The empty feelings.
Care and then nothings.
Ever had that one feeling
Like love is Fading?

For me it's constant.
That I'm never enough
If I open my mouth
I'd fuck things up.

One moment.
All happy and loved.
The next
That belly churning

Love. Hate.
Joy. Fate.
Smiles. Frowns
Highs. Lows.

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Have a half finished poem because I suck at writing. And I can't write when I'm numb