^ I want it so bad :(

Forgive me for not updating early, I wasn't in the best mood and things were a bit complicated and it still is but I don't want you to wait any longer :)

Enjoy!

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Jungkook smile a little when he saw Kim Dohyun at the door, he might be very angry and dissappointed at the elder man but also know that the male is very guilty at his actions towards his own son so who he's to not give a little bit of sympathy towards the man who's son wasn't even talking to him.

Everyone deserve a second chance and Kim Dohyun also is one of them, he regret his actions but still had his face void of any emotions.

"Hello Dohyun-shi" he greeted him politely.

Taehyung's father nodded and let him inside the house.

"Taehyung?" Mr. Kim asked knowingly, the male was coming everyday for the past week to see Taehyung but the latter ignored him everytime, not even opening the door of his room for him.

Since Jungkook had confessed to him a week ago Taehyung had isolated himself from everyone and stays in his room all day and night, not giving any reaction to his father also.

Jungkook nodded and rubbed his nape sheeplishly.

Mr. Kim had a blank face when he spoke. "Come with me I want to talk to you"

Jungkook felt the nervous-ness seeped through him when he saw the serious expression on the elder's face but nonethless he followed him to the living room.

They both sat on the sofa opposite to each other and Jungkook rubbed his thighs with his palms as the awkward silence echoed in the room.

Since the day he lash out on him he felt this shame in some part of his body to talk to someone he respected so much, with such rude words. This is not what his parents had thought about manners but that day he just lost all of the panting frustration and outbursted all on him which soon he apologized too but still he felt like he really disrespected the elder in many ways.

Dohyun sighs as he sat on the edge while his eyes stare at Jungkook.
"Why do you care so much about Tae?"

He asked which surprised Jungkook, he wasn't expected this at all. He frowned at the weird question, why would he not care about Taehyung?

"What I mean is why it is that you had to come everyday after a stressful day of work at company like you can't stay one day without seeing him" His eyes were sharp and demanding when he spoke the next sentence.

"Do you like him?"

Jungkook gulped, heart doubled it beatings like it wants to come out of his chest and he wants to dig deep in the ground so the other can never see how his ears turn bright red and his eyes widen like deer caught in headlight.

Kim Dohyun's eyes were so sharp and intimidating that it made his legs shake in nervous-ness.

How can he caught him? He's sure he was careful with his action.

But he decided to he brave now and face the moment, it's not like he did a sin to love Taehyung unconditionally, he's proud of it so there's nothing to hide or give excuses about.

"No I don't"

He saw the elder eyebrows frown in slight dissappointment but that was short lived when he spoke the next words.

"I Love Him" he says proudly with confidence in his voice and posture.

Kim Dohyun lips went upwards at that and he nodded approvingly which did calm the slight nervous in Jungkook who was shitting his pants internally.

"Good I was expecting this"

Jungkook gasps silently, shocked but composed himself quickly.

"You know Yoona always likes you when you were little" Taehyung's father says as a smile finally tug on his lips as he look at Jungkook.

"She really adores you. She always told me how she hope when Taehyung and Jungkook both grow up they can fall in love for each other." Jungkook eyeballs pocked out of his eyes as his fist clenched on his thighs at the revealation.

"She wanted to see you both marry each other, it was her last wish." Dohyung's eyes brimmed with tears at the memories of his lovely wife but held it in not wanting to breakdown infront of the younger.

"She choosed you for Taehyung" He added further chuckling when he remember how when the little 5 years old Jungkook was so protective over 4 year old Taehyung and always hold his hand, the reason he told;

"Baby hands is sho shoft and warm, kookie will plotect him by always holding his hands"

Yoona always loved the way Jungkook called Taehyung baby beacause he was small and how he will take all the blame of what Taehyung did wrong.

He was just so protective.

She loved the way Jungkook spoiled Taehyung even when he was just a child.

Jungkook look down as his heart hammerd inside his chest, slowly taking all the words to sink and what to think of this and why all of a sudden Dohyun-shi telling him all of this.

"As much as she adored both of you together and wanted you both to marry each other, she also wants it to happen naturally not because Taehyung or you was forced to do it."

"That's why when Taehyung introduce me to Jinyoung I was dissappointed and a bit guilty because i couldn't fullfill her last wish which was for both of you to be together, but i still accepted not wanting to force Taehyung into anything just like she wanted"

Kim Dohyung look up as he took a deep breath. "But now that I think about it, i wish i had stop him earlier because it just bring pain to Tae, so i want to ask you something"

Jungkook stare at him.

"How much do you love Taehyung?"

Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "What do you mean?" He asked not knowing where this conversation is heading towards.

