katie cakes

1:11 PM

I have never seen you like this

why are we talking here

Because this is girl talk!!!

ANYWAY

NAKALIMUTAN MO BANG MAY KAMAY KA

He wiped off that pasta sauce for you

And fixed your braid

He served you first

He took that bottle from you while he was talking to Rhein and opened it without LOOKING at you

im on power saving mode

i dont know whats going on and i simply dont wanna know

"do you remember where we parked?" no i do not sir that is your job i am just here for the aesthetics

And he took your toga bag and you gave it to him without complaints

And he held the door open for you

And then he asked about instructions for parking for grad and you dont want to read it so he just figured it out for you

Also sila na nagdecide ng kakainin natin

Santi said "Ayaw niya ng red sauce. Mamili ka ng ibang pasta."

lead me when im in the mood to be led and i want to be in la la land sabeh

i hate thinking i wish i were feral and illiterate

Frannie

You're my best friend in the entire world

You're loud and crazy and makulit and random and opinionated and aggressive and guarded and you can never sit still

You take some warming up to. And from how social you are, hindi halata na it's hard to get to know you

But it is

It's not hard to be friends with you surface-level

But look at Santi now

That's not surface-level

He knows what you need/want without you asking for it

He lets you play with his keychain and fingers because your hands were starting to fidget

And he gave you the honey sauce immediately and took out the basil leaf

Frannie

He doesn't want anyone else

knowing me doesnt equate to wanting me

he's being a good friend

Masyado namang ginagalingan ng friend na yan

What we just listed are not what a friend does and you know it

And what he knows about you or how he takes care of you are not just for a friend

And finally: how he looks at you?

That's how Rhein looks at me

He wants you

he wants IN me

Oh my god Frannie

katie, i know you love me

and i know you want me to be happy just as you are

but don't push for something that isn't there

naiinis lang ako kasi hindi ko rin naman gusto na magka-feelings siya (WHICH HE DOES NOT HAVE)

I'm not pushing for something that isn't there

BECAUSE IT'S THERE

i cant see it

im blind

bLIIIIiiNNd

bLLIiiinddd

bLLLiiiNNDDD

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bLLLiiiNNDDD

bLIIIIiiNNd

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bLLLiiiNNDDD

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sza knew what she was doing with this song i fear she ate

How do you know exactly how many "blind"s there are

who do you think i am bitch

anyway i am eating my pasta in peace

katie cakes

1:22 PM

Peace?

You are stabbing that plate with your fork

Santi looks concerned

Or scared he keeps looking at you

Frannie luv

Your face

The judgy/bitchy face is showing

You might wanna

Yeah

Sino yun?

Bakit ang touchy niya kay Santi?

oh apparently one of his friends in class i dont know i was disassociating

pag friends pala kasama sa package yung hair touching and arm caressing

di ako nainform

Na-inform ka, you do that with him

And pag friends it includes nagseselos?

PFFT!

sino nagseselos i dont know that word

PERO THE FUCKING NERVE NANG NANDITO AKO SA HARAP NIYA

Um

She doesn't know na may thing kayo?

And akala ko ba wala?

wala nga

Then why are you mad

im not mad who's mad

You look like you want to do the white chicks dance battle with her

and i would WIN and throw it down on this goddamn cafe floor in my mini skirt with no shorts and heels

play me some fucking crazy in love and its tricky ima fucking back handspring this bitch

Frannie

You ARE crazy

And IN LOVE

sa former i do not have objections your honor

and sa latter HAHA! excause me

no man is different puro lang sila different types of disappointment

putangina

Okay that pasta didn't do anything to you

it prevents me from sticking my fork in his goddamn eye

I am scared