"Aku tak akan selamanya boleh bertahan. Sabar aku mungkin dapat dikawal tapi hati yang terluka lama tak akan dapat bertahan menanggung duka. "

I guess I have reached the level for my respect. Everything is done, aku baca balik everything that I wrote. Semuanya saksi and now I'm free. I'm grateful for everything now,  6 years are nothing and all of the sacrifices are unforgettable. You never appreciate me even once. 

Jiwa yang trauma itu ibarat terselamat dari dalam kemalangan tetapi cacat seumur hidup.

After 4months + , aku baru berani nak berdiri sendiri, my healing phase are worth it. You don't know how much pain plus you're in the final exam.  

Thank you for this trauma and wounds.