"Do you love him enough to marry him?" Dohyun asked, face serious and eyes hopeful.

Jungkook froze at where he was sitting, his mouth hung ajar as he sat there shocked and in disbelief.

"I know that you were not expecting this but I want to make sure Taehyung is in a good hands before I leave this world" He avoided his gaze and look down.

"I don't know when that day comes so before it did I had to make sure Taehyung is settled and happy and I had fullfill my responsibility so i can face yoona"

"D-Dohyun-shi? How－I mean what are you saying? I might be in love with him but Taehyung doesn't like me that way how can we marry?" Jungkook stammered, so confused and surprised at the sudden request of the elder.

"I know but you do right? He's innocent and don't know what he's putting himself into, he needs the right person to guide him through rough days and you're perfect for him" Mr. Kim spoke.

"I know it's my fault that Tae is in this condition because i hadn't gave him enough love and attention so he went outside to find it and hurt himself in the process which I will never forgive myself for but now i can't bring back the past and what i will do won't be enough to mend his broken heart.." He look at Jungkook and continued.

"But you can do. You can give him love and attention he always wanted in his life and what better than to marry you with him. If he stays with you all the time i'm sure you can make him happy and give a family to him that he always desire."

"I don't want him to make any rash decision in the future and hurt himself again like this, it will broke him but I know with you that won't be the case because I trust you just like Yoona always does."

"Besides it's his age to be settle with someone now and you're perfect for him" Mr. Kim stop and look at Jungkook expectantly.

However, Jungkook was speechless, he don't know what to say next and think, his mind was all blank the moment Dohyun requested to marry Taehyung.

The dream he always saw not only in his sleep but in broad daylight, he always imagine Taehyung as his husband and how it would be to have it in reality.

The thing that made his stomach filled with agressively flapping butterflies is when he imagine Taehyung walking down the aisle to him, saying vows and exchanging rings and finally sealing it with a kiss on his pink lips and making him his for a life time, legally, mentally and physically; his Jeon Taehyung.

"I can't do this to Taehyung"

But he can not do it.

He maybe in so much love with Taehyung, might be desperate for these imaginations to become reality, might wants to make him his at any chance, the request might be so appealing, but he don't want to be selfish.

Selfish for his own desire and betray Taehyung like this when he knows the latter doesn't feel the same for him, he saw it in his eyes that day when he confess to him; the rejection.

"I love him so much that it gets hard to control myself sometimes that it hurt sometimes but I can't be a selfish person when I know Taehyung won't feel the same ever. I can't marry him for my selfish desire" Jungkook says, his voice cracking at the heavy emotion and sadness that came crowling down his shoulders and sliding down to his heart burning it with it's intensity.

Mr. Kim sighs as he spoke. "There's no selfishness when it comes to love Jungkook, you do it and you had to do everything to get it, but in a right way ofcourse. Because it's where your heart belongs, it's where you belong. People kill themselves for their love ones and you can't even marry him because you think he won't feel the same for you! It's ridiculous. What kind of love is this if you can't even try to made them love you, people do everything when it comes to love and you're cowering away because of this small reason. Be confident Jungkook, it's time for you to take a step"

"If you don't trust your own feelings how can you make Taehyung feel anything for you?" Mr. Kim ask softly.

Jungkook look down and muttered softly. "I just don't want to hurt him"

"Take time to think about this, would you rather take Tehyung in your protection and love him or leave him alone to find some other person who might be the same as Jinyoung and take advantage of him again"

"Fight for your love Jungkook these chances not came in everyday, so grab it before you lose it. Don't be a stupid soul and waste it when you still had a chance to make him yours" Dohyun finish talking as he stood up.

"I contacted namjoon and he will be here in two days until then you have a time to think if you want to marry Taehyung or left him on his own" and he walked away from there leaving a very confuse male with his aching and conflicted heart.

Not knowing what to do and what is right or what is wrong. Each things led to another and it made him hiss as the headache starts to form in his head.

Not knowing what to do he stood up with tears in his eyes knowing only one person can help him through this, his personal comforter, his favourite person in this whole world, his own world.

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Taehyung's hand shook as he stare at the screen of his phone, his eyes filled with tears as he look at all those pictures of his once happy moments, of his once happy life.

Tears left his puffy eyes and delicately slide down his cheeks to his lips down to his chin landing on the brighten up screen.

"I miss you mama" he croaked out, caressing the screen where his mama is holding the younger version of his in her arms securely as she smile lovingly at him.

"Why you had to leave me like this, see no one is there with me now, i am all alone." He whisper clutching the phone to his chest as to felt her hugging his slouch up figure sitting on the floor against his bed.

