Untitled (No Proper Title): Chapter 57

(I personally think that this chapter sucks.

WARNING: TOO CLICHÉ FOR MY LIKING)

I love Kai, and I won't deny it any longer. I can't live normally without him.

Misaki thought with a sigh. She glared at the ground.

She went to the rooftop alone at lunch break. Misaki was laughing silently with sarcasm as she remembered the whole school year.

I knew this would happen... If I trusted again. And guess what? Yet I took the risk.

She didn't notice that she was crying. Misaki only noticed it when she felt a tear fall on her hands. But she didn't wipe it nor stop crying.

Hated to see me cry, right? But you were the one who made a reason to make me cry.

She felt someone hug her. "I've been looking for you, Misa." Misaki knew that voice.

"Daze... Daze Kourin?" (Why... Why Kourin?) Misaki asked Kourin, even though she knew that Kourin doesn't know what she means.

"I don't know what you mean, but I know that you're in deep pain since I only saw you like this once." Kourin answered.

"All my life I isolated myself, didn't I? Since I learnt that I can't trust anyone but myself. But since then, I hoped that someone would set me free from this isolated life." Misaki felt Kourin hug her tighter.

"And that someone is Kai, am I right?" She asked. Kourin saw Misaki nod a bit.

"And then.. I don't even know right now. If I should keep on holding on.."

"Don't finish that. I know what you mean. Misa, there's a whole lot more to live." Kourin stopped her.

"What now, Kourin?" Misaki asked.

Kourin thought for a while, but then she came to a conclusion. "....You love him already, don't you?"

"I told you....I don't even know." Misaki told her half-heartedly.

"Then, if you don't know, or if you don't love him, why are you wasting your tears for him?" Kourin asked, and Misaki was caught off guard.

She's right... If I don't.. Then why am I crying like this?

"You're right.... Thanks Kourin.. You're always there in the worst times." Misaki admitted.

"Don't mention it. What are best friends for?"

"Found you! Misaki, the Music professor is looking fo-" Asaka stopped when she saw Misaki.

"Or perhaps you could be excused for just this time?" As soon as Asaka said that, Misaki leaned on Kourin's lap and closed her eyes.

"Did she just fall asleep?" Kourin asked. Asaka shook her head.

"Rin, could you please help her sit up?" Asaka pleaded and Kourin nodded.

"Her uncle told me about it. She's asthmatic, and it has been 2 years since the last attack. Triggered by running out of breath due to crying." Asaka said everything in detail.

"Then.. What now?" Kourin asked.

"We have to ask for help and bring her to the clinic."

Ugh. Too cliché.

And I updated faster, but it seemed to be crap. Tell me about your opinions.