It was a boring day for me.
I came home, I lied down to the sofa turning on the TV, and with a glass of wine in my hands crying over my life that how pointless it is.

My work was so exhausting. Everyday I had like hundreds of papers to sign and I wasn't havin' it. Plus people there aren't even great people, they're all mean, sassy and gossip alot.

I lived my own. Since my last boyfriend with whom I've lived 2 years broke up with me last year, I had that thing in my mind that I don't need love.
And I'll stick to that until the day I die.
I need no man next to me when I got myself.

...
Sure in the TV there were many romantic stuff... And couples hugging at work...
Haha...
....
It hurted...
I'd be nice to feel that great too...
Just me... And a someone who makes my life worth.

Thinking about how easily I went from 1 to 100, I sipped into my beverage while I switched to an other channel on the Tv.
Ahhh commercials... Those lovely neverending commercials on the Tv that makes me feel tired while waiting for the movie to continue.

-Are you a lonely human with no life? - said the loud commercial.

-Yes - answered to him as I gave myself a sad laugh.

-Have you wanted to meet some people in club, parties, work, but they were all assholes and you are just antisocial as fuck?

-Bingo, my man - answer again to the television.

-Have you broken up with your ex who lived with you, but you are still not over him?

Damn, commercial, you hit my heart too harshly...

-Yes...

-Then order the new robo Boyfriend! A super boyfriend that'll make you feel loved every day!

-Oh my God... Who would be so stupid to buy something like this??

-It kisses you in the morning, texts you through the day, after a tiring workday cooks you food, gives you massages and many more!

I thought to myself:
I don't need some robot to live with me, I'm totally fine like this

But my heart said:
You got nobody, and this is the only way to feel loved.

I looked to the ground as I thinked hard.

I really have noone. No friends, no family... This is the only way to make myself feel loved at least a little bit.

-I'm so stupid... - I sighted as I dealed the number.

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A put my phone down and looked to my window. It was raining, and so was my mood the same often, but it was a bit different now. Usually I felt like crying, but now, I hoped for great that some Korean robot will at least pretend to care and love me
when noone else will.

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Welcome everyone to a
New book of mine!
I might not be the best writer of the all times, but I'll try my best to make you enjoy this book ^-^❤️
This chapter was boring (+without Yug), but I promise I'll bring him in the next chapter~
Byeeee~