Waking up with someone wrapped in his arms was always shocking for Jeongguk. The first time he fell sleep with Taehyung all cuddled up on the very same couch, he was awaken by the omega's phone, who thankfully stood up to pick up the call and didn't see Jeongguk's shocked expression. 

At that time Jeongguk was stunned, not because of Taehyung sleeping with his face buried in his neck, or the sweet scent of peaches and vanilla engulfing him, he was stunned because he had never sleep better in his entire life, and the scared the hell out him. That morning he tried to play it cool, with his usual flirty remarks and jokes, but after Taehyung went home, Jeongguk spent the whole day freaking out about why only sleeping next to Taehyung had meant more to him than the hundred of times he had sex with different people, combined.

Now, he had woken up before Taehyung, still shocked, and very much terrified of the feeling the omega was stirring inside him. But he didn't move and didn't pull away his arms wrapped around Taehyung's slender form, instead, he pull him closer, nose buried in the back of his neck, letting his mind relax by his sweet scent. Jeongguk felt like he was holding a butterfly, something so fragile and beautiful, yet so difficult to keep. He was more scared of the thought of Taehyung regretting his choices and leaving abruptly from his home.

Jeongguk knew the omega had felt upset by coming back to his apartment, he sensed his pheromones becoming lightly distressed the night before, but that soon was gone, and Taehyung went back to his usual self, kind but lively, a rebel in disguised of a prim omega. Jeongguk liked it, to hold Taehyung like that, to feel complete with someone. It was terrifying, but at the same time, it was marvelous.

He sighs, thinking that nothing was more difficult than love. He was really trying to understand it, fight it even, but it was hard. And then Taehyung was shifting, still asleep, and his fluffy hair was all over Jeongguk's face, brownish blond colored hair that smell like fresh fruits tickling his nose, making him sneeze.

Taehyung finches lightly after Jeongguk's sneeze, effectively waking up, wriggling in his hold until he was facing him. Faces inches away from each other, Jeongguk felt the air leaving his lungs, because Taehyung was lazily looking up at him, eyes sultry and a small pout on his face, it was appealing, lovely, and Jeongguk was having trouble to function properly. 

He opens his mouth, then closes again, clears his throat and says, "Morning"

The omega smiles at him, kind of laugh because of his groggy morning voice, but then he was properly waking up, and getting away from Jeongguk's hold, slightly flustered, and all Jeongguk wanted to do was to pull Taehyung back into his arms and keep smelling his hair.

"Morning" says Taehyung, awkwardly looking towards the big windows in the apartment, his hair was messy, and the sweater he slept on was disheveled, exposing part of his collarbones, which was not the first time Jeongguk had noticed how prominent they were, how gorgeously chiseled they look under his usual loose sweaters, "What time it is?" he asks, hands going to fix his hairs, trying to tame the rebel locks and keep it in place. Jeongguk followed every movement with his eyes, captivated by everything Taehyung did, always so delicate, so pretty.

Taehyung tilts his head to look at him, waiting for his reply. Jeongguk realizing he was staring, like an idiot. He clears his throat again, searching for his phone, "Oh" Jeongguk gasps, knitting his eyebrows together, "It's almost 2..." he says, late, too late, they overslept, and Jeongguk was grateful because he was horrendously tired after the match.

But Taehyung opens his eyes widely, instantly going to search for his phone. "My aunt must think something happened to me" he whines, searching in his jacket discarded on a chair near the couch for his phone. Jeongguk snorts, he knew Yoongi's mother, the woman was kind but really dramatic, not like his own mother, who wouldn't care if Jeongguk disappear a couple of days as long as he wasn't doing something to embarras the family. The mere thought had Jeongguk scoffing, earning the attention of Taehyung who was scrolling the missed calls in his phone, "What?" the omega asks, blinking his long eyelashes that Jeongguk could see from afar.

"Nothing" Jeongguk smiles, looking away, feeling idiotic again, how he could notice the omega's eyelashes from so far? He wasn't a simp.

Taehyung rolls his eyes, but he was smiling, "I'm gonna call my aunt to let her know I'm fine" he says, and Jeongguk nods at him, watching the omega walking towards his balcony, once he was out there, Jeongguk throws himself backwards, sighing and pouting childishly, slightly annoyed with himself. 

He smelt bad, he realizes, he barely cleaned himself after the fight because of his talk with Edward Park and how he practically ran towards his Jeep to see Taehyung, scared the omega had left him. Jeongguk groans, throwing an arm against his face, thinking in the possibilities of Taehyung thinking his scent was appalling.

The alpha hears the glass window of the balcony opening again, and he quickly sits straight on the couch, watching Taehyung entering with a small smile on his face. "Everything okay?"

"Yeah" says Taehyung, staring at him with those pretty almond eyes of his, and Jeongguk couldn't help but feel a pang on his chest, it was so annoying, everything the omega stirred in him, so very new and complicated to understand, "Jeongguk, are you okay?"

Jeongguk creases his eyebrows again, conflicted, he wanted to push Taehyung away, wanted him to leave quickly, but then another part of him wanted to keep him in his house forever, hug him, and kiss him, and make him his, and no one else. He sniffs, swallowing and feeling his throat sore, burning, "Yeah, yeah" he says, standing up from the couch, "I just have a lot of in my head"

Taehyung nods, and still looking at Jeongguk with those eyes, so sweet it was freaking him out. Positively Taehyung was just being normal, but since Jeongguk realized he caught feelings for him, everything seemed different, and everything scared him.

"I have to go home" says Taehyung, searching for his things.

Jeongguk wanted to tell him to stay, wanted to but he didn't. Instead he just self-consciously watched him put his shoes on and his jacket. He hated how awkward he felt, hoping Taehyung didn't notice it, but the omega was clever, he knew, he liked that about him. Pushing thoughts aside, and focusing on always being a gentleman with omegas, he says, "Do you want me to drive you home?"

"No" says Taehyung, shaking his head and smiling softly at him, "Call me a taxi"

Jeongguk furrows his eyebrows slightly, shifting from his position and getting up from the couch, "I can drive you" he says, "Let me just take a shower first"

"It's okay Jeongguk" he says, brushing his hair with his long slender fingers, the movement catching Jeongguk's attention again, wanting to brush Taehyung's hair with his own fingers, "I can go home in a taxi, is not problem" he smiles, walking closer to him, "You really need a shower" Jeongguk felt his cheeks heating up, embarrassed, but then Taehyung was giggling, and walking towards the door, "Bye Jeongguk, let's have lunch together soon, yeah?"

