Taehyung POV

I ran away from her cabin, because her broken self was hurting me. Yes, I was broken because of her, not forgetting, that I broke her as well.

Getting into our vocal boys's cabin, I notice Jin and Jungkook bickering and Jimin surfing through his phone.

I came in without a word and slamming the door shut I run to the restroom.

I am sure they flinched.

But that's not the thought revolving round my head now. It has been Y/N...and it will always be Y/N and Y/N only.

Getting near to the washbasin I splash cold water to clean and calm myself down.

Soon after doing so, I dart my eyes to the mirror in front. My eyes looked swollen and my nose was red, from all the crying, and face showing no emotions.

I stared at my helpless self as I kept on blaming me for my broken self and Y/N's broken heart.

Millions and millions of thoughts, questions and anger swept through my head making me feel as if it would explode any moment.

I feel so worthless. I hurt people whom I never can even dream of hurting. I am myself taking my life, my oxygen from ME!! Why is this happening!?

Tears gathered at the brim of my eyes and started pouring down all together, making me shake like a crazy person.

I desperately need her love...her warmth. I feel like something faded away from me...my other half......and this pain is intolerable. I shouldn't have chosen Mina to help me at the first place, to make her jealous.

Y/N ,you got it wrong. Please, for once, lemme explain myself.

Memories of two months ago, started sliding through my eyes. The times when Y/N would ignore me, when I would hang with Mina, showing Y/N, just to make her jealous.

I now understand, behind those rigid ignorant eyes, was a whole big pit of love and care for me. Else, why would she take care of me that day.

She still does... She still loves me. But she thinks Mina is my love, which is absolutely a wrong impression. And that's why, she doesn't wanna show or open herself to me.

I close my eyes calming myself. My heart was beating at an abnormal speed, making it almost jump out.

I have to confront her, no matter what....I need to clear all the questions and the wrong concept she is having for me.

"Hyung.....?? You inside?" I hear a low voice outside, followed by a slight knock on the door.
I quickly try regaining my composure and answer, voice still shaky.

"Y-ye-s..i-i am in...."

"Oh...come quick! We gotta talk about the lyrics of our second track of the upcoming album"

"Hmm...." I hummed in response.

Breathing in and breathing out a couple of times, I prepare myself to face my friends first.

I open the door to see worried faces of Jin hyung, Jimin and Jungkook.

"Guys? What's wrong?" I ask, looking one by one at all of them who were looking at me as if I do not belong to earth.

"Oh well... YOU should explain that.... What happened?"

My heart stopped and again, i was unable to express myself in words.
Lastly, heaving a sigh and smiling a little I say, "Everything's fine hyung...no prob!"

"Don't lie to someone who's older than you...."

"Yes Tae! If really nothing happened, then why are your eyes red and swollen?"

I am so caught red handed.

"Uhmm--"

"Hyung! Spill everything you have" Jungkook warned.

I surrendered, I had to....and thus i let them know everything that had happened a few minutes earlier.

I knocked over everything they asked me : about my relationship Mina, who is she to me...and I answered what the truth was.
Nothing but a great companion and a sister-like figure.

"Hmm...you seem to be in a deep shit" Jin hyung says after I 'spill' everything out. He rubbed his lower lip and seemed to be hard thinking hard looking down.

"Jimin follow me once..." Jin hyung says and I notice him getting up along with Jin and disappear behind the entrance door.

Jimin POV

Jin hyung and I walked through the corridor talking about Taehyung and Y/N.

Sensational topic I know....

"Jimin...text Areum, Jaehee, Jihyun and Y/N and chalk out a free date for all of us."

I scrunched my eyebrows at his words.

"Well, how will that result in something useful hyung?"

"That I will say when the day is fixed"

"But hyung the problem is.... I don't think Areum will be free this week....because...."

Jin hyung flicked his eyebrows,"For what? "

"Her new album is still under preparation"

"Oh C'mon Chim! Only ONE day won't harm that, will it?"

"Uhm...no...okay I will try..."

Saying this, we parted our ways.

That night at my apartment

I was waiting for Areum when I suddenly heard the door bang hard.

Screams of people, and a lot of blinding flashlights were haunting the entire atmosphere.

Okay... What happened?

I quickly followed my footsteps to my balcony where I saw......

A loads of people....and reporters surrounding the entire apartment of mine.

My eyes automatically grew wide at this....Shit.....

My phone buzzed hard and it was Areum who was the reason.

But I regretted responding to it....

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU IDIOT!??!!! I AM BEING CHASED!! HELP ME!!!"

"Areum...h-hold on...you are in front of my door..?"

"Don't be dumb! That's the only place, where I can be right now! Come fasstt!"

I quickly get out of my room meeting a scared Areum.

I pull her in a warm embrace, "everything's alright babe.... Its okay..."

