Build me up.
Break me down.
Build me up again
and then fuck me up again.
I do this to myself.
I know I do.
Every time.
I can't even cry about it
for fucks sake.
I hate it.
I hate it so damn much.
I hate my feelings that I can't put into words.
This dumb empty space where my heart should be.
It hurts.
It shouldn't hurt. I'm sure.
But it does.
Always.
I feel like such a burden.
Make it stop.
Please.