jah

3:27 PM

totoo yan? talaga?

sa daming beses ko ba naman narinig na you didn't want to fall for a woman like me?

gusto mo ng hindi nagpaparty?

magpaparty ako

gusto mo ng inaalagaan mo?

independent ako

gusto mo ng conservative at demure?

bold at outgoing at confident ako

it took me so many years to love who i am and then ano ako? magaadjust na naman para sayo?

ikaw na mahal ko kahit ayaw ko?

tingin mo bang papayag akong saktan mo ako nang ganito paulit-ulit and make me question myself and my worth because i don't measure up if i didn't love you?

frannie

hindi totoo yan

at hindi ko sinasadya

whatever i said, hindi yon yung implication. i either meant in a concerning or endearing way

oo hindi mo sinasadya

sige

you dont get over a three-year ex nga naman

i am

believe me, i am

hindi pa, jah

FRANNIE

makinig ka sakin

putangina hindi ako maka-drive kasi alam kong pag sinabi ko to sayo in person magshshut down ka tas wala kang masasabi

sige at least dito makakapagisip ka ng reply

i never wanted you to be anyone else

IKAW mismo ang nagpahulog sakin ng ganito

you think i would fall in love if i had another friends with benefits? hindi. ayoko nga ng relationship diba

kaso IKAW frannie. wala ka pang ginagawa nahulog na ko sayo

napamahal na ko sayo

oo sige accident

accident pero i don't have any fucking regrets

THE WHOLE TIME i was with olivia i talked about YOU

i told her about you. i told her about all these things.

she knew before you did na mahal kita just from the way i looked while talking about YOU

hindi pwedeng pekein yung tingin na yun, frannie

and i'm sorry. i'm so sorry i've hurt you so many times and i didn't even realize

i'm sorry

i'm sorry frannie but i love you

you're fun and sociable and competitive and i love you

you're random and weird and loud and i love you

you have eclectic taste and you're frustrating and you don't have it all figured out yet and i love you

you're curious and funny and beautiful and unpredictable and mareklamo and i love you

you're distrustful and you're defensive and aggressive and i love you

you don't give me much about you and i don't know what happened with your past relationships but that's okay and i love you

maarte ka at mahilig gumastos and i don't understand your concept of girl money na if you don't spend today you can spend twice as much tomorrow and i love you

you're opinionated and smart and straightforward and inexpressive and loyal and creative and i love you

you put your feet up the dashboard and you eat way too many fries and siomai specifically from hen lin and it's hard to keep up with all your references and i love you

may pre-cinema ritual ka and i love you

you keep me on my toes and challenge me and you're sensitive even when you pretend not to be and i love you

you only let people take care of you when you want and you drive me crazy with want and the desire to take care of you and just treat you the way you deserve kahit na alam kong oo kaya mo naman at independent ka and i love you

you're confident and liberated and a risk-taker and adventurous and i love you

you can't sleep without an amputated arm but somehow you were able to sleep with me and i love that i can make you feel safe and comfortable and i love you

you want to adopt a pet and you've thought about it so many times but you still haven't done it and i don't know why and i love you

hindi ko pa nakikita yung music charts mo at film tracker pero ok lang may oras pa tayo and i love you

palagi mo kong hinahampas at sinusuntok at minumura pero ok lang kinikilig ako and i love you

you laugh without sound and you're scared of snakes but you'll walk into a haunted house with the best pokerface i've ever fucking seen and i love you

you won't hesitate to put a raw chili or food na hindi mo alam kung anong lasa in your mouth and i love you

you memorize the vampire diaries delena scene and randomly say you nicknamed my daughter after the lochness monster?! and i love you

sige

i don't mind not being loved

i still love you anyway

to love you was easy for me, frannie. but to make you fall for me wasn't

or for you to admit that you love me too is to admit that you failed yourself. but it's ok

because you know deep inside that i deserve to be loved back

and that there's no other person in this world you'd rather be with than me

i had doubts about your feelings but i NEVER had doubts about mine

i've never experienced love this real or intensely.

kaya oo, di ako alam na ganito mararamdaman ko sa babaeng katulad mo. all of those things and more.

so just let me love you, frannie. putangina naman.

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