"Why you didn't take me with you?" He sobbed bowing his head down as he cried onto his own kness, his throat hurts badly and his eyes stung so much from the amount of constant crying he did in past 3 weeks.

He was tired and worn out just want someone to hold him and hide him in their arms from the world, because he's scared...he's so scared of this world, so scared from the backstabbing people in this world who broke him brutally.

He flinch as his sobs stop abruptly when the ring of his phone ding and he saw the message notification, not in the mood to talk to anyone he place his phone aside and dig his face in his kness but groaned when his phone ding again announcing yet another message.

He atlast look at it and his eyes burn with tears again at the name on his screen.

My Jiyo❤ :

-Tae, can we talk?

-Hello Tae, are you there? Please talk to me.

-Tae please answer my calls, i really want to talk to you.

This is not the first time Jinyoung tried to message him, since the night of where he caught him cheating, he's been constantly calling and messaging him which annoyed him and bring back all the memories he's been desperately trying to forget to dig it deep in his heart.

Because no matter if Jinyoung cheated him all along and used him but his fake care and love meant so much to him, no one did that to him for as long as he can remember though it was all an act it still has an impact on him because that's the only thing he got in his life after his mother died.

It was his save place where he felt warmth and comfort and he can't forget it so easily, it's hard and seems almost impossible because he's craving for it once again. He's craving for that warmth and care that made him happy and he enjoyed every bit of it.

He wants love, he crave for it desperately.

Taehyung gritted his teeth and slammed the phone shut and huffed in anger and sadness.

His phone brighten up again and he harshly pick it up and punch the green button, picking up the devil's phone and speak before the other can even finish his sentense.

"Tae! Thank god y－"

"Fuck you Jinyoung! Stop calling me because it ain't giving you what you're planning in your evil mind! Go and Fuck yourself, dare calling or messaging me again and I'm gonna report a case on you for harrassing me! You shit face! Rot in hell!"

And he ended the call and switch off the phone, breathing heavily and placed in on the table harshly.

He tugged on his hair harshly and cried. "Why! Why you had to do it! Everything was fine! I was so happy once in my life!! Why you hate me so much!" He yell as he look at the moon through his open window, glaring at it as his eyes shed tears after tears not ending the waterfall as it drains all of his energy and he laid there crying while curling himself into a ball, crying in despair and in need of someone's love and comfort.

In need for someone to pull him out of this darkness where be was thrown into because he is scared of the blindness of it, scared that he can't see any light, any hope to bring him back to the brightness...he wants someone to save him, save him from drowning further into the depth of it.

Save me

The plead left from the depth of his soul.

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"What do I do Maa?"

Jungkook mumbled as he nuzzle his face into his mother's lap where he was resting his head laying on the couch as she stroke his hair sitting at the end of it, comfortingly.

"It's up to you darling"

He tell his mother everything after he came from Taehyung's house about the marriage and all, Soyeon; Jungkook's mother wasn't surprise because she already knew how much Yoona had loved both of them together and how she always gushed about their couple how they look so good with each other, she always loved them together.

"Do what your heart says kookie, listen to your heart. Because sometimes our mind plays with our emotions but heart always choose what it desire" she says soothingly.

Jungkook closed his eyes and sigh, the image of Taehyung smiling brightly with a beautiful different kinds of flower crown in his fluffy hair as he gaze up at him with his doe puppy eyes which were sparkling with happiness made his heart warm and his stomach to burst with flames, flames of love and the craving to hold those squishy cheeks delicately like a fragile glass and rubbed his nose lovingly with his cute one and shower him with his love and affection.

He craved to give his undying and unstoppable love to Taehyung and hold him in his protective arms to hide him from the evilness around him.

His sweet innocent baby that deserve all the happiness in the world, he wants to shower him with kisses and comforting hugs to sheild him from the world where he feels alone.

To take him to the world of his affection where he can show him the beautiful creations of his emotions and the tingling sensation where he can make his heart filled with love by giving him the taste of his own feelings that he kept away for so long.

He wants to let it all out and show him how much he love him.

His lovely beautiful angel, his Life, his everything.

Jeon soyeon smile as she saw the sweet smile that tugged on Jungkook lips as he sleeps comfortably on her lap.

Must be dreaming about Taehyung

She thought and chuckled quietly, her son is whipped for the brunutte.

She just hope everything turns out okay and well for the both of them.

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Hope you're liking the story so far, i know it's not much but I promise good moments is yet to come ;)

And it's a short story so the plot will also progress quickly, don't get too shocked if you see them having kids in the next update ;) just kidding or am i?
Who knows 👀

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