20 My Moon, My Star
Pov Jack
Today is the day. She will be married and my insides are feeling crushed. Tooth is tying my tie and I look my reflection at the mirror. Black suit and white dress shirt. “You sure about this Jack?” Tooth whispers and I nod, ”The suit is alright.” No! Not about the suit but about you. Will you be alright?”
I watch at Tooth’s eyes. “What do you mean?” She laughs nervously and smiles sadly, “It is a wedding but you’re like going to a funeral. Isn’t it time to admit?” Her words hit my heart like daggers but why? My hand went through my hair and I sneered. Why it hurts so much to think of Elsa and her wedding all the time?
“You love her Jack, don’t you?” Tooth touches my shoulder and I flicker. Love? Do I love her?
”Just think it Jack, how do you feel around her?” I laugh to Tooth’s question as I remember how happy Elsa’s presence makes me. How I feel miserable when she is unhappy, when her laughter brings me joy and warm feeling inside. And when she gets annoyed to me and avenges it by tickling me, this thought caused a bubbling feeling inside of me. Are these the butterflies I’ve heard little girl’s talking about when I go and bring fun to children? When they talk about boys who they like. Elsa, Elsa. Elsa. Her name rings in my head and I start to smile.
“Now you realize it?” I glance now to Tooth who is watching me with brightest smile you could ever imagine. I simply nod at her. “Yeah, she is all that is on my mind. By day or night,” quickly Tooth hugs me and squeals. ”This is wonderful Jack!” I chuckle to her reaction but then I feel shocked and my feet gave in. I fell to ground and Tooth was flying in the air. “Jack?” She sounded worried.
“She is marrying someone,” I exhale. Tooth shows compassion in her smile, ”Yes Jack. You should confess to her. Maybe she feels the same?” My heart was making me feel sick inside, it hurts so much to think that I am losing her. “You sure Tooth? I mean I am what I am. What if -,” Tooth cut me off, ”Jack! Stop it! Don’t give up without even trying!” She sounded ordering and pointed at the window. “Go and find out about her feelings. Confess!” She demanded and I laughed to her reaction. ”Fine, I will.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat. How will I do this confession? I just realized the true meaning behind of my recent feelings. Tooth helped me. Maybe I will need to follow my heart and use my center, the fun, as my aide. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. Slowly with shaking hands I pulled out one of North’s snow globe’s from the pocket of my jacket.
I take the globe close to my lips and whispered, “To Elsa,” before I broke the snow globe to my feet. The portal opens and I smile, in the end of it is Elsa. My love. I step in and feel the world moving around me. Now I am standing on Elsa’s bedroom. She had her hair done in tight knot over her head. Just after the hair artist left I cleared my throat and she turned around.
POV Elsa
“Oh! Hi Jack!” I smile to him and he watches me closely. My wedding dress needed some repairs after our last encounter. Jack’s lips narrow and he lifts his chin up. He walks closer to me, he is now scaring me. He is not talking, just staring me keenly. I take steps back and I am soon against the wall. “Jack! I am sorry about the last time,” I exhale as he leans his left hand against the wall behind of me.
He just looks at me, like he tries to look to my soul by watching my eyes. It makes me breathe fast and I turn my head away from him. “Jack,” I whisper and feel his other hand getting to my hair. Pin by pin he opens the knot that my hairdresser just did. “Stop!” I yell to him and his head goes next to mine. His chin rests on my shoulder as he makes the sound to let me know to be quiet.
Slowly he backs up a bit, now watching my eyes with dreamy gaze. “I know this is wrong but if I don’t do it right now I will regret it for the rest of eternity ahead of me,” he chuckled. “That is a long time, my queen. Trust me.” Did he just say that I am his? I startle when his hand slides on my cheek and he smiles while doing it. What has gotten into him?
He is breathing heavily now and I see how his eyes show that he is in pain. My heart is aching while watching him. “Elsa,” he starts with soft voice, “I know that you’re getting married but I need to tell you something.” Slowly I nodded to him and not sure what to expect. He was so close to me, too close but I can’t push him aside. I want him here no matter if it is rational or appropriate.
He smiles faintly. “You’re the moon that lights my nights, the star that guides me through the sky.” My heart was now fluttering when he was speaking to me. “You’re my reason, you’re my seriousness, you’re the one who woke me up.” His arms wrap around me and I gasp. ”So gentle, caring, loving, insecure, funny and beautiful. You’re the delicate white rose who’s scent I can’t get enough and I want to hold onto carefully.”
“Jack,” I whisper and he let’s go. “Sshh..let me finish,” he smiles and presses his cool finger over my mouth. “I am sorry that I didn’t realize it sooner,” he leans forward and our lips brush each other. “I love you, Elsa,” he whispers and our lips are now fully against each other. He is holding his breath and just holding our lips close for a moment. His hands go to my back and are now rubbing it. I feel dizzy as he kisses me, his lips are soft. He exhaled and I noticed how cold his breathing actually is. I close my eyes and kiss him back, our bodies are now touching as he comes closer. This feeling is so sensational, he is kissing me. He loves me. I close my eyes and enjoy the dizzy feeling.
