"OMG THE DRESSES WERE SO DAMN AMAZING...." I squealed hard like a penguin.

"YEAH YEAH..and the cost too...." Areum rolled her eyes.

"Thank you so much...you are my true babe!!!!"

Suddenly, I heard our death names getting called.

"Hey! Isn't it Y/N and Areum?? Omgg!!!!!"

"AREUUUMMM!!!!! Y/NN!!!! PLEASE CAN WE HAVE SELFIES TOGETHER PLEASEEE!!!!"

Okay...so lemme enlighten everyone here...
Areum and I decided to go for a bit of shopping at our fav Gucci store...we have been running from east to west and north to south since last 1 hour...
And for god's sake...Mah Honey got me some beautiful casuals and dresses as well....she paid it ALLL!!!
But I didn't...
Talk about friendships lmao....

So while we both were discussing about the dresses and their costs....Areum made a blunder pulling away her mask to criticize my statement....
And....there we go....

Our fans already started pooling around us..asking us for selfies and autographs....
Surprisingly Kisses were the JUST-ONE-THING left our fans did not do....
Sensible enough...hmph!

The guards bounded us from all sides, and we without speaking anything anymore, started walking towards the exit door.

But the screamings got really loud so I guess, I had to put up something,

"GUYS...CALM DOOWWWNN.....WAIT----" I rose my voice enough for everyone to listen to me...but who cares....

"Y/N HOW ARE YOU NOW? ALL OF US HEARD SO MANY RUMORS AND STUFFS LIKE THAT IN SOCIAL MEDIAS...ARE YOU OKAY NOW?"

One of my fans spoke out...and as soon as he did...the whole crowd got wild.

People were actually trying to pound upon us.

Areum and I..we shared glance with a smile and replied....

"Yeah guys..I am absolutely fine...I was just not well and did not really feel like sharing it with you all...cause---"

"WHYY?!!?????"

"Yeah yeah let me tell you all....I did not really feel like telling you all cause I thought you all will be burdened with worries and anxiousness and nervousness and bla bla.... Which I won't really appreciate....
That's the reason... After all you all have a life....keeping me aside!"

"Its okay! But please don't scare us like this anymore...we all were nervous because of your silence!"

"I really apologize for this guys...!!! I promise I won't scare you all anymore!!" I said with a chuckle, still wrapped by guards around.

This is the best thing between me and and my fans...Even though they are my FANS.... I can always share my words with them...and they are EVER READY people...everyone is there for everyone..!!! Just like neighbours!

"Your chuckles are always your fanboys's fav...look at the guys behind the crowd...all fanboying over you like a bunch of teenage hormonal guys..."

Areum whispers with a wink as we start walking again "Bish shut up...else I won't pay for the upcoming food that we eat or dress that we buy!"

"Hey! STOB IT! okay! Okay! I surrender... But don't force me to buy anything else...you hardly left me any fucking money!"

Soon the crowd dispersed... Back to their normal life after clicking pics and asking a few more questions...

With that...we too decided to lead ourselves back home...

"You fans are worth your time...!"

"Agreed!"

"How can you trust them so much? Like- you literally share EVERYTHING with them! I guess your past is the only thing you didn't leak..."

"Ever heard of the quote," Pay respect to earn respect "? Me, you, my fans...we all are human beings....Even if our statuses has got its own statistics.... We don't really care reflecting it...Now that I am having a group in Insta And Twitter in the name of my fans...we all are friends to each other..."

"You are probably the first idol in this entire universe to have a mentality like that Woah!"

"Haha!"

A little bit chit chats are far better than silence...so while talking we move towards our car and jumped to the passenger seats. The driver placed the key in the ignition making our Lamborghini roar to life and we drove back home....

After we reached home another car in front of my house....caught my sight...

"The boys are here? Ow!"

I squealed in delight but...
Little did I know what was waiting for me...

"HEY GUYS!!!! What did i do to see your beautiful faces at this time...its pretty late!!"

"HA! isn't it your luck that you can experience this worldwide handsome face from such a short distance...?!"

"Ah! Shut up you douchebag! And Areum.. Tell us why did you call ALL OF US here?! Any problem?"

"Y/N has to make a revelation..."

My eyes grew wide at her words and I can do nothing but stare at her in shock....

What r-revelation is she talking about?

Areum shared a knowing glance and a nod with Jaehee and Jihyun and the girls guided the guys to sit on the floor...

Areum took me and whispered,"Spill everything.... Then you will know the reason why did I even think about it...If you trust me....kindly do whatever I told you to...."

"Hey!! C'mon tell us! Else if I fall asleep that won't be my fault!" Suga snapped.

I understood what she meant by "Spill everything" and as i trust her...I sat down beside them...and taking a deep breath I start,

"Before telling you this, I want you all, not to judge me please.... BTS ,I never thought I could rely upon you all, don't mind me, but as my friend urged me, I am"

I took a deep breath, and started:

"I had a boyfriend while I was 17 years old.... We were madly in love with each other...his smile was the brightest star in my life....whenever...deep darkness used to engulf me...I could always spot him shining brightly at me...and leading me out of that darkness"

"He was...almost my everything after my parents...." I paused for a while thinking about that dreadful accident.