"Okay" Jeongguk says, unable to move towards him, wanting, just wanting, "I'll call you okay?" he tells him, and Taehyung smiles nodding his head, "Tae" he calls once the omega was opening the door of his apartment. Taehyung tilts his head to look at him, expecting, "Please don't avoid me again"

Taehyung looks at him for a moment, a weak smile appearing on his face, almost sad, "I won't" he tells, with a light shrug, "I can't do that anymore"

"Good, me neither" replies Jeongguk, quickly, and the urge of stepping closer to the omega and wrap his arms around him, not letting him go, was there again, and this time Jeongguk had to fight it with all his will. Taehyung mutters a goodbye to him, and goes, closing the door behind him.

Jeongguk let his body falls back on the couch, sitting there with slumped shoulders, and frustration sitting in his chest. Catching feelings for someone was his greatest fear, and now it was real, he admitted to himself a couple of days after sleeping with that girl from The Coma Club, just because he couldn't stop thinking about Taehyung, and the desire to be with other people to satisfy his sexual urges was gone. When he said to Taehyung that he wanted to change for him it wasn't a lie, it was certainly more a reality Jeongguk didn't want, but he was doomed to make it happen, just because he caught feelings for the pretty boy like an idiot.

Still, Jeongguk was not brave enough to tell that to Taehyung. Not yet, not when their relationship was so fragile. He was sure that if he fucks things up with Taehyung again, the omega won't ever give him another chance, not ever again, so Jeongguk was walking through barbed wire with him.

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Jeongguk despises family get-togethers, but sometimes those were unavoidable. Especially when his mother was the one to set up these little fancy gatherings. That noon they were having sushi and cocktails in the rooftop of The Plaza. Jeongguk would exchange all of that for a bowl of nice ramen, really. His mother, Jeon Hyemi, likes to exploit her socialite lifestyle, and for Jeongguk that was her only flaw, that and how shallow she sometimes was.

She smiles at him, fixing her short auburn hair, and going to reach Jeongguk's hair with her hands. Jeongguk slightly flinches but still let her. He was a momma's boy after all, the youngest of her children and the most spoiled one by her, "Darling, your hair is too long, already" his mother says to him, running her fingers through the wavy locks of black hair falling to each side, "Would you like me to fetch you an appointment with my stylist?"

Jeongguk shakes his head, making his mother to drop her hands from his hair, "No" he tells her, bouncing a leg impatiently, and grabbing one of the Mai Tai cocktail his mother ordered for them. An original Mai Tai of course, not the ordinary one a commoner can buy in a bar.

"Jeonggukie" his mother begin, a smile on her face, red lipstick flawlessly on her lips, always. Jeongguk actually forgot when was the last time he saw her with her face bared, just because she always wanted to look pretty for his father, "Please don't fight with your brother this time" she says, checking the hour on the golden watch wrist with little diamonds incrusted, "He's going to be here soon"

Jeongguk sighs, already annoyed, anticipating the encounter with his 'successful' brother and his sister-in-law. Jeongguk offers a crooked grin to his mother, "As long he doesn't act like a pain in my ass this time I'll be good"

"Language Jeonggukie" Scolds his mother, but there wasn't real bite behind her tone, "By the way, darling, Grandpa Jeon's annual ball is coming up" she starts, her face slightly shifting to somewhat worried, and Jeongguk sighs, already dreading that event, "Please I beg you to not cause a scene this year"

"Mom-"

"I'm serious, Jeonggukie" she says again, her perfect eyebrows knitting together, "Last year you came with that... cheap lady"

"Just say whore"

Jeon Hyemi gasps, covering her mouth with her hands, and Jeongguk burst into laughter, and his mother also laughed along with him, shaking her head at him, "I didn't want to sound rude" she says, taking her own Mai Tai in her hands, and elegantly drinking from it, "Your grandfather almost disinherited you"

Jeongguk rolls his eyes, "I didn't have a companion" he explains, with a shrug, "Ryu Won was the only one available"

His mother frowns slightly again, "That girl doesn't have the best reputation in our circle, Jeonggukie, you know that" she tells him, putting a hand on his arms comfortably, "The omegas from my group says she is like her mother, sleeping with wealthy alphas to secure a position in High Society and-"

"Mom" Jeongguk interrupts her, turning his head to completely look at his mother, "Won is not longer involve with me, you don't have to worry, really"

Jeon Hyemi smiles at her son again, nodding her head and looking less worried, "I'm glad to hear that" she says, checking the hour once again, "Please come with someone from our class, yes?"

Jeongguk immediately thought about Taehyung. He was perfect to his eyes, but he wasn't sure if Grandpa Jeon would approve, not because of his status, Taehyung was from old money too, but rather because he was studying to become a journalist, not focused on social events or being a socialite as most of the mates of a Jeon should be.

"What about Park Sunni's son? Isn't he your friend?" His mother interrupts his thoughts, and Jeongguk tilts his head to look at her again, furrowing his eyebrows, "I know he's a male omega, and that's not ideal for your grandfather but he meets the standards"

"Jimin?" Jeongguk asks, confused. He had never thought of Jimin like that, he was a good friend, and he was nice to hang out with but to see him as more than friends was a thought that never crossed Jeongguk's head before, the same went for Seokjin.

"Yes, Park Jimin" his mother says, raising her eyebrows by her son's scrunched nose.

"No" Jeongguk was quick to reply, shaking his head again, and looking slightly annoyed, "We're just friends, mom"

"You don't like him? He's very handsome, and quite talented in ballet. Sunni says he will be the main dancer in The Nutcracker in this Christmas demonstration"

"Mom" he warns her, sharpening his gaze at her. And the omega just smiles, closing her mouth. "I already have a date" he says to her, thinking in Taehyung.

She looks surprised, "You do?" Jeon Hyemi asks, blinking quickly, and Jeongguk nods, sipping from his drink again, "Jeongguk if you bring another of your 'little cheap friends' your grandfather will really disinherit you, and your father won't be able to intervene"

Jeongguk nods, looking down at his glass again. The annual ball from the Jeons was a particularly important charity event and he ruined the last year one, getting himself into trouble with his father because of his poor choice of companion. In reality, he had to fight that night, and out of rush he asked Won to go with him because going alone would have been more shameful for him, but he didn't know Ryu Won's reputation precedes her, he had not known the girl for too long, and she was fun in bed, he was stupid. That was the first and last time he ever brough one of his fuckbuddies near his family.

Jeongguk looks at his mother, "I'm sorry" he says, "That won't happen again"

Jeon Hyemi smiles gently at him, and then she wriggles her eyebrows, "Who is your date then?" she asks, showing her pearly teeth as the smile grew because Jeongguk look flustered, "Don't tell me someone finally managed to get into my little Jeonggukie's heart?"

Jeongguk scoffs, rolling his eyes at her, "Mother, please. I'm not a kid anymore" he says, but smiles at her, enjoying to be pampered by her, pampered by his mother and his older sister, but wouldn't say it out loud, his macho alpha pride wouldn't let him. His father wouldn't like that, and Jeongguk really have this irrational need of pleasing his father, wanting nothing more than making him proud. Even when the man was nothing but an imbecile to him.

