18.
Jimins POV.
"Okay-y... I..." Jungkook began.
"I have a son." Jungkook mumbled quietly.
My mouth fell open wide in shock.
"Yah, don't give me that look. Just I do and my now ex became pregnant when my trial began and she decided to keep the baby. But she now has a new partner and they are getting married," Jungkook started to complain.
His words just rushed out of his mouth at such a fast pace.
"And yesterday my ex made me sign papers so that the custody of my child was no longer mine, but was her new partners." Jungkook croaked.
"Literally all I ever wanted was a child with her. And I want to be a part of the child's life, even if he doesn't know I'm his dad. I've only seen him a couple times but I can see so much of myself in him," Jungkook stated.
"So much of myself that my ex is worried my son may be violent like me and so she doesn't want me to raise our son." Jungkook finished complaining.
I could feel the emotions seeping through his words.
He was distressed and very unhappy.
"I had no idea that you even had a girlfriend before coming here." I gasped.
Jungkook nodded slowly.
"Taehyung doesn't even know I'm a dad. Well, that I was a dad." Jungkook mumbled.
"That's not fair. You should be able to have your own son. You should have said no and not signed the papers." I stated.
"But it's best for my son Jimin. I have so many nightmares about what happened and honestly, I never want to hold any weapon like ever again because it's traumatising. But I agree with her, I shouldn't raise him. If he did end up like me or found out, maybe he would be ashamed so it is best this way." Jungkook stated while pouting.
"That's why I feel bad for Taehyung. I saw the way his mental health cracked when I first met him. Even now, part of me worries he's going insane and thinks he will be here for a long period of time so he's determined to fit in with prison life." Jungkook explained.
"I am worried about that too. I thought Taehyung was so caring until he seemed so violent last night. He didn't even hurt the guard in front of me but his intimidating nature was enough." I mumbled.
"Hey, well when we are out, we just have to remember there are plenty of fish in the sea." Jungkook hummed while tapping my shoulder.
However my face pouted, feeling sour on his words.
My heart is captivated by Taehyung.
I have so much desire for him, and hope that I am wrong about him.
Taehyung is not like any other guy I have met and I am determined to try.
But could that put me in future danger?
"Anyways, I am hungry so talk later, Shorty." Jungkook stated, jumping off of the desk while burping loudly.
I scrunched up my nose to the stench and watched him leave the cell.
It seems that behind violence and frightening behaviour, there is always explanations, goals and morals of a sane human.
I bit my lip as my eyes scanned over Taehyung's notebook once more.
He wrote about me...
But what else is in it?
Did he write about his crime?
Should I wait for him to just tell me?
I bit my lip, glancing around the cell before I quickly grabbed the book, opening it to the first page.
(Author - words in italics are diary words)
The deafening scream of a woman pierced my ears.
He killed a woman?
My hands quivered and my shoulders juddered.
His deep tone rings in my head, circling my brain.
Blood rushed through my body as adrenaline began.
I still remember the diamond cut out mirror that lay at my feet.
The edges were jagged and sharp.
I remember the agonising pain my hand went through as I picked up the shard.
I rose to my feet, legs swirling while my upper body remained strong.
I barged into the other room, my arms swinging as rage presided.
The shard aiming straight for his heart.
So he killed a male?
The velvet red blood pooled down his body as my arm stroke repeatedly.
I flung the shard aside, turning to the smaller women behind me.
Is the woman the next victim?
Or did he kill two females and one male?
Her eyes were damp and glossy, while her nose was red.
She backed up her shorter frame to the concrete wall behind her as her hands felt around a wooden set of drawers.
My eyes scanned over her dainty fingers wrapping around a telephone.
She's scared of me.
But I would never hurt her.
If she is shorter is she maybe a sister of his? An elder?
However, my own abilities became my worst nightmare.
I am a heart stabber.
I killed.
I killed a part of me.
What does he mean by that?
I dashed out the door, leaving her alone.
My legs carried me down the street, alleyway to alleyway.
Sirens blaring louder behind me.
I was hoping Taehyung's note book may give me more clarity of what is going on, only I seem to be more confused.
He doesn't speak the names of the people he killed.
Unless they were strangers?
But I suppose not mentioning the name of the victim also could be because it is Taehyung's diary and he knows who was involved so he does not need to state who the victim and witness was.
But from his wording, I cannot work out if one to two people died.
Why did he start off his novel with the fact a woman screamed.
Maybe he just wanted to skip over her details before moving to the next victim?
I was completely lost in thought, staring at the blank concrete wall in front of me.
However a familiar, husky voice cut me from my thoughts.
"J-jimin,"
My heart rate picked up because I was just reading the owner of this voice's diary.
Only his next words gave me clarity.
Answering the question I have been wondering...
'Who did Taehyung kill'
"I murdered my dad."
JK has a child!? Anyone guessed that? And Tae murdered his dad... Only do yal think he will get mad at Jimin for reading his diary? How is Jimin going to react. Should Jimin give Taehyung a chance? Any other thoughts? Feelings? Concerns?
Lol I think I got a bit bored after work cuz I made dis of myself haha...
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