Jangan harapkan benda yang tak akan dapat.

I don't have any words to decsribe my feeling and thoughts. I just need a day off fron reality.

Just a day without problem and all the stuff running through my head.

I already have the answer for my special day maybe it will be the worst and not make me happy.

I can feel it now.

I hope I can survive that day with a fake smile and laugh. Its really hard to maintain your fake smile but yah you need to do that for make you feel better.

I just don't want to through the day can we skip?