His mother laugh airily, but then she was looking towards the entrance of the restaurant. "Junghyun is here" she says, and inevitably Jeongguk turns to look at his older brother coming, his wife following him right after, both overdressed for the occasion, as per usual. Jeongguk swears that every time he sees his brother the older alpha looks more like their father, or at least he tries to look more like their father.

"Mother, brother" The taller alpha says, grins cockily and sits down, not waiting for his mate.

"Hello" the omega woman bows, sitting next to her mate.

"Hello son, hello June" Jeon Hyemi greets them warmly, waiting for them to seat to call the waiter once again. Jeongguk barely acknowledge them, he just watches his brother sitting like he owns the whole place, and the blonde woman next to him looking stiff as usual. Jeongguk wonder if the omega cheated on his brother as much as his brother cheated on her.

"I thought Dad was coming" Junghyun says, watching the male omega waiter coming with more drinks. Jeongguk wanted to roll his eyes at him, his brother was shamelessly gawking over the male omega, he was cute, but nothing extraordinary, but Junghyun was obsessed with pretty boys. Jeongguk was sure his brother fools around with countless of pretty boys while his wife is alone at home.

"Your father is busy today" Their mother explains, "Your grandfather wanted to come but he's not feeling well. I need you boys to help me host the charity event"

"But mom-"

"No boxing that day, Jeonggukie" his brother smirks at him, teasingly.

"Please Jeonggukie" His mother began, her honey scent was soothing for him, and it made him shut his mouth, "I just need you to do lobby with potential business partners. Junghyunie, that's your expertise" she says, turning to his older brother, and then to him again, "And you darling, just greet the guests and be polite, your grandfather thinks is important to fix your rebellious image" she says, squeezing his hand with the tenderness of an omega, "You're graduating this year. Soon you will a big part of the family business just like your brother, with a suitable mate and a prominent career"

"Right" Jeongguk replies, avoids to rolls his eyes, just keeping his calm.

"Thank you darling" His mother smiles at him, "Now, let's enjoy our food, yes?"

They change topics soon after, while enjoying the fresh sushi the hotel's restaurant offers. Junghyun was less pompous, just because their father and grandfather weren't there, Jeongguk enjoyed more that Junghyun, not the one who tries too hard and too much. Soon after, their mother was questioning Junghyun's wife about if she was really trying to get pregnant, because of course the Jeons needed new heirs, and the omega already should have a baby, but they were having trouble with that. Jeongguk silently wondered if it was because his brother was putting his dick anywhere but in her, and when Junghyun asked him to accompany to have a smoke, Jeongguk decided to ask.

"Are you even trying to fuck your wife?" he asks, making his brother to burst into melodic laughter.

"Only when's she has her heats" Junghyun shrugs, lighting up the brown cigar in his hand, the same type of cigar their father smokes, the same their grandfather smokes too, "You sure you don't want to, Gukkie?" he asks, offering a cigar, but Jeongguk shakes his head.

"I rather have a cigarette" he says, sniffs, supporting himself in the railing of the balcony they were. The lights of the city were starting to lit up the scenery, it was beautiful, one of the only things Jeongguk actually enjoys of Gangnam.

"I'm gonna fuck the waiter" his brother burst out, with a grin on his face, and taking a deep hit of the cigar to blow grey smoke after, "I already got his number"

Jeongguk rolls his eyes, his brother was unbelievable, he didn't even notice when he got the waiter's number. "You're just like dad" he says, softly, a hint of sadness in his words.

Junghyun cocks an eyebrow at him, a crooked grin appearing on his face, "We. We are just like dad, baby brother" he says patting Jeongguk's shoulders, "You and me"

"I am not mated, brother" Jeongguk replies, feeling a bitterness inside by the truth that held his brother's words.

"But you will be soon" Junghyun says, turning to look at the stunning view, "With someone you don't love, but suitable for our family" he says, takes another hit of his cigar, "And you will be fucking random omegas just like you have until now, nothing changes, just the marital status of your legal papers" he laughs, but it sounds bitter, "And you'll be fucking miserable for the rest of your life"

Jeongguk sniffs, doesn't reply to his brother, but his head is on overdrive. He remembered the first time he saw his father with another woman who wasn't his mother. Jeongguk was meeting his friends to go to a fancy club in Gangnam, when he recognized his father's Mercedes. He shrugged it up, because in that part of Gangnam everybody owned a Mercedes, but then he saw the plate, and he recognized it as his father's. Jeongguk ditched his friends to follow the car, to one of the most expensive hotels in the area, and when the valet took the keys Jeongguk saw his father, grinning widely, holding a younger omega by her waist, kissing her cheek, and subtly touching her ass. Jeongguk felt sick, he went to his parents house that night and stayed with his mom, who told him his father was on a business trip. Jeongguk stood silent, knowing his mother knew best. He was only eighteen at the time.

"I don't want to be like our father" Jeongguk finally says, earning the attention of his brother, "I don't want to be miserable"

"Isn't falling in love equals to be miserable, baby bro?" Junghyun asks him, turning his head to look at him better, "That's what they taught us. We were not raised to love, Jeonggukie, we were raised to be fierce. Love is a weakness, you know that. You know how our sister ended up for falling in love with someone unsuitable for her"

"Yeah, yeah, I know that" Jeongguk replies, looking away once again, not wanting to hear it again, he already had heard how his sister ruined her life enough times through the years. But he wonder again if falling in love would really make him miserable, every time he visited his sister she looked happy with her mate in their small house with their debts, and their pups, they struggle, but they were happy. While his brother was living the successful life but being unhappily mated while cheating his wife with random boys.

The only truth Jeongguk thought was accurate was that love make people weak. He himself was definitely feeling weak from catching feelings for Taehyung. Weak, ridiculous, and very giddy. He realized that night that he has tried different flavors, but Taehyung's taste was much sweeter, and Jeongguk wouldn't mind spending his time savoring him and just him.

Was he scared of commitment? Yes, Jeongguk was still terrified of falling in love with someone and commit to that person with his heart and soul, but he was more scared of becoming into his brother or father, and never experience what true love was. Jeongguk knows love doesn't mean anything if he's not willing to make a commitment, and for Taehyung he was willing to see commitment as something brave, and not as lack of freedom.

Now, he just needed to make Tae believe that he was actually willing to do it for him.

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After his family gathering, Jeongguk went to Yugyeom's apartment who was having a small party, still celebrating his birthday. It was the same as usual, drunk muscly alphas loudly having fun, and the hottest omega girls of Gangnam chatting with them, making themselves available for them. A lot of whiskey, and fancy cocktails, and more snacks than Jeongguk could count were neatly place in the big, brilliant kitchen countertop. Yugyeom was already drunk, clinging unto Jeongguk when the alpha arrived like a huge koala bear.