Tears were forming in my eyes and a knot got stuck to my throat stopping me from uttering the incident....I closed my eyes once more and taking a deep breath I start again.

"But fate did not really approve our relationship....that day when I had BigHit's audition... he was the one to lead me towards it...he was enthusiastic even more than I was..."

"He-he was..... so happy to lead me to my dream....But on the way....we all met a terrible accident....i lost my parents...yes...i was unable to save them....but at-at least i thought...he-he will stay."

By now, an awkward silence crept through the room.

"But he-did'nt.... He t-too left....at least t-that's what I thought...
Since that day...I got into depression... Thanks to Areum, Jaehee and Jihyun...they knew about me...everything that a friend requires to know bout her bud....I had already attempted committing suicide--

" YOU WHAT!?" Jhope screamed with widened eyes. The other guys were shook too.

"Ah! Shut up, hobi!" Yoongi hit his chest.

"Yes....but because of Areum and Tae's face...his last words....because of these people, I couldn't....
I just....couldn't......even you're faces were creeping in me then.. Such light hearted people will shed tears, that wasn't a scene anyone can describe"

"My heart even convinced me, screamed at me....saying that if I die...though I will secure a place in heaven...but he...won't be happy....
That's why I am alive until now.... All these years to be honest....I literally faked to be fine and good...when actually I wasn't..."

My eyes got red and my whole face got wet by the time I was done...and not lying...I had a feeling that a huge burden was put off my shoulders... I felt light...more than ever i felt....

Is that why Areum asked me to "Spill everything"?

"Lastly....I want to apologize for keeping it a secret from mainly you guys.... Since all these years....I thought these girls were enough....but now it feels as if I should've told you all long before...please don't get me wrong...I started having trust issues at a point of time"

My gaze was down on the floor....and by the time I looked up...everybody had tears in their eyes....Hobi's 24-hours-cheerful face...was then filled with sympathy and sorrow...his eyes said it all.
Jimin...he had both his fists close to his mouth...wiping away tears....
Jungkook....had his handkerchief in his hand....wiping his face every 10 seconds...same goes for Jihyun and
Jin, Namjoon, Suga Areum and Jaehee silently faced the floor.

Guess they know how it feels to lose someone special... someone who you sworn to love all your life...

"Its fine Y/N....not only you but everyone of us has faced hard time....yeah true that our hard time was not as hard as yours...thus...everyone has got their own secrets....By the way...What was your boyfriend's name, Y/N?" Namjoon asks after a minute's silence....

I smiled a little...a sad one...and connecting my eyes directly to his...I answer,

" Its none other than BTS's seventh member.....Kim Taehyung...."

My words got everyone like, " What?!"
"How's that---?!!" "What the heck do you mean?!!!?" "That's certainly confusing now..." and etcetera etcetera.....The guys stated at me in shock...their eyeballs almost gonna come out of their sockets..

"So Y/N you mean--"

"He never died...Yes Jin...he never died...he was alive all these years...
Now did you all get it why I left CEO's b'day celebration all of a sudden? This was the reason....and now...I want to know how did he come back when I was told that he passed away...?!??"

"But..in the party....he seemed never to know you...so something's obviously fishy isn't it?" Hobi asks.

"Neither he remembers me nor he knows....what was it between us all the previous years of being together...."

"Why did I start feeling as if we all are in a Kdrama..?! Like you know those EPs...where the girl loses her love and all of a sudden he comes back to--

"OKAY OKAY Jungkook! We understand! thank you so much! let's leave it here for the time being?" Jimin shushes Kook.

I smiled a little looking at their silliness and looked down again.

Suddenly I felt as if someone stood right in front of me.

"Get me your hand" It was Hobi....

"Huh?"

"Tsk...don't question...come up..."

We follow his words and after i got his warm hand in mine...he leads us to the Karaoke room which was previously my studio in my house...

As soon as we entered Hobi put on the Karaoke for "War of Hormone"....

Jonjaehae jwoseo (cham) Gamsahae
Jeonhwa jom haejwo naega (ham) bap salge
Ah yojeum michin michin geo gata gichim gichim
Hage mandeuneun yeojadeul otcharim

Da bichim bichim

Berimachwi Ttaengkyu! Nae siryeogeul ollyeojwo
Jayeollasik Don deuril pillyo eobseo
I'll be in panic I'll be a fan
And I'll be a man of you you you you babe...----

Monnie takes the lead and one by one...The guys move away from me and face me to sing their parts.....Wanna know for what?

Just to make me smile....

and I did give it to them...

After this We all join them singing , laughing cheering, fooling and joking around....

I was even lucky to have a glance at NAMJIN's dance....God they are surely made in Heaven I felt blessed to be true... Haha!

We all danced to their songs and the whole time of our being together passed...a time full of craziness and madness....without us being aware of it.

As I said, best friends are a matter of luck...and now that it is doubled...I felt as if no other person can be as lucky as I was.

To be continued....

Hiya mah loviess!!!! Guess the next chap's here...
Now that BTS along with Areum, Jihyun and Jaehee are there with Y/N...things gonna get pretty good! Don't ya think?

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