The longest almost 5k words chapter for you lovelies, uwu

Enjoy!

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Taehyung sighs as he weakly climb down the stairs holding the reeling to support himself.

He look around the house, seeing no one he made his way to the kitchen opening the fridge and took out a bottle of water and gulped it down his aching thraot, he sighs in relief at the cool feeling in his body.

Taehyung graoned when he hear his phone ringing upstairs and decided to ignore it and drank his water peacefully when the ringing had stopped.

But it rang again and Taehyung irritated, decided to see who the hell is bugging him.

When he reached his room with his body aching all over, he even ignore the opening of the main house door, assuming it's his dad he blindly placed the phone on his ear after pressing the green button.

"Hel－"

He couldn't even complete his sentence when the other person frantically voice out.

"Tae! Baby don't cut the call. Hear me out first please!"

Taehyung eyes open wide and he look at the caller name which was unknown, he sigh tiredly.

He's tired of blocking Jinyoung's numerous numbers over and over and he still manage to call him with another number.

"Jinyoung for fuck s－"

"Tae! Please just meet me once, I just want to explain myself please baby!"

"What? You really think i will meet you after what i saw with my own two freakin eyes!"

Taehyung yelled, his body slumping on the bed backwards, he was just so so tired.

"I know baby but believe me i wasn't in my right mind. I was drunk Tae. Please let's meet just for once－"

"You cheated on me Jinyoung! You broke my trust. I'm tired please just－just leave me alone" Taehyung lips tremble as his eyes burn with tears under his close eyes.

Hearing his voice made him remember that night, that horrible night of his life which he still have nightmares of.

The phone slip from his hold and landed on the bed as he cover his face and curl himself and cried loudly.

"Baby, please don't cry. I'm sorry Tae, i'm so sorry. But I love you so much Taehyung. I loved you with my whole heart, I still do."

Taehyung pulled his legs up to his chest as he listen to the voice of his ex  which sounded from the speaker he accidently pressed when it losed from his hand.

"No, you don't. Y-You are lying! You－You never loved me, you just used me Jiyo...why! Why you had to break me like this..." Taehyung sobbed loudly as he fisted the bedsheet tightly in his hand.

"I regret it, Taehyung. Please i was drunk. I don't know what I was doing, believe me. Just meet me one time Tae, i want to beg for your forgiveness. Just one chance baby, give me a second chance"

Taehyung burried his face in his pillow and muffled his screams, because he's so so pathetic and desperate....

Desperate for feeling those arms around him once again...because he feels so scared and alone.

He hit the bed with his hand and turn the other way－away from the phone where the same voice he once love to hear, which once was his peaceful slumber is now nipping at his ears with so much pain that he felt it can bleed from the intensity of it.

"I j-just want to....die."

The loud cries of his echoed in the room and also someone else's ears who he miss to notice standing just outside of his half open door, listening to everything.

Jungkook.

He turn back immediately and run away from the painful sobs of his Love, it broke him all over again.

His wide frantic eyes look back at the door of Taehyung room, the dreed took place on his broken heart.

What if Taehyung decided to meet Jinyoung and wanted to give him a second chance?

Jungkook shake his head to himself, no he won't let that happen.

That bastard was playing with his heart and feelings and he won't let him hurt Taehyung again.

He'll protect him this time.

He can't leave him like this alone, he can't let him go through that again, he won't allow anyone to hurt his Taehyung anymore.

He won't let Taehyung feels alone and unlove anymore.

It's about time he shows what he's been hiding from Taehyung, what he is so desperate to show Taehyung and experience with him.

His feelings.

He'll take all of his pain.

Jungkook stood straight and wipe his tears with the back of his hand and nodded looking at the door of his precious.

Yes, he'll protect his love at all cost and if he had to be selfish for it－then so be it!

He'll take his hate but won't let him hurt ever again.

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The small chatter sounded in the main door of the Kim House, and Jungkook stand up from sitting on the living room couch and waited for them to enter.

Three figure entered the living room with small smiles as they chatted with each other behind them was a servant holding big bags in their hands.

"Dohyun-shi"

Jungkook called to take the attention of the older male.

Three pairs of eyes stare at him and Jungkook smile and bowed politely at them.

"Hello namjoon hyung and Jin hyung"  the said males smiles softly and came to him.

"Jungkook, how are you?" Namjoon asked as he hug the latter and patted his back.

"I'm fine. How was your flight?" Jungkook asked as he hug seokjin who playfully squeeze his shoulder.

