Falling for you hurts
Not only just how deep I care
Buy how there's things you would'nt know
How can you know you made me feel
Both loved and understood whilst I felt the opposite.

Talking to you hurts
I just want to be yours
Who knows if your feelings match mine
I wanna be yours
I fear you think I'm still broken

My eyes were fucked that night
I was crying.  I know I lied.
I just wanted to tell you how I felt
But I felt like I couldn't
It wasn't your fault. My feelings get too big

I want to tell you.
Liking you hurts.
Not because of you.
Buy because of me.
Maybe I'm not healthy enough for yiu.

I shouldn't lie about small things
But I don't wanna make you think you fucked it
I cry because liking you hurts
Liking you so much it hurts.
Maybe it's love.

I never told my mates stuff
I just wanted to see how it went.
I told them small bits
Not everything.
Mainly about how sweet you were.

I wanted to ask if you wanted more.
I'm second guessing.
You say b and babe
I just wanna know if you mean it.
I don't know what we are.

You changed the theme
Changed to love.
It's stupid but it made me hapoy
Got my hopes up just enough
I fell. I hoped you did too.

I'm clueless
I just want you.
I wish I had the courage to ask.
I can't act like i don't care.
I care about you.

Falling for you hurts
I've seen how feelings hurt
This is different.
I've never wanted anybody so much
I've never been good at slow burn love.

It's hard and fast.
Feelings consumed me.
How do I tell you
I want to be yours
And you to be mine.

I made the mistake of asking
I know I did. I felt it after i saw your reaction
I was too eager.
I hoped it'd work
You couldn't do it.

I never should have asked.
I never should have fell.
Another mistake
Again feeling like shit
Pretty enough to fuck not pretty enough to date.

Looking back I could tell
I dont blame you.
It'd sour the relationship is were both hurt.
I just got so into you
That was my mistake.

I don't regret that we had sex
I regret that it happened so soon
You gave mixed messages
I don't blame you.
I blamed myself

Feelings hurt
I thought I could be different
Let you be you.
You never bored me
I was fascinated by your hobby

I loved seeing how people would react.
I guess I learn things like that.
I've never felt so shit
But it was my fault I fell for you
I fell too soon.

We didn't know each other too long
Now I  don't know what will happen
I don't just wanna leave
I can't fake my feelings
I'll either love or hate you for a bit.

Can somebody even understand my issues
It's not just love and hate
It's anger sadness and a depressive spiral.
Just a fucking guy
I'm fucked too.

Maybe it was best we didn't work out
I was lying to the pair of us that I'd cope
My anxiety doesn't fuck off
I'm depressed often
And. Id eventually get bored.

I don't cheat when dating
But that boredom turns to not wanting to text
That turns to me not liking you
Now that's fucked
I'm fucked too.