It was an sleepless night. I wake up katie. She's annoyed but still clamly listens to me talking ,'' I can't stop thinking about Flynn ! Am I seeing Flynn more than a crush? I can't think straight. Well I saw A movie called " TO ALL THE BOYS I LOVED BEFORE ''. It's kinda silly they both start fake dating and then fall  in love.  They have some problems at college. They both think their love is much stronger than the problems . But it isn't  the same in real life ,I think all the person  we love or care about each other leave you at some point . It  just takes a couple of arguments to breakup or divorce the person who you have been for 5 to 6 years.  I love the beach and I hate the waves because once when I was little, my mom took me to the beach and I almost drowned in the big waves . That's why I like to  call the distance, parting ways  with someone you love, big problems or arguments " HEART WAVES''. I take a deep breath. It feels good to let it all out. I should it do it once in a while. Katie  ,'' Yuh, just ask Flynn on a date''.  Me ,'' But I want to make him do it.'' Katie  ,'' Just do whatever makes you happy''.

[NOTE: I didn't write that much about Flynn's side of the story. But I think I will do that more]

FLYNN, 

 [ FLYNN'S SIDE OF THE STORY]

I keep rolling down. My roomates finally get annoyed and ask me ,what the heck is wrong with me? Me ,'' Every damn thing is wrong. Ly is sad about that stupid Jake. What's so good about him? I think I'm going crazy , I think about her all the time. How pretty she looks when her her long blonde hair reaches the middle of her back or whenever she wears the blue sparkling dress with her butterfly necklace and butterfly earrings. How kind she looks while feeding stray cats ,or playing with the little children of the orphange near our college. How relaxed she looks when she writes in that mysterious blue diary or listens to the playlist I made for her. She's everywhere. I have awfully fallen in love with her.'' My roomates Kyle and Alex stare at me likr they are looking at a new creature. Kyle ,'' Woah bro you do feel a lot of things. But I heard that she hepled a blonde handsome boy who has nythcophobia and was stuck with her in the elevator''. I put on a jacket to check if Ly  is okay. Kyle ,''Clam down Romeo! They have been rescued by the security guard and they are perfectly fine''. Alex who quiet the whole time says ,'' That blonde handsome guy also happens to be my cousin ,Liam kensley''. Jake  ,'' Yeah Alex Kensley and Liam Kensley''. Kyle  ,'' You have to confess to missy soon''. Me,'' Yeah maybe I really have to do that now''. I am worried but I know Ly she will choose me over thoose guys any day. But I need  to make some moves first and then confess. Boom we became a couple and  live happily.