"You came! I thought you were ditching me again!" the alpha whines loudly on Jeongguk's ear, and Jeongguk groans playfully punching him in the ribs to make him get off from him. "Ow!" he whines again, but then he was smirking at Jeongguk, "No worries, dude. Your pretty boy was still waiting for you?"

"Yeah, he was" Jeongguk says to him, a small smile on his face. Yugyeom coos at him, ruffling his hair and earning another punch in the ribs.

"Fuck, that's gonna hurt tomorrow, asshole" the alpha tells, but he was still smiling silly at Jeongguk, "Come on, go get drunk. I got your favorite bourbon"

"I could really use a good bourbon right now" Jeongguk tells, walking towards the kitchen, and greeting others in the way.

It was nice for a while, catch up with some of his friends, and have fun with Yugyeom as they usually did since they were a couple of teens. But there was some emptiness bothering Jeongguk, despite being already drunk on whiskey, and chatting with his old pal Eunwoo and his girlfriend, he misses him, Jeongguk misses Taehyung. And by watching Eunwoo all loving with his girlfriend made Jeongguk jealous, wanting to be with Taehyung there, bragging how the prettiest omega was only his.

Jeongguk started to space out after a while, not realizing Won, one of his most steady fuckbuddies, was now sitting next to him, all over him, until the girl was talking directly at his ear, "You haven't reply to any my texts"

He blinks, tilts his head further away from her, and frowns, "I've been busy" he says, watching the girl getting close to him again, "And now I'm not in the mood" he tells her, moving away.

"Jeongguk it's been weeks since you were lasted in the mood" she says, furrowing her eyebrows and pouting her red lips, "You ditched me at the Halloween party and since then you've been avoiding me"

Jeongguk sighs, drinking from his bourbon glass, "I believe I don't own you a fucking explanation, Won" he says, coldly, knowing he shouldn't be a jerk to her, after all she was not at fault of anything happening in his life, still he scoffs at her, "No strings attached, remember?"

She remains silent for a moment, rolls her eyes, and grins at him again, "Are you fucking that boy, Jeongguk?" she asks, smirking widely when Jeongguk's scent peek up, "Ah, I was right. You don't want to sleep with me anymore because you're fucking that boy"

"Shut up, Won" Jeongguk snaps at her, "I'm not sleeping with him" he says, "I wish I was, but I'm not" he says, and drinks again, "Get lost Won, go fuck Mingyu or something, and block my fucking number while you're at it" he says, and the girls slaps him before standing up and leaving his side, muttering 'fucking asshole'.

He was definitely drunk, Jeongguk was never rude to girls, and despite the nature of his relationship with Won the girl was a decent friend to him. He thought about apologizing but was too drunk to do it properly. Instead he submerges in self pity because he really missed Taehyung and was craving to see him. Jeongguk throws his head back on the couch, glancing over at Eunwoo kissing his girlfriend lovingly.

"Fuck this" he curse, standing up as he could, feeling dizzy and bold.

"Jeongguk, are you okay?" Someone asks, and Jeongguk turns and see Mingyu coming his way, gently holding him because apparently he was stumbling backwards.

"No" he says, "I need to get out of here"

Mingyu frowns at him, "You're drunk, JK" he says, holding him by his arm.

Jeongguk shrugs, "I'm not that drunk" he says, slurs the words and grins, "I'm gonna call a cab" he says, taking his phone out of his leather jacket, and trying to call a taxi, barely looking at the hour, it was 4 am. "Shit, I was calling my brother" he says, and burst into laughter.

"Fucking hell, JK" Mingyu says, snatching the phone, "Just fucking stay here"

Jeongguk stares at him, he was too drunk to drive, too drunk to think properly, but he really wanted to talk to Taehyung, he wanted to see him. So he snatches his phone back, and pushes Mingyu away from him, "I'm fine, dude" he says, scoffing, and searching for Yugyeom, he only spotted Eunwoo and his girlfriend leaving the apartment. Jeongguk rushes towards them, stumbling in his way, "Eunwoo" he calls, and the alpha turns to look at him, "Are you going?"

"It's almost 4 o'clock, Guk" he says, "We're tired"

"Can you drop me off somewhere?"

Eunwoo looked confused for a moment, but then he nods, "Sure, man, let's go"

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Taehyung wakes up startled by the incessant buzzing of his phone. Before the noise could wake Yoongi up he declines the call, barely seeing who was calling him so late. Yoongi and him were binge watching classic horror movies, and somewhere along Carrie and Dawn of the Dead he fell asleep. Yoongi was already sounded asleep in his leather recliner chair, cover up with a wool blanket. Taehyung's phone buzzes again, and this time, more awake, Taehyung sees who was calling, and moves towards the bathroom to answer.

"Jeongguk?" Taehyung asks, confused of why Jeongguk was calling him at that hour. It wasn't so noisy on the other side of the line, just the occasional car sound.

"I want to see you" Jeongguk's voice came off sluggish and soft, "Can I see you?"

Taehyung furrows his eyebrows, blinking confused. Jeongguk didn't sound like Jeongguk, except he did but in a weird version of him, a drunk version. "Jeongguk, are you drunk?"

He heard Jeongguk breathing loudly over the phone, like snorting but breathier, "No" he exhales, "I really need to see you" he says again, and Taehyung felt his heart beating more quicker, a nervous pang on his chest by hearing those words, "Tae, I'm going to see you"

Taehyung thought Jeongguk was definitely drunk, and he sighs, "We can see each other tomorrow, okay? It's late now"

"I'm outside your building" Jeongguk snorts through the phone, "I need to tell you something"

"Jeongguk, did you drive here?" Taehyung asks, starting feel over worried, just imagining Jeongguk driving his jeep while drunk made him feel scared of his safety.

"Please come down, Peachy" Jeongguk's voice was soft, his words coming out of his mouth sluggish again, "The guard won't let me come up" he scoffs over the phone, and chuckles again, "I'll wait here until you come down"

Taehyung sighs, ruffling his hair nervously. "Okay fine" he says, "Just stay there, give me five minutes" he says, hanging up the call and going quickly to his closet to grab a black puffer coat, not caring about changing his pajamas. And without making noises he goes out of the apartment to take the elevator.

Taehyung saw Jeongguk in the street, outside the building near the green scape adorning the area. The alpha seems unable to be still, constantly shifting his weight from one foot to the other, he was alone, no sight of his jeep or another soul in the street. Taehyung embraces himself with his puffy jacket, the night was cold outside, and he wasn't an alpha, he didn't have the heat alphas had. Probably Jeongguk would survive the winter with his usual leather jacket, and that was it, but Taehyung needed to keep himself warm.