"Tiring man!"

Jungkook chuckled.

"Why are you here for, Everything good?" Namjoon asked as he sat on the couch and patted for his husband to sit beside him who smile and did.

Jungkook cleared his throat and glance at Taehyung's father who was already looking at him expectantly, knowing he come here to give his answer.

"Yes, just wanted to talk to dohyun-shi"

"Yea? What is it?"

Jungkook swallowed harshly as he rub his hands and take a deep breath to calm his nerves.

"I will marry him" He says shakily gaining attention of the young Kim couple who furrowed their eyebrows in confusion.

"I mean Taehyung....I will Marry Taehyung"

Jungkook says confidently this time.

Kim Dohyun face lit up and a bright smile formed on his lips as he nodded in approvement, standing up and pulling Jungkook in a hug who smile awkwardly and hug back.

"Good. That's what i expected from you" He says smiling so widely and happily.

"Dad?" Namjoon says in confusion.

"What's happening? Marriage? When did this happen?" Namjoon asked in confusion and his husband seokjin nodded, also wantin to know what the hell is happening.

"That's the reason i asked for you to come here. I will explain everything to you both later. Have patience" the happy male chuckled and patted Jungkook's back.

"One request Dohyun-shi"

"Yes, what is it?" He asked, the smile never leaving his face.

"The marriage has to be as early as possible. I don't want to wait months for it. Just a simple wedding" Jungkook says, feeling so selfish and guilty knowing how much Taehyung will hate him for this but he can't waste time for a grand wedding.

Who knows when Jinyoung trap Taehyung in his vicious revenge for slapping him infront of everyone that night.

He knows this because his friend, the same one who inform him about Jinyoung that night, told him.

So he can't take any risk and had to save Taehyung from his misery as early as possible because one thing that ring in his ears no matter how much he's trying to block it, it never left his mind.

"I j-just want to....die."

It scared Jungkook to the core, the voice of his broken baby bear is ringing in his head and reaching to his heart which sped up as the fear creep down to his stomach.

He really can't take any risk, he has to save his baby at all means and he will.

Enough is enough.

"Sure. I was going to say the same" Taehyung's father instantly agreed and happily nodded.

Jungkook sighs and swallowed. "I will go now, just talk to Taehyung about this marriage"

They all bid him goodbye and he left with sadness in his heart, no matter how much he wants to be happy at this but he knows this is going to be hard journey and he's ready for it.

Namjoon instantly look at his father after Jungkook left with confusion in his eyes, asking for explaination.

Mr. Kim sat at the sofa and starts speaking. "Taehyung broke up with Jinyoung..." and told him everything about the situation and how he asked Jungkook for the marriage.

Seokjin wasn't shocked when Mr. Kim told about Jungkook's love for Taehyung because he observed it way before, from the way Jungkook was so soft and careful with Tae, he also notice his heart eyes for Taehyung whenever he visit with Namjoon here.

"I like Jungkook from the start, he's a good guy. So I don't have any issue with this marriage. I know he will make Tae happy" Namjoon stated his opinion.

"Did Taehyung know about this?" Seokjin asked.

"No, but i want you to talk to him" Dohyun says looking at his son-in-law.

"He's more close to you, so it will be better if you inform him about this" he added further.

Seokjin sighed but nodded, knowing how much of a hassle it will.

"Okay, i will talk to him tomorrow"

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"Are you happy?"

"I don't know, Maa"

Soyeon sighs as she placed the knife on the counter where she was cutting the ingredients and turn back to her son who was sitting on the chair, hands under his chin as he look at his mother with a pout.

"I don't want my baby to hate me but I also can't see him like this. He's too precious to be treated like this" Jungkook sigh.

Soyeon shake her head at her son who was looking at her with his bambi eyes filled with vulnerable emotions.

"Kookie, you have to make sure first that you can make him happy, then take this step. Otherwise this won't benefit anyone"

Jungkook nodded. "I know Maa. And there's no doubt that I will do everything to make him comfortable with me and do anything to see that smile that is my favourite thing in this world"

Jungkook smile softly as his eyes sparkle when he utter those words.

"Isn't he the cutest bear in the world" Jungkook look at his mother who roll her eyes at him.

"Seriously, I'm tired of your lovesick ass. How many times i have to hear the same thing in a day for everyday!"
She huffed and stir the vegetables and Jungkook laugh loudly.

