, you don't even sit next to him, what's the point of being with him when you can't even love him"

"Shut the fuck up Hoseok", I growled.

"You didn't even help him when he was about to faint", he said.

I clenched my fist tighter.

"Why are you getting mad? This is about you Jungkook, about you not loving Tae and loving Jimin"

I looked at him confused.

"H-How-", he cut me off.

"It's obvious Jungkook"

I didn't know what to say.

"But listen, you're hurting Tae so badly right now, you know that? He may be happy all the time, but you don't know what he feels on the inside, you don't even observe him like I do, you don't do that because you don't care like I do"

"...Do you have feelings for him?", I asked.

I watched him hold Tae's hand.

"Yes I do"

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(A/N)

This is going to be a short story.