"Jeongguk!" calls Taehyung, feeling his feet and legs freezing. Jeongguk turns around, slightly stumbling forwards because of his drunken state, and he smiles widely at Taehyung, it was a crooked smile, like a half smirk and a half bunny smile. He looked like the woozy emoji he had tattooed on his middle finger. And if Taehyung weren't so worried about him he would actually laugh.

"Hey" says Jeongguk, putting his hands on Taehyung's shoulders. He had his cheeks and nose painted with a pale pink color because of the alcohol in his system, and his eyes weren't as big as usual, lazier now, almost fully close. The alpha looked kind of adorable like that, but Taehyung won't comment on that, he just reaches his face, touching and examining for any possible injure. Jeongguk stumbles again by the omega's hard movements, "Woah, dizzy"

"Are you alright?" Taehyung asks, palming his neck and shoulders, "Did you get hurt? Don't you dare driving drunk, do you hear me?" he whisper-shouts. Jeongguk starts chuckling, high-pitched and loud, and Taehyung frowns at him, slightly pouting. "This isn't funny!" he yells, hitting Jeongguk on the arm, one, two and then three times when Jeongguk wouldn't shut up, "Ugh you're so annoying, I'm gonna leave"

"No, no" Jeongguk says, still smiling woozily at him, still with his hands rubbing Taehyung's shoulders, "I wanted to see you"

"Couldn't you wait to get sober?"

"No" Jeongguk says softly, his face much closer to Taehyung's, and the omega could smell the alcohol in him, mixing with his usual scent. And suddenly the alpha was hugging him, body pressed hard against his own, and his nose was hot-pressed on his neck, pushing aside his furry hoodie to smell his bared neck.

"Jeongguk" Taehyung utters, hating how whiney his voice came out, but having Jeongguk so impossible close on him was making him hazy. Drunk Jeongguk was scenting him, and stupid Taehyung was letting him.

"I missed you" Jeongguk mutters against his skin, the warm of his breath tickling his neck. Taehyung shudders, mostly because of the alpha touching him, and having him so close was overwhelming, "So much... wanted to see you so bad" he mutters again, and Taehyung could sense a bit of distress in him, in his scent and in his words, it made him gulp and reach to run his fingers through Jeongguk's black hair, just to soothe him. They stay like that for a while, embrace in each other's bodies, until the cold Taehyung felt in his lower body was starting to make him shiver. Jeongguk let go of him, hazy eyes staring at him, "You're cold"

"It's freezing" Taehyung tells him, rubbing his hands together to get warmer.

"You're only wearing pajamas" Jeongguk mumbles again, clumsily trying to take off his leather jacket.

Taehyung stopped him, holding him by his arms, and shaking his head, "It's okay" he shrugs, "Were you celebrating Yugyeom's birthday?" he asks, and Jeongguk just nods, the same silly smile from before plastered on his face just by looking at Taehyung. "Then why are you here?"

"I missed you" says Jeongguk, tries to get closer but Taehyung stops him by putting his hands on the alpha's chest.

"You missed me" Taehyung repeats, slightly knitting his eyebrows together in confusion.

"Very much"

"You came here drunk to tell me you missed me?" Taehyung asks again, in disbelief. Thinking that drunk Jeongguk was ridiculous, thinking he shouldn't believe the words of a drunk man, even when they say drunk men speaks mostly the truth.

"Tae, I've been missing you like crazy" Jeongguk tells, interrupting his thoughts, and trying to get closer again, hands wrapped on his waist, and pulling his body closer, "I've tried you know?" he begins, and Taehyung stares at him, listening, "Keep going like nothing happened between us, keep living like I was so used to before meeting you but..." he says, pauses for a moment. Taehyung could tell his words were sincere, with a hint of regret, despite his woozy state. Jeongguk takes a deep breath, sighing, "But I can't" Jeongguk tells him, hand going to touch his face like he used to do it before, thumb brushing his cheek lightly, warm, and so tender, "I think about you all the time" he pauses, close his eyes briefly and stares livingly at Taehyung again, "I want to be with you"

Taehyung close his eyes, letting the words Jeongguk just spoke to him sink in, warm spreading his body despite the cold. He had been wanting to hear that since he admitted to himself he had a big crush on Jeongguk, that he have feelings for him. But it didn't seem enough, not when Jeongguk wasn't sober, alcohol cloud your senses, and makes you careless, even when drunk men speaks mostly the truth. Taehyung wanted to hear it from a sober Jeongguk, scared the alpha would regret it later.

He sniffs, still with his eyes close and feeling Jeongguk embracing him with his warm body. Taehyung pressed his face into the curve of Jeongguk's shoulder, fitting perfectly there, sniffing again and taking in his intoxicating scent, he could smell Jeongguk forever, his sole scent made him feel secure, taken care of, whole. That's what Taehyung needed, to feel safe and complete, to joint his soul with the person he loves. And he really wanted that person to be Jeongguk.

"Jeongguk" he calls the alpha, detaching himself from the warm body, "You're drunk, Jeongguk" he says, hugging himself into the puffy jacket and not breaking eye contact with Jeongguk, "I need you to tell me that when you're sober"

Jeongguk smiles at him, hands grasping Taehyung's waist, under the jacket, and fingers caressing the silky fabric of his pajamas, "I can do that" he tells, "I'll tell you again tomorrow" he says, and Taehyung smiles, "And the day after that, and the day after..."

"Stop" Taehyung says, still smiling at him.

The alpha offers a crooked smirk, "I really want to kiss you right now" he says, and Taehyung cocks an eyebrow at him, "Just a tiny one, a little peck" he says, jutting his lips out and making kissing motions.

Taehyung snorts, shaking his head and going to reach Jeongguk's face with his hands to steady him, he leans in and pecks him, short but sweet, leaving Jeongguk smiling, still with his kissy face. "There, that's all you get"

The alpha hums with the same silly smile on his face, "Totally worth it" he says, "You're turning blue. Go inside before you freeze, I'll call a cab"

The omega rolls his eyes, hitting Jeongguk playfully in the arm, "Are you sure?" he asks, "How did you come here?"

"A friend dropped me off" Jeongguk tells him with a grin, noticing how apprehensible Taehyung was acting, "I'm not that drunk, baby"

Taehyung thought a minute, feeling nervous of just letting Jeongguk go in his state. It was silly, the alpha was perfectly able to take care of himself, drunk or not, but there was something still nagging Taehyung's compassionate mind, "Come up with me, I'll make you a coffee" he says, taking Jeongguk by his hand, but the alpha didn't move, staring confusedly at Taehyung, "Come on, before I change my mind"

"Anything you want, peachy"

Once Taehyung pull Jeongguk inside the elevator, he starts regretting his decision, just because the alpha kept trying to put his arms around him, wanting to hug him and scent him. Jeongguk was being overly clingy, and it was really unusual of him. 

When they arrived at Taehyung's floor, the omega took Jeongguk by his hand pulling him with him and putting a finger on his mouth.

