Kritika p.o.v

A marriage without love....?! Did Rehaan just mean that! I mean come on.... A marriage where he wont love me? Cherish me?

She used to rule my life.... Why the hell am i feeling sad. I already knew he had a girlfriend.

She would always have a peice of my heart..... That sad smile he had on face scares the crap out of me.

Nitya... Just even thinking about her brought a smile on his face though it was a sad one.

How could she just walk out of his life. He must have went through a lot. I sighed as i noticed we finally reached home.' Mom my aloo bhaji' i thought.

Everyone in the room were staring at us. Thank goodness Rehaan spoke up" mom lets go!"

His mom just nodded her head. May be she knew what he wanted to talk about.All his aunts and his mother left saying goodbye to mom.

My mom handed me my plate of aloo bhaji, i just collapsed on the bed after that. Rehaan's words kept playing in my mind. Will i be able to make him mine one day? May be we are meant to be together . Do i like him to that extent that i would throw away my ideology of wedding from my childhood.Fuck! I am so irritated right now! My phone rang somewhere in the room. I was not even in a mood to lift the phone so as usual i ignored it. Ring...ring...ring...ring.... Auh.....!

"What?" I snapped without checking the caller i.d.

"Oh oho... Someone is in a bad mood" aksha said in a sing a song tone.

"So could you please  hang up already ?" I asked.

"Yup.i could do that but Jai said that he will be in 5min to pick me up and from there we are coming to your place.." I cut her as usual "why..?!" I asked.

"Apparently Jai is throwing a party and i am sure he will drag you out of your hole if you say no. So, get ready by moving your pretty ass already. Bye.see you in half n hour.love ya." And thus she disconnected the call.

Thinking about it why am i sulking on friday night..... If i have any thing to think over i am saving it for later. And then suddenly the party mood hit me.

Forty minutes later i was in front of the mirror ready to rock n roll. I wore my black color skinny jeans , my white color tank top and a blue color shirt. My hair was un manageable so just made into an twisted updo! And a minimal amount of make up on my face which maintained natural look on my face.

"Kriti...! Aksha and Jai are here.." My mom shouted from down stairs.

"Coming..." I said grabbing my purse throwing my phone and volet in it.

"Bye mom... I will be staying at aksha's house at night. So, dont worry." I informed mom kissing her good bye.

" i thought you were sulking and i have to send Jai to drag you out." Aksha said raising her eyebrow.

" ya i was... But then i can't miss out hanging with my most favourite people. And i didn't want to waste my Friday night."

" That's my girl...... And the let's enjoy ourselves to death" Jai said stepping on the gas.

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" So... You met him again and...?!" This was Aksha enquiring me about Rehaan while jai went to get our drinks.

"So... Basically he told his story about love... Life...and what can he offer me.. If i get married to him."

"Woah..! Did he accept he likes you.." She asked.

"Hmm let me put it in a phrase he said he is ready to marry me."

"Wow! Thats such a wonderful news. Then why are you sulking like a pig"

"Geez... Thanks for making me feel so good." I replied sarcastically.

" kriti... What's the pro...." But she was cut of by Jai." Girls here are your drinks." Jai said handing our drinks.

" Kriti... Remember the girl from morning ...?" He asked " well ya..." I replied.

" Ha i charmed her to give me her number and also invited her to join hope you guys dont mind and there she is ........let me give  her company." And then he is gone. Idiot.

We were used to his flirtious behavior from the start but thank good ness he never flirted with me though he always pulls Aksha's leg.

"What happened to only three of us.! 'Lets party hard' 'enjoy ourselves' my foot. Idiot. Stupid. Selfish fellow." Aksha mumbled.

"Akshu... We know him right..?!" I said giving her a sad smile.something is going on between these two.

"Come on kriti .... Lets get wasted.. " she said after few moves on dance floor.

"Sure..." I said.

"See... Kriti... All men are same...all are idiots... All are like that stupid Jai... " she said  after a while.

" do you have a thing for him..?!" I asked stammering a bit because basically i think i am drunk.

" huh...?! Thing....?! Gosh kritika! Gosh... If you haven't figured out yet." She said and mumbled but i couldnt figure out what she was saying because suddenly my mind  was  showing me projections of Rehaan.  I must have been totally wasted. I was smiling like a idiot and calling his name out. Rehaan rehaan.........

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Auh...! My head hurts like a bitch. How the hell did i drink so much. I am in a desperate need of aspirin right now!!

And suddenly something bitter tasted in my mouth and god only knows how i reached bathroom.... Emptying my stomach was the last thing i wanted right now. I just cleaned up. And noticed my surrounding s Aksha's room. How the hell did we come home.

My hair was all over the place and i was brushing it off with my fingers. Suddenly something hit me. REHAAN  brushing hair of my face.why the f is he brushing my hair.

And then another clip from my head where i was shouting Rehaan....Rehaan.... Fish!! What did i do.... I was so freaking mad.

"Aksha....Aksha.... Get up. " i tried to wake her up.

"Kriti just let me sleep."she said making her self comfortable under the covers.

"Aksha what the hell did happen yesterday?" I asked her.

"What you dont remember....? You were drunk and flirting with Rehaan." She said rubbing her eyes.

"What...?! Rehaan ?! Why was he there..?! What did i do...?! Why didnt you stop...? Exactly how much did i drink....? God im so stupid." I freaked out.

" Chill will ya. You are giving me a headache. Dont worry nothing happened you were just telling him how much you love him." She said getting up from bed.

"WHAT....?!" My eyes were size of big saucers right now.

" Im just kidding i dont know what you people talked. I went to get Jai then.You want some water." She asked.

I just noded my head. "Chill i dont think so you told him any of your embarrassing stories because when i returned you were grinning widely and he was smiling."

" you dont understand Aksha... He saw me drunk... I am a girl and may be his future wife. And me drunk doesnt the portrait of perfect girl my aunt painted in front of them."  I freaked again.

" kriti.... You dont get drunk daily and seeing Rehaan yesterday i could tell he didnt mind." She reasoned.

I just ignored her. I thought it was important to remember what rubbish i spoke in front of Rehaan but nothing came to my mind. Finally i gave up not able to remember anything. A cold shower would be relaxing i thought. The water was cold and i loved it. Cool...Cool... And something hit again....

"Rehaan....Rehaan...come here sit with me."

"Kritika...hey... Hi... Whats up?" He asked bit confused. I chuckled at his puzzled expression.
"You must have been thinking what im doing here right..?!" Giggling " i am here with my friends they were some where here." I said searching for aksha who was here moments ago.
"Are you okay..?!" He asked.
"Yup" i said popping the p." Usually i dont get drunk but today i was thinking about what you said Your ex girlfriend,Nitya, and what you must have went through when she left." My eyes already filled with tears. They slowly started falling.
"Hey... Why are you crying..?" His hands were on mine. So rough...... So cold... So perfect .... On mine And after that i dont know what happened i took his hands into mine and
"Rehaan i want to marry you!!"

No....no...

Did i really tell him i will get married to him?! What?! Why am i freaking out...?! Dont i want to marry him?! Yes i do!! But at the expense of him not loving me....?

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So that's chapter 9_!!!
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