Suddenly I realize that I am actually now on my wedding dress and about to marry. His staff had just fallen to ground as I knocked it out from leaning to wall. My eyes open up and I push him back. “How dare you!” I slap him. He watches me tear eyed, holding his left cheek. Slowly redness rises to his cheek, showing my hand print. Why did I do that?
“You know. You did that when we first met, slapped me?” He chuckles and smiles sadly. “If you change your mind..” He sighs. ”I mean, I only can give you my love and soul. We would figure it out,” he turns his back at me. He seems really hurt.
“I will be at the ceremony, when the vows start I will leave for good.” His voice breaks down and I can’t get a word out of me. He flies off. I try to hold my tears, I can’t do it to him. He can’t be with a mortal since that would destroy him.
“Queen Elsa?” Kristoff comes to my door wearing a suit. It is time. I catch his hand and we walk outside. The garden has been decorated with colorful flowers. Kristoff had promised to hand me over on the isle. “Why are you so upset?” He whispers without looking at me. ”Well, just met an old friend,” I whisper sadly to him and he nods. “Just think if this is the right decision, Anna thinks it is not.”
I glanced at the side where bride’s side of the family sits. Anna was looking at me with worried look. Jack was standing next to her. I had made a reservation to him, for everyone else the chair might look empty but not to me. He was handsome in his black suit. I blushed watching him and still remembering the desire I felt for him when we kissed. I watched straight and saw Naveen smiling widely, showing his white teeth. My insides were feeling like being torn up.
I couldn’t hear anything that the priest said after I was given away to Naveen. My mind was focusing only to one thing, Jack. He loves me and I do love him. This shouldn’t be so difficult but it is. “The vows?” Priest wakes me up from my daze and I see Naveen who has turned sideways to public. “Oh, sorry!” I do the same. And I see how Jack stands up, glances at me. The vows, he said that he would be gone after that. My breathing gets faster when I watch him leaving.
“Naveen!” I whisper, “We need to speak!” He nods. I could now care less about the things that give me reason not to be involved with Jack. I want him to myself. I pull Naveen behind of a statue. “I can’t marry you,” for my surprise he exhaled like being relieved. “Good!” I look at him while being confused.
“My parents made me send that proposal to you! I am not ready for marriage yet,” he laughed with relief. “Umm?” I glance at him and he laughs. ”They will probably now cut my funds as they threatened but I do not care. I still have world to explore, no offense queen. ” He walked away from me and I stared after him. Jack was right about him. Jack!
I run towards the castle where I saw Jack heading. My dress is on my way as I ran, I almost trip because of it. I just need to get to him. On my way I passed the ceremony place and people were staring at me. Soon I was on castle gate and walked in. Jack was leaning against the wall, holding a snow globe and breathing heavily.
As I walk closer I see tears falling on his cheeks. His hold breaks and the snow globe fell to ground. His hands are almost ripping his hair as he yells to air. He is crying, it makes me hurt inside to see him like this. I lift my dress up and run, on last steps I jump to his neck and yell his name. Just when I reach him he opens his eyes and stares at me when my arms wrap around him. He startles and our balance is broken, we fell to a strange opening in the air behind of him. My world spins but I feel how his hands touch my back and slowly he presses me against him.
“W-why are we here?” I glance down and see a pond beneath us. We are floating over it. “Sorry, snow globes work like that. Person who breaks one tells where it needs to take you. When I saw you this place came to my mind. Where my life turned the way it is,” he holds me and speaks almost without emotion.
I press my head against his chest and hear his heart beating. “Jack?” He hums and my heart is now skipping some beats. ”I love you too,” I whisper to him. He chuckles. “What?” I snap at him.
”That wasn’t our first kiss,” he smirks at me. “You did not!” He laughs and I feel his body moving as he does so. “I didn’t, you took the first move. And you told me that you love me before that kiss.” He smiled and was looking almost cocky when he saw me blushing.
“Take it away,” he whispered. “Take what away?” I felt confused. ”The dress, I like you with your ice dresses.” He kissed my forehead and left frost on it when he stopped. We were now standing on the ground near the pond.
I smirked to him and he was surely surprised when with my other hand I pushed him further away from me. Then I turned around and lifted my French braid to my front. “Help me out mister?” Nothing was happening. ”Open the buttons, Jack,” I whispered and then felt shaky hands opening the first button and then the other on the backside of the dress. I shivered when his cool hands brushed my skin when he opened the rest of the buttons.
I was blushing when I stood in front of him wearing only my underpants and corset. Quickly I touched my skin and my usual ice blue dress was now covering my body. I took a step to my side and left the white dress laying on the ground. Jack was really red when I turned around. “S-so much better,” he gasped and I laughed to his reaction.
We stood there quiet for a moment. “Jack?” He looked me to my eyes, ”Yeah?” He smiled. “You really believe that we can be together?” He nodded. ”I will give you myself, I am not perfect but I love you for all eternity,” he hugged me and I felt warm and fuzzy inside. The eternity part however made me feel sick. Can I be so selfish and let him see me grow old and die? He buries his face in my hair and I now smell his fresh scent. It makes me close my eyes and my fingers are going through his hair. We are now here, this moment. It is all that matters. This is what I want to believe.
A/N: They're in love! What do you guys think? What happens when mortal and immortal fell in love? Impossible? Or not? :)
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