"Yoongi is sleeping in the living room" Taehyung tells him, slightly frowning, "Don't be noisy"

Jeongguk crinkled his eyes, still smiling widely at him, "Yoongi sleeps like a rock"

"Yes but we still have to be quiet" Taehyung says, opening the door and entering the apartment, followed by Jeongguk. Taehyung takes off his slippers, and Jeongguk his shoes, following the omega around the apartment like a puppy. Yoongi looked lifeless while sleeping, and Taehyung arranges the blanket for him before leading Jeongguk into the kitchen. Taehyung makes Jeongguk sit on one of the chairs, "Stay still"

"Can I have a kiss first?" Jeongguk asks, hands instantly grabbing Taehyung's waist, like those hands belong in there, "A little one"

"No" Taehyung sighs, taking Jeongguk's wrists and pulling his hands away from his waist, smiling fondly when Jeongguk pouts at him, sulking. "First coffee" he says, pointing a finger at Jeongguk, who blinks at him and nods his head, obediently. Taehyung smiles at him, drunk Jeongguk was funny, a clingy version of the cocky alpha Taehyung was so used to deal with. He sets the coffee pot, internally hoping that the noise wouldn't wake Yoongi up, even though it was unlikely to happen. "Are you hungry, Jeongguk?"

Jeongguk shakes his head, "No" he says, his eyes twinkling every time he blinks after looking fondly at Taehyung, "I really missed your smile"

Taehyung looks down at the pastel pink mug with little kittens printed on, trying not to blush, "Okay" he says, "Still, you should eat something"

"I'd rather eat you" Jeongguk grins at him, wriggling subtly his eyebrows, enjoying the way Taehyung's cheeks were painted a peach color, and how he would try to not act flustered. Jeongguk stands up from his chair, not able to resist the sight of the omega so close yet so far from him.

"Jeongguk" Taehyung warns him, eyes widely open, looking round and sparkling hues of gold under the glimmering light, "You should drink your coffee"

"I will" says Jeongguk, voice lower, and stopping just inches from Taehyung, "I missed everything about you" he almost whispers, tucking Taehyung's hair behind his ear, "Beautiful"

Jeongguk used to want to avoid the attachment, just accepting he felt lust and attraction towards Taehyung, but now it was obvious for him how badly attached he was to him. While looking at Taehyung's doe almond eyes, Jeongguk felt like the black veil blinding him had finally fallen from his eyes, ready to do anything for the omega, to be with him, and only him.

"Please don't do this when you're drunk" Taehyung tells him softly, fingers grasping tightly his wrists, but not forcing Jeongguk to take his hand off his face.

"I'm an alpha, Tae" Jeongguk smiles lovingly at him, thumb brushing his cheek again, "I'm becoming horribly sober right now" he says, and he sounds sincere.

Taehyung swallows, wondering if the alpha could hear how fast his heart was beating. A millions of butterflies in his tummy just because Jeongguk was lovingly gazing him with those piercing dark eyes, still twinkling. He felt Jeongguk's other hand on the back of his head, finger softly intertwining with his hair, and the next he knew was that Jeongguk was brushing his lips against his own, nose nuzzling tenderly the skin of his face.

"I want to be with you, Tae" the alpha whispers again, warm breath softly brazing against his mouth. And Taehyung even found attractive the hint of alcohol in his breath.

"Just me?" Taehyung asks him, his voice barely clear, a bit shaky and out of breathe.

Jeongguk smiles humming, "Just you" he says huskily again, nose brushing Taehyung's nose in a tender manner, hand travelling towards his lower back, delicately "Only you"

Taehyung melted like ice in Jeongguk's warm arms, letting him kiss him, gently and so sweet. The alpha knew just the right way of holding him, taking his breath away with the way their lips meet again, after such a long time. The kiss was gentle, just lips brushing against each other, and it didn't last long, but Taehyung felt his knees weak when Jeongguk pull slightly away, thankful the alpha was holding him tightly to keep him steady. Jeongguk pressed their foreheads together, smiling widely, and Taehyung felt his cheeks heating up again, letting out a shaky breath and moving away flustered.

"You- You can't just do t-this!" He stutters, not able to maintain eye contact with Jeongguk, especially when the alpha was looking at him so damn lovingly with those twinkling eyes, and that big smile of his that made Taehyung feel all fuzzy inside.

"I really can't help it" Jeongguk tells him, returning to his seat.

Taehyung gulps, pouring the coffee on the pink mug, and handing it to the alpha, "Just drink your coffee" he says, and Jeongguk does it, taking a sip of the coffee and making a disgusted face right after. Taehyung opens his mouth, mortified, "I- I'm not good making coffee" he says, looking apologetic, "Does it taste that bad?"

By Jeongguk's face it was obvious how horrible the coffee tasted, even when partly the coffee machine made it, but the alpha shook his head, offering another smile, "It's fine" he says, drinking again and trying to not look disgusted, "Delicious"

"Jeongguk" Taehyung whines, going to grab the mug but the alpha quickly turns and starts drinking it quickly, "You're gonna get tongue burn"

"Too late"

"Guk!"

"You're gonna wake Yoongi up, peachy" Jeongguk says, standing up and leaving the mug on the sink. He turns and grins at Taehyung, a teasing glint in his eyes that had the omega rolling his eyes, "Thank you for the coffee"

"I know I suck making coffee, okay?"

"No way" says Jeongguk, walking towards Taehyung while chuckling lightly, "Best coffee I've ever had"

"Stop it" Taehyung tells him, wanting to cover his face with his hands because he felt so embarrassed, but Jeongguk was soon taking his hands with his own, interlacing their fingers and playfully moving them together. Taehyung looks at him, pouty lips curved downwards, and Jeongguk pull him towards his body, hands on his back, on his hips, fingers moving knowingly, like he was trying to study the omega's body.

"I should go" Jeongguk whispers again, his face so close Taehyung felt his lips breathing in him again, sharing one breath.

Taehyung closes his eyes for a moment, and he really wanted to stay longer with Jeongguk, but he knew the alpha was better away from now. He looks at Jeongguk again, and whispers, "Yeah... you should..."

Jeongguk didn't move an inch, instead his lips were touching Taehyung's again, and Taehyung was so far gone by then, he only felt everything stirring inside growing intently, and then he was the one to kiss Jeongguk, hard and needy. He wrapped his arms around the alpha's neck, opening his mouth and inviting the other's tongue inside, it felt warm, and he tasted like bitter coffee, but Taehyung decided that in that very moment he didn't mind the bitterness one bit.

