True feelings

Regina's POV
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My hand flew to my mouth and I took a few steps backwards until the back of my knees hit my bed. I sat down still in shock. "How the hell is this possible? This has to be a major load of bull shit, I've never heard of having two true loves before. Then again, that dumb blonde fairy was wrong about my first supposedly "true love" so why would Emma be any different from Robin?" I thought.

I sighed "fuck my confusing, weird as hell, fairytale life. Everyone thinks fairytales are all rainbows and unicorns and happily ever afters, and if my life was that simple, I never would have needed to cast that fucking curse in the first place, that is after all, what screwed everyone over the most, especially me. Why the hell did I do this to myself? Feelings are too confusing, I wish they didn't exist. But then again, there would be no such thing as love,  but I guess that's what started all this shit in the first place right? Well either way, I just had to know if Emma and I were meant to be."I thought before calling up Emma.

I had to see the tattoo on her wrist, but I also had to have her say the spell, and see if I was her true love too. "Why do I even bother putting myself through so much pain? What if she really isn't my soulmate and she just happened to have the same exact tattoo in the same exact location as my real soulmate?" I thought again before picking up my cell phone and dialing Emma's number.
"Hello? Regina?" Her voice instantly calmed me down.
"Emma? Can you come over? I... Uh... Need your help with something." I said nervously. "Sure Regina, I'll be over in a minute." She said. And I ended the call with my heart pounding, half expecting for my heart to be broken again, half expecting, no half wanting for what that stupid fairy to be true.

Minutes later, a familiar yellow bug pulled up in front of my house. My heart began to pound when I saw her walk up to the door, I couldn't stop staring at her through my bedroom window. "What if the stupid fairy is right? What if Emma is the one I'm supposed to be with? But what if she's wrong? What if it's someone else and I totally just broke up with Robin for no reason?" I thought. I poofed myself to the door  trying to ease my crazy mind and I opened the door before Emma had time to stop and knock. "Regina what's up?" She asked as she walked in. "I... I uh... Look, I know you've been having a hard time, so I thought that I'd give you some hope, and let you know things will get better." I said nervously.
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Emma's POV
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I gave Regina a strange look. "Look, I don't need a hope speech, I get enough of that shit from my parents, so whatever this is, just tell me." I said not wanting to hear any more about how important having even the slightest bit hope was. It was already bad enough that I'm 30 and I'm living with my parents who just happened to be Snow White and Prince Charming.

Regina sighed and grabbed my wrist and pulled me upstairs. "Regina, what the hell is this about?" I asked kind of angrily, I immediately regretted saying those words as I saw her hurt expression, but honestly, what the fuck was I supposed to do? She didn't give me much of an explanation, actually she didn't give me one at all.

She pushed me in front of her mirror and she handed me a scrap of paper. "I need you to read this, it will show you your true love." She said with a sound of urgency in her voice. "Wait, Regina what?" I asked what the hell is this woman trying to get me to do? I know she's cute, actually no, she's freaking hot, but right now she's kind of scaring me with her craziness and for a moment I thought she was mental. "just read the damn thing!" She yelled. I looked into the mirror before looking at the paper in my hand, still having no idea what the flying fuck was going on, but I didn't want her to go all Evil Queen on me, so I slowly began to read it, and when I was done, an image appeared in the mirror. I knew the image all too well, and I stared at it confused before looking around at Regina. "What the fucking hell was that?!" I asked her already knowing the answer, but not wanting to believe it. She sighed and showed me her wrist which I had seen a thousand times and the tattoo the same one as the mirror showed me... A feather. I stared at her arm in shock, still trying to process everything. "Regina? How can you be my true love? I thought Robin was your soulmate?" I asked. I couldn't help the questions, I was so confused, not only about this, but my feelings for Regina that were just beginning to surface.
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Regina's POV
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I sighed and looked down at my feet before telling Emma what I had just learned. After explaining I answered her questions. "Robin and I... We aren't together anymore, I guess I never really loved him." I finally said quietly. Emma sat down on the bed and patted the spot next to her. I walked over and sat down next to her. She wiped away the tears I didn't know I had on my face before she wrapped an arm around me, pulling me close. I couldn't help but rest my head on her shoulder as I cried. Oh my god how I loved being so close to her. I loved her sweet smell of cinnamon and vanilla. Everything about this moment felt so... Right, but why did I feel guilty? I mean this was what I wanted right?

