[10 Mars]

Hi Jisung,

of course I want you to come! But I don't like the idea of you stealing your mom's money and leaving without her permission. But I'm not your mother and I can't stop you.

Also 28 Mars feels like years away but it's still so close! I can't wait until I get to meet you! I will hug you until you can't breath.

Anyway, call me when you get this letter. Okay baby?

I feel bad for laughing, but that embarrassing moment was hilarious. Like, how did you even manage to do that?

And well, I want to answer your question. I want to open up to you more and I want you to open up to me,

heart to heart, you know.

It all began in High School I guess. I had began to question my sexuality for real but I was in denial. Everyone around me were homophobes. So I thought that what they said was right.

Homosexuals were fags and they were disgusting.

So I started to hate myself. I wished that I was like the other boys. I wished that I would like girls.

And I wasn't very fond of myself either. So I did, things I shouldn't have done. But that's in the past.

You know, you're supposed to look forward not backwards. So I try to forget the past and focus on the future.

That's why the windscreen on the car is so much bigger than the rear-view mirror.

You're supposed to look forward.

Sincerely your Minho

PS. I love you too