Jeongguk drags his hands from Taehyung's hips to his lowers back, until he was reaching lower, to the round globes of his ass, fingers brushing the thin silky fabric of his pajamas. It was so silky and delicate Jeongguk was able to feel the omega's warm and magnificent butt right under his fingers and couldn't help himself when he press his palms open against each globe giving a hard squeeze. Taehyung gasps, and Jeongguk breaks the kiss, eyes opened widely, "I'm sorry" he blurts, hands in the air and away from Taehyung's ass, "I wasn't- I mean, I didn't"

Taehyung laughs, airily and pretty, and that made Jeongguk relax, hands going back to the omega's waist, still hesitant to touch him in more inappropriate ways. But Taehyung smiles at him, and it's kind of mischievous, his hands grabbing Jeongguk's and leading them towards his ass again, surprising the alpha, "You can touch me" he says, and sounds sultry, an open invitation for Jeongguk.

"You can't just say something like that to me" Jeongguk says, smiling back, and before Taehyung could reply he kissed the omega hard, pushing him against the kitchen table, loving how another soft gasp was share between breaths and messy kisses.

Taehyung felt breathless again, his whole body tingling just because of the way Jeongguk was touching him, with hunger and insane attraction. The alpha kisses his jaw, his neck, his collarbones, making the omega feel a rush of exhilaration, so raw yet so essential. Taehyung's jacket was gone, and he felt naked on his silky pajamas, the fabric not protecting him from the hot touch Jeongguk was delivering. Taehyung felt exposed, vulnerable and hot, and he was loving it.

Jeongguk was glued to his neck, while his hands were glued to his ass, and content low growls kept coming out from him, making Taehyung feel really lightheaded, a stunning urge seizing him, wanting to touch back, to explore Jeongguk's magnificent body.

And he did, tracing his long slender fingers across Jeongguk's chest, drawing a path until the alpha was taking off his leather jacket, just standing in that white t-shirt that was so flattering on his body. "You can touch me however you want" the alpha whispers in his ear, "Can you feel how hard I am right now?"

Taehyung opens his eyes widely, gulping and suddenly feeling a heat in his stomach, on his lower part, scorching. And Jeongguk was touching his hand, leading it towards his crotch, pressing Taehyung's palm against the hard bulge forming underneath his black jeans. Jeongguk was really hard, the wasn't able to feel the outline of his cock, but he still felt it hard and big, and suddenly the only thing Taehyung could think was into the vanilla scent coming out from him, his pheromones dizzying the air surrounding Jeongguk, and the hint of slick menacing him to come out.

And he fucking whimpers.

Jeongguk smiles, content, and pleased by the effect he had on Taehyung. Still, he didn't want the omega to feel forced, he wanted to go to his rhythm, letting Taehyung lead the way for both. But then Taehyung was pressing his palm further on his covered cock, trying to squeeze, seeking to discover him, and every time Jeongguk would moan lowly, the omega's scent of vanilla spikes up.

"What do you want me to do baby?" Jeongguk asks him, trying to suppress the tone of his voice, how desperate and horny he sounded at the moment.

"Touch me"

"Where do you want me to touch you?"

"Here..." Taehyung's voice was shaken, breathless, and his cheeks were painted the peach color Jeongguk likes so much in him. He leads one of Jeongguk's hand towards his ass, and the other to his front, "And here"

Jeongguk watches the movements of his hands mesmerized, then he looks at Taehyung's eyes, and he looked in a dazed, so pretty and aroused. And he was releasing such a sweet scent, intoxicating pheromones, begging to be taken care of. Jeongguk drops to his knees, surprising the omega, and he looks up at him with a glint in his eyes and a grin in his lips, "Tell me to stop whenever you want, yeah?"

"Okay..." Taehyung says, holding himself in the table and watching Jeongguk in awe, he felt shivers and goosebumps in his skin when the alpha begin to palm him, softly and teasing. Taehyung was sure it was the first time in his life he felt this horny and was pretty much welcoming the feeling.

Besides the sight of Jeongguk on his knees for him was spellbinding.

Jeongguk fingers reached the waistband of his pajama pants, looking up at him waiting for permission. Taehyung nods, biting his bottom lip with force, and Jeongguk put them down, exposing the omega's cock, hard with smooth skin, no hair across, not thick veins and just pretty. "Pretty" Jeongguk whispers, voicing his thoughts, nosing around, "It smell pretty too"

"Jeongguk" Taehyung whines, feeling self-conscious, uncovered, and very aroused.

Jeongguk took him in his mouth with ease, a hand on Taehyung's hips holding him steady, and the other kneading on his right thigh, the skin soft and turning slightly red every time Jeongguk kneaded too hard. Taehyung never had someone touching him so intimately, the feeling of the alpha's warm mouth and playful tongue on his cock was incredible, making his knees to wobble and his breath to hitch. A moan escapes his mouth, making Jeongguk more eager into pleasing him.

The alpha sucks him off until his dick was throbbing, close to his limit. But then his mouth was gone, and Taehyung lets out a whine, wanting to reach his release. Jeongguk looks up at him with a grin, and abruptly turns the omega around, pulling his pajamas pants lower, and his pajama shirt up, exposing the gorgeous ass the alpha had been dying to eat out.

"Fucking beautiful" Jeongguk makes a low growling noise before digging his nose between the ass cheeks, separating them with his hands, and tasting the sweet yet coppery flavor of the omega's slick.

"Shit" Taehyung moans, hands gripping the corner of the table, biting his lips forcefully to keep himself quiet. But it was so difficult when he had the alpha he loves, pulling and tonguing his rim.

Unconsciously, Taehyung starts to arches his back like a cat, while Jeongguk keep rimming in him with his tongue, one hand kneading a globe of his ass, and the other reaching for his dick. The sensation was too much, and Jeongguk was a master of making those sensations to multiple ten times better. Taehyung was so new at this, everything was overwhelming, so good, and in no time he felt himself close to his highpoint.

"Jeongguk" he whimpers, "I'm gonna-" he tries to say, choking a louder moan. Jeongguk seemed to work harder on him after hearing him, flickering his wrists and eating him out until Taehyung was shaking, coming unto the alpha's hand with another choked moan.

Jeongguk licks some more of his slick, standing up and kissing Taehyung's between his shoulder blades, thinking he would like very much to hear more of his little noises, without having to keep quiet. "You okay, baby?" he asks, still much smitten by the vanilla scent lingering all over the kitchen.

"Y-yes" Taehyung gasps, still shaky, "That felt amazing"

Jeongguk grins satisfied, walking towards the sink to clean his hand. He licks a finger to taste the omega before washing himself, humming in delight, "Your cum is also pretty"

Taehyung was breathing fast, hard, and he felt gross full of slick between his legs, but he also wanted to return what Jeongguk just did to him, wanted to taste the alpha, and be the cause of his orgasm, "I've never had a cock in my mouth" he says, and it was supposed to sound sexy, but he just felt dumb saying those things.