"Regina, you know you can tell me anything." She said softly, breaking me from my thoughts. Her voice alone could smooth a thousand sad souls, and I could tell she was sincere about what she said. She began running her hand through my hair and it felt so good. This was something that I've always wanted, I longed to finally have someone comfort me, and I didn't want to let go. "Emma, please don't be mad at me..." I began. "Regina, I thought we were done with our wanting to kill each other phase." She chuckled. And I couldn't help but smile a bit at her chuckle. "Damn it! It was so cute!" I thought. I took a deep breath before I began." Lately, my feelings have been confusing. I didn't know why or what was happening. Well actually, I knew why, I just wasn't ready to admit it..." I said with my heart pounding. It sounded like the sound of horses thundering hooves as they ran along the hard dirt of a race track. "Admit what Regina?" Emma asked and she stopped stroking my hair and looked into my eyes which were still staring at the ground. "I-I was too scared to admit... Admit that I have feelings for you." I finally say and I look up to see a smile form on her face and my eyes met her gorgeous green ones. I felt a wave of relief rush out of my body. Oh how long I've been longing to tell someone that! But then I blushed and looked away, realizing that I had just told Emma that... "Shit! Now here comes the heartbreak... Again." I thought and I frowned. She put a finger under my chin and lifted it up so I was looking into her eyes again. "Regina, it's nothing you should be embarrassed about, especially around me because..." She stopped mid sentence and it immediately grabbed my attention. "Because why Ms. Swan?" I ask giving her a little shove with my elbow and a smile on my face. She blushed and looked down before continuing. "Because I have feelings for you too Regina. I wanted to tell you but..." "But your mind was telling you something different than what your heart did." I said finishing her sentence. She looked into my brown eyes and smiled. "Yes." She said quietly. I grabbed her hands, our eyes still locked on each other's. I honestly had no idea what was happening. It all felt like a dream. One of the best dreams of my life that I didn't want to wake up from. All of this, it just felt... Real... It felt... Right, neither of which I had much of in my life.

"You know Emma, I think the reason we fought was because we are both a lot alike. We want love and happiness, but our past taught us to be careful, to put our walls up, because of the pain of the past." I said sadly remembering my painful past and losing Daniel. "Ugh my fucking mother!!! How she always had to go and ruin everything! Actually no, wait, that was snow who ruined. My first chance at a happy ending!" I thought, but I quickly calmed my thoughts realizing that if I was going to be with Emma, I had to stop hating her mother. Emma nodded in agreement and we sat quietly for a few moments. "Gina?" She asked quietly. I blushed at the nickname. Yea people have called my Gina before, and I fucking hated them for it, but when Emma said it, it sounded magical. "Yes dear?" I answered. "If what you said is true, and we really are true loves... Can I just do this, just once?" She asked nervously. I smiled, already knowing what she meant. I leaned into her lips, and I felt sparks fly between us. I'm not kidding literal sparks. We both jumped back and laughed at the odd feeling and the sight of sparks flying around us. We stared deeply into each others eyes, it was like our souls connected for a moment. Then our lips collided again, both of us ignoring the sparks as I enjoyed the most passionate, loving, and true kiss I have ever had in my life. I immediately knew that this was how it was supposed to end, with Snow White and Prince Charming's daughter. With the savior... My savior and my happy ending. It was supposed to end with Emma. A smile crept up on to my face as we continued to make out. "Emma Swan was officially mine and no one else's." I thought happily.
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A/N: sorry to leave you hanging. Hope you guys are enjoying reading this as much as I enjoy writing this :)

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