I wish I could fully turn into one of those girls that doesn't care anymore... that doesn't feel... no emotions... but that's not who I am. I always give 100% and never get back... sometimes I let people steer me in the wrong direction and that is my fault entirely. But you live and learn. People say it eventually gets to a point where you say fuck it and don't feel anything anymore.... I have said fuck it many times... but when is it that the feelings stop...