Vsoo- Love is poison.
Ship - Taehyung x Jisoo
Requested by- Vsookool
Topic - Love is poison
Total words - 1278 (It's a short one)
It is said that every
wounds heals with time, how much deep or how much pain it causes
But why does the wound in
my heart never heals, time
keep on passing but by the
time the scar she gave me just
keep deepening
Whenever i thought of her,
my heart hurts, tears form in
eyes; just why don't my
wound never heal
Isn't there a medicine i can
use to just vanished this pain
Unlike other wounds i got;
why doesn't this wound never
bleed, why does it hurt more
than the ones that bleeds
After all these three years,
the one thing i understand
is that
Love is poison
And the pain we got from
love never heals
Just why don't it never heals,
I'm tired of everything,
Just give me something that
will make this pain, this wound
and this suffering would
vanished.
I'm coming back but
will my appearance bring back your pain, your
suffering
I don't even know
if you even remember me, do
you move on or are you just like me, not able to move on.
If i come back and stand
before your eyes, will you hug me or will you slap me?
I'm coming back, whatever
happens i will accept it thinking it as my fate,
But before i leave this
world
Will you atleast forgive
me?
The rain was crying with them, the every drop of the rain have witnessed everything, their pain, their suffering and their love towards each other.
But the rain can't do anything other than crying with the couple whom in some minutes will separate.
"Why are you leaving me"
After a long silence of staring at each other, enjoying their last moments. Taehyung's lips parted; saying the words he never thought he would, but silence answered his question.
Irritation, hurt, Broken, sadness, anger, were the only word worth describing their situations. Aren't feelings and this word called love troublesome.
Why did God even made this word 'love' if it will only cause sadness. Why did god made this poison called love?
"Answer me" he snapped clenching his fist tightly, so that he wouldn't give up and hug the girl for the last time.
"S-sorry" That was the only words that left Jisoo's mouths, before stepping closer to her boyfriend and resting her head in his chest allowing his scent to filled her nose for the last time.
They stayed like that in the rain, no words were shared as they enjoyed their last moments. No words were not worth describing their feeling.
"Good-bye T-tae"
After saying the last heart broken words she move some steps back, turn around and dissapeared in the crowds leaving the poor boy there watching her leave.
....
Why does you leave me;
did i do something wrong
Without giving any reason,
why did you leave, why did
you leave me along here
questioning myself
Wasn't i worth for you.
The day you leave, the
memory of that day is still
flashing before my eyes,
The last hug you gave me,
i still feel it will all my soul
I want to forget you, i want
to vanished all the memories of
you,
I wander what will i do
if you come back, but the first
question i will ask you is that
Do you still love me
or have you move on?
....
He gave up, he was tired of everything, he was just sick of his life and living more would be meaningless. He have finally found the only way to vanished his pain and his suffering.
Death, that was the only way.
It was late at night, no one was in the street where Taehyung was standing and his car was parked. Any vehicle hardly pass by him so if he even kill himself no one will stop him. It was a good chance.
He took out a small knife from his pocket and place it in front of his stomach ready to stab it. He closed his eyes remembering her face for the last time.
And his hands move and stab his stom-, his hands was stop, a soft warm hand grab it. He opened his eyes just to met hers.
Was he dreaming
How can she be here
She left him so why would she come back
But she was standing there in front of him, how can he say it was a dream; yet the question is what was she doing in that dark street.
"What are you doing, Tae. Have you gone mad" She snapped, her voice echoing in the dark street as she took the knife and threw it somewhere on the ground. She brought up his hand and caressed his cheeks, the thing she miss so much.
Tears fall down from both of their eyes, but it wasn't from sadness like last time, it was from happiness of seeing each other after such a long time.
As they cried in each other embrace the rain fall, witnessing everything. The world was happy that they met again yet scared of what will happen next.
The next day when Taehyung went to Jisoo's house to talk that yesterday they weren't able to, his eyes grew wide as the voices of Jisoo's parents and unknown crying echoed in the house.
He ran in the house bumping in some of the crowd just to see the last thing he never want to see, there she lay there lifeless. They met again but why just to separate.
Was it even fair.
He fell down on his knees as tears pour down of his eyes nonstop, why was fate so unfair with him. Just what did he do to deserved all of this.
Jisoo's father noticing Taehyung there wiped his tears and walk towards Taehyung patting his back and gaving him a letter that his daughter wrote for her first and last love.
Taehyung took it and unfolded it slowly, not wanting to read her last words. One more heart attack, will he be able to take it.
Tae, if you are reading this than please forgive me for whatever i did to you, but leaving you, i thought it will be for your good i didn't know that will become the reason for your heart break.
Please go to Seoul city hospital, check my file, Tae. There will be answers of your every questions.
Although, how much i wish i can tell you by myself i don't have much time left. Sorry Tae.
But remember i love you and i will love you always until the end of the world.
That day, at afternoon, Taehyung was found death in his living room with a paper in his hands.
The paper which confirmed Jisoo was suffering with cancer from three years.
Love is such a dangerous poison, isn't it? But if there is such a thing as next life, their friends and everyone wished the two lovers met again to finish their unfinished love story. But that time they want,
That love to be a antidote for them not to be a poison.
....
Hope you like this chapter and if you didn't than blame bts song 'butter', i was writing it while hearing that so it not my mistake. The song was so good that i forgot everything.
Anyway please vote, and comment if you like this one shot.
And even if i mark complete in this book if any new ideas came in my mind, i will post it, but i don't know if i will or not.
Well, see yaa!.
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