TRIGGER WARNING

Everything that could possibly go wrong; goes wrong.

Adrian spun her around so she softly falls into his embrace.

He started to play with vilanelle's hair as she bit her lip. Breathing hot air into his shirt and listening to his heartbeat.

"I'm sorry." Vilanelle whispers into the fabric of his shirt.
Adrain lost it already.
He roughly cupped her chin and smashed his lips into hers.

"Please... please for me..." Adrian had a pit in his stomach. She was going to die.

"I don't know what depression does to a person okay? I don't know how to comfort you . I just want you to live.... for me. With me." Adrian spoke out honestly but he knew from her expression that she was... a ghost. A shell of who she used to be.

She smiled a little. The kind of broken smile you'd rather not see. You'd prefer one to stay expressionless than give such a defeated smile.

Adrian kissed her again with all his might. His tongue circling hers his , his hands in her hair . He deepened the kiss and he finally heard what he longed for.
A breath like whimper.
Desperation to kiss him.
She responds.

She breaks down in tears as adrian separates from her.

"I know it's painful for you too." Her voice cracked.

Adrian's eyes were fixated on her. So much that he couldn't understand the words that spilled out of her mouth. She was moving her lips, her hands but it felt like ... white noise.

Adrian out of pure instinct reached for her hand as she turned her back to him.
The world came back to his sight. Breaking his trance.

she stood on the edge of the roof.
With her hands clutching her white pjs.

"Vilanelle." He closed his eyes just for one moment and said her name like a prayer...

The next moment he heard a sound of her head smashing with concrete.

She was gone.

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Artists listened to while writing this :
Billie Eilish and Florence Welch.