But Jeongguk was soon turning around with an amazed look on his face, still in a hazed state, still very much hard, "Do you want to?" he asks, and Taehyung nods vigorously, "Come here, pretty"

The sight of the beautiful omega kneeling in front of him was even more arousing, making his cock harder, throbbing under his pants. Taehyung looked a bit nervous, still spent over his own orgasm. So Jeongguk took off his belt, undoing the button of his jeans, and unzipping them.

Taehyung licks his lips, anticipating, feeling his heart beating fast against his ribcage. He takes with his hands the waistband of Jeongguk's jeans and boxers, gently pulling them down. His cocks bounced free, and Taehyung gasps, eyes widely open, gazing upon the thick cock, so different from his own. Veiny, great girth, and Jeongguk fucking made it twitch, earning a squeal from Taehyung.

"Have you ever seen an alpha's cock before?"

"No this close, no" Taehyung says, eyes glued to the cock, hand going to grab the shaft, caressing the balls appreciating the perfect trimmed hair, "You're... you're really thick" he says, and Jeongguk made it twitch again, earning a squeeze from Taehyung on the shaft, "It's the first time I'm doing this"

"Take your time, baby" Jeongguk says, relaxing his body against the sink, watching with hooded eyes every of Taehyung's movements.

Taehyung gave him a lick, a kitten lick, and really, his every move reminded Jeongguk of a curious kitten. The omega grazed him lightly with his teeth and tongue, until he was starting to get more confident with his touches. Running fingers along the inside of Jeongguk's thigh, while his other hand was helping him to hold himself by squeezing Jeongguk's other thigh. Then the omega takes him in his mouth, closing it and sucking over the head of Jeongguk's erection.

Jeongguk shudders, Taehyung was being a tease without intention. Next he knew was that Taehyung was taking him in his mouth as much as he could fit, hollowing his cheeks with every suck and even reaching the head with the back of his throat without gagging. It felt fucking good having the omega sucking on him like he was sucking on a lollipop, it was borderline obscene and innocent at the same time, and Taehyung fit in that description quite good according to Jeongguk.

He was playful and would innocently look up at Jeongguk with those round almond eyes of him, cheeks painted with that peach color, and his cock wrapped between his lips, and just the sight of him like that was taking a toll on Jeongguk's brain and body. Taehyung was perfect, the alpha came to realize that he wanted him all the time, always. Jeongguk closes his eyes, concentrating in the feeling, the picture of Taehyung sucking him up plastered in his head, until the omega bit him in the girth making him hiss, opening his eyes and taking a handful of Taehyung's ashy blonde hair with a hand, making him let go of his cock and look up at him.

"That's my cock you're playing with, peachy" he says, lustful, dragging a finger from his free hand on Taehyung's bottom lip covered in saliva and precum.

Taehyung smiles cheekily at him, and he still looked in a dazed, so out of character, but Jeongguk was loving it. "You can fuck my mouth" he says, panting, eyes focused on the cock in front of him, "Just don't pull my hair too hard"

Jeongguk growls by those words, and by the feeling of Taehyung's mouth on his cock again, so warm and wet, and this time he started buckling his hips, still holding back, but more fervent. And Taehyung, well Taehyung was enjoying it way too much, Jeongguk tasted good and having his cock on his mouth was very arousing. He decided he likes giving the alpha pleasure, likes the way the alpha was looking at him, with so much desire it was palpable in the thick air around them. He could tell Jeongguk was holding himself back, perhaps not to hurt him, even when he was still tugging at his hair, and lowly groaning every time his cock would hit the back of Taehyung's throat. And then Jeongguk's cock swelling slightly on his mouth, and the taste of precum more prominent on his tongue, giving away that Jeongguk was close.

"Tae" Jeongguk's husky voice begin to say, still tugging on his hair to make him pull away, but Taehyung was stubborn, "I'm gonna come in your mouth" he gasps, thrusting his hips more eager this time, harder, but Taehyung still wouldn't budge, he wanted to be there until the very end, "Fuck, Tae, I'm-"

Taehyung swallow as much as he could when Jeongguk came, but it felt weird, too salty and too warm, so he detached himself from the alpha, letting go of his cock. Jeongguk desperately grabs it himself, giving some strokes to finish, spurting cum on the omega's lips and chin.

Jeongguk smiles down at him, panting hard, and just watching how mesmerizing for him the omega looked, offering a hand to him. Taehyung takes it, standing up and taking some napkins from the table to clean his face. "Was I good?"

"You were amazing" Jeongguk replies, catching his breath and pulling his pants on again. He pulls Taehyung towards him too, "Did you liked it?" he asks, running his thumbs on the omega's cheeks, lovingly.

"I did" Taehyung grins at him, "A lot" he says, making Jeongguk scrunch his nose in delight, "I can't believe I was missing this for so many years"

Jeongguk hums, "There's still much more we can do" he says, pecking the omega's lips softly, "There's so much I want to do to you..." he whispers sultrily. Taehyung hums, closing his eyes and enjoying the feeling of Jeongguk's nuzzling his nose against his own, until their lips were meeting again in an eager kiss. Jeongguk tasted like him, and he tasted like Jeongguk, and it was wonderful. "I really want to be with you, Taehyung"

"As in a relationship?" Taehyung asks, against his lips, not daring to look at Jeongguk in the eyes, not yet.

"Yeah... I want to be your boyfriend" he says, and those words immediately send a pang on the omega's stomach, on his chest, on his heart, he just had been wanting to hear those words for long, and now Jeongguk was finally saying it, "I just don't know how to be one..."

Taehyung smiles, chuckling a bit, hands wrapped around the alpha's waist, holding him close too, "I can teach you" he says, brushing their lips together again, "You were surprisingly good at the dates already"

"I would like that" Jeongguk smiles back, kissing Taehyung again, wanting to kiss him for an awfully long time after missing those kisses so much during the time they were apart, "I can do that... for you"

"Ask me to be your boyfriend tomorrow" Taehyung says to him, kissing him gently, and then breaking the kiss to look at the alpha more serious, "No mistakes this time"

Jeongguk nods quickly, "No mistakes" he says, "I promise" he says, but Taehyung was still staring at him with a narrowed expression, "I won't break my promise this time, Tae, no mistakes, I'm not losing you again"

"Okay" Taehyung whispers, closing the distance again. He really could kiss Jeongguk all day and wouldn't get tired of those lips.

"Okay" Jeongguk repeats, and he sounded genuinely happy, smiling widely and not wanting to let go of Taehyung, not ever again, "Should I go now?" he asks, just in case, he really didn't want to go.

"No" says Taehyung, holding his hands and tilting his head, "Cuddle me tonight" he says, and shrugs, "I sleep better when you're next to me"

Taehyung locked his room's door behind them, cuddling Jeongguk to sleep, while the alpha kept stroking his hair, cradling him in his arms, and Taehyung fell sleep with a smile on his face, wanting to be as close as possible to the alpha, to the person he loves so much.