Dear Jeongin,

Jokes on me that I can't do this in person otherwise I might end up freaking out too much, but I figured since I am minoring in creative writing that the least I could do was do this in a letter. Texts are much too stressful for that, so please forgive me on that. I'll be writing this as I go along, so it might end up being a little bit of a mess, but I hope it's good enough either way.

I'm pretty sure you've realized at this point that I do like you. People have been talking about it everywhere. They know I'm gay, I know I'm gay, hopefully you know that at this point as well. Continuing on, people have been spreading the rumor recently that I have a crush on you. Usually I dislike rumors but this one happens to be correct, so I'm not mad about it. Sorry if that was the cause of you avoiding me for these past few days, but I figured I should at least tell you it's true.

People thought that I liked you just because of how I always talk about you and how I'm almost always with you even though our majors aren't even in the same department. I didn't know you before college, and I don't really do clubs, so it's not like I could have met you there. I just so happened to meet you that one day that you were at the hospital with Felix so he could get his EKG. Jokes on you that you're the person that I decided to sit next to that day. There were plenty of other seats but something about you drew me towards you.

I would not at all say that it was love at first sight. Because it really wasn't. I couldn't care any less about your looks, but they're indeed a bonus, anyway, let's move on. I actually kind of hated you at first because you were so mean to me. All you did was just ignore my existence and brush me off just to stare at your textbook, which I don't even think you were reading at the time, but either way that didn't stop me from talking to you after that.

Later that day I had seen you at a small cafe studying with one of your friends, so I decided that I'd take my chance to come up to you and ask for help with what I was working on, especially because from what I saw of your textbook, it was something that you were good at. This story isn't my point though, but I'm not going to restart because wasting paper isn't something that I'd like to do with my time.

The main point of this letter was to tell you that I do indeed like you, so here's how I figured that out. By now you already know that I'm majoring in theater, big surprise, and so one day while I was in one of my acting classes, we were doing a more romantic scene. I didn't think that it would be a problem for me but it ended up being one. Our professor kept calling me out for seeming like I wasn't into it and told me to imagine someone or something that I loved. You were the thing that popped into my head.

After images of you popped into my mind I was never called out for it again, other than by Luna who questioned me about it later. At this point we all know that Luna is dating Isaac, so I figured I might as well talk to her about it. Pretty much what happened was her asking me how I felt and who I imagined and stuff like that. It really seemed like it was a conversation between middle school girls who were crushing on some random guy at school, but whatever works, I guess.

She was the one who ended up convincing me to confess to you, honestly. She was trying to get me to do it in a better way, one that seemed more romantic, especially since this letter is a complete mess, but y'know, whatever works. She was trying to get me to ask you on a date in person, but as I said earlier on in this letter, I don't think that my heart would able to survive through that, so here we are.

There's not really much else that I want to say in this letter, so excuse me as it comes to a sudden halt, but I was really hoping that you'd like to go on a date with me? I know we hang out a lot now, specifically to study, but at date would be nice. Especially if it was like an at home movie date so we could be cute and cuddle and stuff, which honestly you've never told me I can't do already because I am pretty affectionate. Either way, I don't really know how you should respond to this? So I guess you should do whatever's easiest for you, be that text or in person. Thanks for your time!

Love,

(Y/N)