People say...
When he leaves...he leaves...
But at times....remembers to come back again....
Keeping in mind something to do...
Can be anything....
Maybe to love you back...or....
maybe to kill you...not physically... But mentally....
reason's too unknown..

Obviously you can't let go of the fact that you did spend times with him...times which you have sworn to relish.....
He is a part of your life...
and that's why...you can never... Ever...EVER forget him....
you can never...ever....EVER let go of him....

I was lying down on my bed thinking about my situation... Trying to calm myself down from everything that happened in the party...my mind was actually a mess....after I got to know HIM....The real him....He's not the one I knew as mine... And that killed me right at the moment I realised...

FLASHBACK\\\THE PARTY\\\

No..I won't run away now...I will face it...can't afford to hide behind walls anymore..I need my answers...and I am gonna search for it no matter what...

My thoughts were interrupted my Areum's touch on my shoulder...

"Let's go for it Y/N...I know you will be searching for answers now....for that...we all need to make him one of us....let's do it..."

Yes...whatever she said was absolutely a matter of fact.... But then again... Who's gonna make this stupid heart understand..?!
The more I tried to move my legs forward the more it seemed that it got stuck at the spot....all because my heart doesn't want to face him...
It thinks as if it suffered a betrayal now from the one it knew as its own...

I nod and hummed at Areum's words and went forward to him without thinking anything else....

Maybe he can recognize me by looking at my eyes...maybe...he will get to know who am I....maybe something will happen...right?

I walked upto everyone and heard words like.. "Yes man! Being an idol is something great as well as a curse..."
"Well...it depends upon the way of thinking...."

These words..I recognised it to be Joon's...

However...shrugging it of I went near Jaehee....

"Oh..! Y/N...you know what are we upto right?"

Ayy...?! What?! I scrunched my eyebrows...shaking my head indicating that I don't...

"No I don't... What are you all upto?! Some sort of a silly thing I guess?!"

"Tsk Areum did not tell you?" Asking this she looked behind me at Areum...I looked back at her too...

"Ah Y/N...the thing I told you about Taehyung..."

I stopped frowning and my brows were replaced with its normal self again...

"Oh yeah...I know" I said nodding and looking down...

"WHAT ARE YOU ALL WHISPERING ABOUT?! We have a new member guys..come up..introduce yourselves!!!"

Says Jungkook..or should i say...."SCREAMS" Jungkook the MUSCULAR PIG.... I rolled my eyes at his call and answered:

"Um..yeah here I come..."

"Taehyu--- um wait!!! What should I call you hyung??? tae hyung? or taehyung?? or taehyung hyung??"

My eyes met....Taehyung's....
For a minute I thought I lost myself in those chocolate dark eyes.... My sense stopped working and my heart was beating faster and faster each time he was taking steps towards me.

Everything seemed bright and cheerful...and more like....new...
Those heartache and pain....everything disappeared only for that moment....

He became so manly....I wish I could see him turning this matured....

He bowed right in front of me taking my hand in his like a gentleman...

"I believe... You are Miss...??"

Just then I snapped from my fantasy world....

He-he didn't.... R-recognise me...
well...very well....just the way I thought....where were you these years Taehyung?? What happened?!! How can you forget me??

Shrugging every thought of mine I answered with a sad smile....and a low voice...

"Hi...I am Y/N...Jung Y/N..."

My heart was bleeding the time I realised that he could not remember me...his eyes told everything...that we had never met...that we never had memories... That we....never had anything between us.

"Nice meeting you Miss Y/N...I am---

"Taehyung....Kim Taehyung...."

For a moment...Taehyung paused, as he didn't have anything to say.

"Um....how did you..??"

A sad smile was drawn on my lips and I looked down....

"I wish you recognised me....we already are related....I don't understand why can't you remember anything...is it a game that you are playing...?"

Uh oh...my heart spoke out loud....

Just then I realised what I had said I was about to clarify him...but he cut me off mid sentence...

"Um...sorry?"

"TAEHYUNG!!!!"

Somebody called him in a familiar voice....i flinched a little but as we both turned around..we were only to be greeted by....Mina?

She came up to us...staring straight at Taehyung....I guess not even bothering I was there...and hugged him tightly...

My eyes widened at the sight in front of me....again i felt repeated stabs in my heart....I was boiling inside....my blood started rushing down my veins and I felt my ears getting warm...
But that point of time...it would be rude to burst out like that...

Moreover....Taehyung hugged her...back....
I felt like jumping off of a cliff right at the moment... Or....pulling Mina away from him and slap her tight....
But that would result something really bad....
In that way...I won't be successful in what I aimed for.... So I let it the way it is...just for the time being....

"OH Y/N!!!! SURPRISE ~~~"

"Hi Mina...You are here too? Nice seeing you here..." She hugged me as soon as I was done with my words...I tried hard to play cool...my face again plastered with a fake smile.

"So You guys are together? Dating?"

"Uh...n-no...not really... We-we are just good friends..." She said looking at Taehyung, her cheeks flushed red.

Mina and I...we both had certain things in common.... We get shy whenever we are asked something related to love...we tend to rub our fingers when we get nervous and....

Our eyes and face are very easy to read...people who know us well...could just see our eyes and understand what's our problem...but then again.... Least people can read me......

And that's why...her eyes were crystal clear to convey the message that she....liked Taehyung...

"I see...." I answered casually...but then again.... I felt as if I missed something.... What did I miss?
......

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Oh my holy shit!!! JUNGKOOK!!!!
damn ITT!!!! Neither did I tell Mina about Kookie...nor Kookie did...I am sure he didn't cause he would always tell me before doing it...right?? RIGHT??

Just then...I felt someone staring at us...A pair of dark eyes....staring as if he was gonna kill someone any moment....

It was...Jungkook.... He was clasping his glass of drink tightly in his hand....which eventually was about to break...
He was neither staring at me...nor at Mina..
but at Taehyung....

Just like a lion looking at its prey...his eyes were burning flames as if ready to pound on his prey any moment...
I could feel him...
It hurts...I know...

My eyes shifted back to Taehyung and Mina....and I saw them talking to each other holding hands...
Yes...unaware of my presence....
I moved away from that place and without letting anyone know...
I got out of the mansion....

Sorry....can't take it anymore...need to calm myself and this stupid heart before attempting for anything further...

To be Continued....

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MY ALMONDS AND RASPBERRIES... how r you all?? as i promised... i have uploaded the next chap...i missed writing u know!!!!
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