"I can't help it, Maa. He's just－just so....uwu" Jungkook cooed at the image of Taehyung smiling boxily as his eyes crinkle at the wideness of it, such a beautiful sight to look at.

His beautiful scenery.

"I Love him so much maa that it hurts my poor heart, ouch!" Soyeon laugh at her goofy son who scrunch his nose cutely as he smile bunnily with her.

"I will make Taehyung so happy Maa. I promise..."

"He's my only babybear"

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Taehyung eyes widen as he abruptly stood up.

"What!"

Seokjin stand infront of him and tried to reach for him to calm down but Taehyung backed away and run out of the room.

"Taehyung wait!"

Crossing the hallway, he barged inside the office room of his father who look up at the sudden intrusion and furrowed his eyebrows.

"You arranged my marriage?!"  He shouted.

"Watch your tone and yes I did. Jungkook is a good man, he will make you happy" dohyun says calmly as he took off his glasses.

"Who are you to decide that!"

"Your father"

Taehyung fumed in anger as he walked closer to his father.

"I refuse to marry anyone!"

Mr. Kim sighed. "You have no choice"

"I don't like Jungkook! And besides he won't even agree to this because he knows about my feelings!" Taehyung says confidently as he huffed.

"He agreed to it yesterday so there will be a wedding in under two week. It will be good if you set that in your mind as early as possible" Dohyun says as he stare at the shocked Taehyung who couldn't believe what his father say.

Jungkook can't do this to him, he knows Taehyung is in love with someone else. He can't betray him like this!

Taehyung without another word run out of the room and went downstairs.
"Tae wait, where are y－"

"Let him go Jin. Jungkook will handle him" Mr. Kim interrupted him as he went back to his work with thousands of though in his head.

It's good for you, my son.

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"Is it true?"

Jungkook gulped harshly as he stare at Taehyung who stood at the door of his office and stand up.

"Tae－"

"Is it true that you agreed for his marriage?" Taehyung says loudly this time with impatience in his voice.

Jungkook walked towards him and close the door so the employees outside couldn't hear their conversation.

"Tae calm dow－"

"I asked you something, Jungkook!" He yelled this time.

"Yes" Jungkook replied shortly.

Taehyung's eyes brim with betrayed tears as he look at Jungkook with his painfilled eyes that pierce through Jungkook's heart brutally.

He knew this will happen.

"How dare..y-you" Taehyung's lips tremble in anger as the vile piled up in his thraot.

"I HATE YOU, JUNGKOOK! How dare you betray me like this!!" Taehyung shouted with teary eyes.

"I have no choice" he calmly spoke.

"You have!! You can stop all of this!"

"But i don't want to" he said.

"Why?!" Taehyung desperately asked sobbing in utter madness.

"You know the reason" he said frowning because he can't see him cry. It hurts him.

"I love y－"

"But i don't! Why can't you understand this!!" Taehyung screamed kneeling down, fisting his shirt against his heart in pain.

"Believe me Tae, if it wasn't good for you i would've declined it immediately because for me your happiness is the most important thing－but i know you will be happy" he says eyes getting teary. He really hate seeing Taehyung cry. It pains him.

"I can't! I won't be happy now ever. I lost my everything" he softly confess with utter pain and saddness.

Jungkook smile down at him, eyes holding so much love and adoration but hinting the pain too, to see Taehyung like this. He will change it. He'll make him happy.

"I promise you Tae, one day you will be grateful for this decision. And that day my love i will just say one thing－"

"See I told you, baby"

Taehyung cried more hardly and Jungkook stood there and listen to his painful cries because right now he has no rights to pull him in his arms to comfort, Taehyung won't let him.

Once the marriage happen, he swear he will take all of his pain and fill his life with bright colours of Love and Happiness.

His baby will be happy and he will make him.

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Two weeks went like a wind and the day of the wedding came. Jungkook stood at the alter with the big responsibility in his heart and a high confidence of making his Love happy.

The wedding was simple but elegent, not many people were invited only the close and important one's were there.

Taehyung like a dead man walk with his father at the alter, his eyes were swollen and had deep bags under it, he had lost weight from the day he had broken up to his ex and his face was blank and void of any emotion.

He can be replaced as the beautiful broken doll.

The vows were spoken, the rings were exchanged and the signatures were done on the marriage paper, the final declaration of binded to each other for forever, in every situation were spoken by the priest and Jungkook was told to kiss the latter to seal the marriage, and he went closer to the unflinching male who has no emotions in his eyes as he blankly look at him, like he was tired fighting for the love, happiness, peace, affection and attention－like he was so tired of everything and has accepted his fate.