"I don't think Jimin... Do something! we can be caught any moment!"

"Its okay jagiya....Do one thing...."

We parted away and I knocked on my neighbour's door Suzian.

"Oh! Hey Jim! Areum????? Lee Areum?!??! OMG! That's why there are so many reporter--" She exclaimed hard seeing her, but I had to cut her off.

"Suz we don't have time. There are--

"Oh oh! I got it! no need Jimin...I know what to do...Come in Areum unnie!" 

It should turn out well.

Areum POV

"Thanks sis! Thank you so much for saving me--

" unnie! C'mon! Its fine!!! Now I think you have a challenge in front...settle that"

I nodded and made my way to the balcony.

Loads of fans....cheers..... Camera flashes......Stupid reporters....and many more, bounded the entire area in the front.

This made my blood go raw in my veins. Fear and anxiety both seem to invade at the same time..to the point that it may make me unconscious within no time.

One wrong move, and you know the matter slipped out of your hands already.....

This is the point of time, when one realises how hard an idol life is.

"AREUM-SHI! DO YOU HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH JIMIN-SHI? PLEASE! WE NEED YOUR WORDS!"

"AHAHAHHHH AREUM HERE! HERE! PLEASE!"

"AREUM! AREUM! AREUM!"

"AREUM-SHI! WHO'S ROOM ARE YOU IN NOW? IS IT A 'HE' OR 'SHE'? WHO'S IT?"

I stretched my hand forward, signaling them to calm down.

And after a few moments when it did, not fully but less enough, I started to enlighten everyone. I turned around to meet Suzian's gaze and I signalled her to come beside me.

"So....this lady who's beside me if Suzian...my cousin. I do not really get time to meet her, but today, she needed me, so yeah....can't let my sister hanging lose like that, can I?"

My heart was thumping on my chest.... Level 1 accomplished....now next one...

"SO YOU MEA- OH miss please excuse me, you are blocking my camera....SO AREUM-SHI, THIS MEANS YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CONNECTION WITH JIMIN-SHI?"

"Of course not....what sort of a bullshit question is that? We hardly get to meet each other as we are so much busy in our own matters and works. We rarely get to talk...just a HI-HELLO and that's all..."

"SO DO YOU LIKE, HAVE ANY FEELINGS UPON ANY OF BTS?"  Another idiotic bastard piped in which made the crowd go hella wild.
This was enough to enlighten steam out of both my ears.

"I don't think there's any need to answer such stupid questions. That's completely my personal matter AND I WOULD LIKE TO WARN YOU NOT TO ASK SUCH NONSENSE QUESTIONS HENCEFORTH!"

The crowd's cheering never seemed to cease. It got even louder than the sound that originates when an airplane lands.

All this time I had been addressing only the reporters...but now...its time that the entire crowd know what I feel about these shits!

"MEDIA IS NOTHING BUT A RUMOR-SPREADER! THEY KNOW HOW TO STALK ARTISTS AND SIMPLY RUIN THEM AT A POINT OF TIME, AT ANY GIVEN SCOPE. I AM NOT A PSYCHO TO DISCUSS ABOUT MYSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM LIKE THAT.... THANK YOU!" with that I storm in.

These people knows no limit....

"Woah...that was, awesome" Suzian pipes.

I plop myself in a nearby sofa and letting out all that I had in me, I at last felt really light.

"I know....I think I can finally breathe now.....you don't know how much of a pain they are..." I say closing my eyes and face towards the ceiling thinking about all that I said....

I don't want to create any false impression. My image will be saved.

The cheers were still audible but it died soon enough.

Just then I sensed someone holding out something to me.

"Here, Unnie, grab a cup of coffee" Suzi handed me a cup of warm coffee.

"That's so sweet of you Suz! Thank you once again!" I exclaim.

"Well unniee...I am also a die hard fan, can't I do this much?"

"Mmm! You are a fan?"

"A die hard one!"

We kept on chit chatting until a harsh push on the door ruined it all.

"Areum! Are you okay? For heaven's sake..." Jimin barged in and whispering the last sentence, he grabbed my hand, and pulled me towards his rock hard chest.

"I was so afraid, something stupid might have happened.." Jimin nuzzled his nose on the crook on my neck.

"Its okay its okay....we have someone in front..." I rub his back and whisper the last sentence to him.

Soon we parted away.... But he was still holding me.

"Ahem...ahem... So....Areumin exists??"

"It does... It does..."

"Suzian...can you please keep it a secret? For us? I trust you, will you do it?"

"Of course Oppa! Why not? After all this request is made by my bias of BTS!"

"Thank you sis!"

To be continued....

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After this chap, kindly don't kill me. I know there is actually no POINT in writing this chap, but as this book, also tend to express idol life, I decided to give ya'll a short glimpse.....not to mention, idol life is far worse than this.

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