His cruel and heartless fate.

Jungkook cup the smooth cheeks of his broken baby and instead of kissing him on the lips which everyone was expecting, he choose to leaned forward and delicately kiss his forehead with such feather like touch that it made Taehyung flutter his eyes shut in the process.

The kiss of many unspoken promises and the assurance of happy and a new beginning.

The new and positive chapter of life where there will be no pain, no sadness, no tears－only the undying love and it's soft touches and sweet feelings.

The Happy life which Jungkook vow to give his husband, his Taehyung, his babybear.

The marriage went smoothly after that and Taehyung didn't spoke to anyone, he was lost in his own thoughts.

Jungkook smile as he stare at him with so much love in his eyes for the male that he just wants to grab him in his arms and smoother his face with sweet kisses that can take all of his sadness.

But he has to wait which seems to be impossible now that he already has his Love with his last name and is right by his side.

His Jeon Taehyung♡

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Taehyung hug seokjin who was muttering sweet nothings to his ear as he patted his head softly.

"Everything will be fine hm"

Taehyung burried his face in his neck and silently cried.

"Seokjin leave us alone for a while" Dohyun says as he came in the view and the latter nodded and detached himself from the younger and left.

Taehyung didn't look up when Dohyung stand right infront of him.

The elder sigh as he push his son's head in his chest as he patted his back.

"I'm sorry for everything, Tae. I know you're upset and you should be for how I treated you after your mother's death, i was selfish and ignorant and I know it but forgive me that i realize it way too late. I promise your mother to always look after you and love you but I broke it and no one knows how shameful and guilty I am but i can't change the past."

Taehyung stays silent as he listen to his father as tears kept leaving his eyes.

"I married you with Jungkook because i know he will make you so happy. I trust him, he respect you alot and we all see it on the stage today. He understand you more than anything and i am not just saying it because he's your husband now he genuinely cares for you."

Dohyung bring Taehyung face to look at him and smile at him softly. "Give him a chance Tae and see how he filled your life with Love and happiness."

Taehyung shake his head crying.
"I am tired, I had no energy left to love someone anymore. For you I accepted to marry Jungkook but i can't love him or give him anything he might be hoping for."

Dohyun sigh and patted his head affectionately.

"I hope your life filled with happiness, I really do"

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One week after the marriage, Taehyung never talked to Jungkook or anyone. He even give answer to soyeon or Mr. Jeon out of respect but never respond to any of the talks Jungkook tried to initiate.

His replies are always dull and nods or sometimes if lucky he gets a hum other than that－nothing.

Jungkook had never enter in his comfort zone but today he just feel like to broke the rule if he wants to make any progress in their relationship.

Their life starts with Jungkook going to office while sweetly and softly bidding goodbye to Taehyung which he never gets any reply but he still love doing it.

It's his husband afterall, he loves him.

How can he go office without bidding his husband a goodbye?

He always dreamed about it, but in his dream they were alot more romantic than this but no worries, one day hopefully.

And Taehyung sometimes helping Soyeon in cooking and other times he's always in their room.

And when Jungkook and Mr. Jeon  come from work they all eat dinner together and goes to their room in silence.

No talks, no sweet kisses or lovely moments which should be in a newly wedded couple.

But again it was an arrange marriage with no love with the other side.

Right now they were in their room after the dinner and Jungkook came out of the bathroom after freshen up, he saw Taehyung standing infront of the mirror.

Jungkook went towards Taehyung and wrap his arms around his waist from the back, Taehyung immediately tried to pry his hands off of him but Jungkook won't let him. Instead he tighten it more around his waist.

This time he won't back away without any progress even a little bit is fine.

"Baby, please talk to me" Jungkook softly but desperately says, he hate seeing him this sad, this emotionless like a statue with no feelings.

"What is there to say" Taehyung codly replied.

"Talk to me about your pain, let me take care of you, please I beg you"

"You can't do anything, I am stuck with this heartbreak and pain. No one can save me now, nothing can replace it. Not even you" he said, a tear rolling down his rosy soft cheeks.

Jungkook let go of him and turn his body and made him face him. He place his fingers on his chin and brought his face up to his eye level.

"Don't think like that, Tae. It's not true" Taehyung chuckled bitterly at that and look away, more tears left his eyes and landed on his cheeks.

"It's my fate now"

"No it's not. You are making it your fate. If you try you could get out of this. You can change it if only you are determined to get out of this prison of pain and sadness." Jungkook spoke softly.

"I have no energy, no determination left"  Taehyung slowly said sniffing, face blank, voice venom.

"Then let me help you" Jungkook  instantly offered, he cupped his cheeks and wipe the tears that didn't seem to stop coming out of his eyes.

"Let me help you baby, I can't see you like this. In this pain and sadness－I can't.....It pains me to see you cry." He says teary eyes holding so much love and desperation.

Desperation to make his pain go away, in anyway.

"You can't h-help me. No o-one can" Taehyung cried.

Jungkook made him look up to him, Taehyung's teary eyes met with his own loving and gentle one.

"It's just your thinking. I can take it all away, make you so happy that you won't ever believe that there once was a pain that you felt. I will make your all pain and sadness go away. But just－just let me in baby, please. Just trust me this one time. Let me in your heart, allow me to bloom it with my love and affection. I won't let a single tear of sadness of pain come out of your eyes." He says gently caresssing his cheeks with his thumbs, so delicately.

"I will give you so much love that you will forget the cruelity of this world. I will make our own world in your heart with my love, care, attention and affection. You will never remember your past. I will make you so happy, darling" He lovingly said it all out, eyes so soft and holding so much love in his eyes, for Taehyung.

In all Taehyung eyes never left his, his every word, every promise, and the determination in his eyes making him feel something that he didn't felt before a long time.

A hope.

"H-How can you be so c-confident? I am a b-broken piece J-Jungkook. I can't be fixed a-anymore" he softly whispered eyes holding a deep sadness of insecurities and unsurance.

"I won't fix you, I will heal you. Heal every broken piece of yours. Because if i fixed it, it will leave a scar forever and that scars will remind you about your past heartbreak－but if i healed it, carefully and delicately it's gonna wipe out of your heart and will gonna replaced with my blooming love" he smiled saying all of this so lovingly, trying to assure the other as much as he can.

"I d-don't believe y-you"

"Then don't. I am not forcing you to believe me instantly because i am gonna give you the reasons to believe me, trust me and in the end love me." His smile never left his lips, hands caressing his cheek so softly.

He placed his forehead against Taehyung and whispered hopefully.

"Only if you will trust to give yourself to me, trust me to make it all go away. Trust to heal you and love you"

"I can't give you anything in return.....not even love" Taehyung said looking directly in Jungkook teary eyes.

The latter smiled in response.

"I don't want anything in return. My love only is enough to live forever together, my love don't ask anything in return baby. No love, no favour, no sympathy, no pity, no affection. It just wants and learn to give, not wanting anything. I just wanna give you the world and it's beauty, want to love you so much and take care of you forever. That's how strong my love is for you" he adoringly said leaning forward and kissing his forehead gently at the end.

Taehyung's eyes left more tears after hearing it.

"Even if it knows i already have someone in my heart? And will probably never forget him?" Taehyung softly asked.

"I believe in my love, it will change your heart and feelings. I promise" Jungkook sweared still caressing his cheeks.

A sob leave Taehyung throat.

"What if you c-can't do it? Then?" He sniffed.

"I will. I have a strong believe in my love. It will replace your pain into Love and happiness." He reassure lovingly.

Taehyung's eyes just stare at Jungkook's face and eyes. Searching for any kind of lie and unsurance but only find deep love and determination.

"A-Are you sure you can do that?" He desperately asked.

"I know i can do that"

Taehyung cried out and instantly hug his waist just as Jungkook finish talking, sobbing hardly and burrying his face in his neck.

"Then please h-help me, take away all this pain Jungkook. It hurts, it hurts so bad. I can't t-take it. I want to get rid of it. I-It's too much!"

"S-Save me from this darkness that's surrounded my heart and soul. Heal me. I beg you. T-Take away all of my pain. I am giving myself to you. Heal me p-please~"

Taehyung fisted the shirt of Jungkook behind his back and dig his face more in his neck as desperation of freeing himself from this cage burn inside him.

"Save me from this d-darkness Jungkook. It haunts me every night, i am s-so scared Jungkook. So s-scared"

Jungkook hugged his small body tightly into his strong wide arms, smiling wide while tears of relief came out of his eyes.

Finally after trying so hard, he gets the progress, gets the chance to take away his baby's misery, to Heal him.

Jungkook beamed and burried his face in Taehyung hair kissing it softly.

"I will I promise"

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So they married! How was it?

Did you liked it?

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~bunnies~