Written with Hunter-queen88
For the most part unedited, mainly because it's long and I need to get ready for the stupid Black Friday event at work.

Harry looks through his old notebooks at home as Lily knocks on his open door.

"How was the tutoring session with Draco?" Lily asked.

"I don't know if I'm going to be able to help him, he knows the material he just over thinks things and shuts down, I'm not good with handling that kind of thing." Harry says softly.

"I think you can handle it once you understand him better. You might find ways to help him from shutting down" Lily said sitting on the bed. Harry flips through his notes, clicking his pen loudly. "Harry, I'm talking to you," Lily said.

"I'm listening, mom." Harry says.

"Why do you think you can't handle it?'

"because I haven't dealt with this before and have no idea how to." Harry says clicking it faster

"You can ask dad and talk to special Ed teachers in the school."

"I plan on it." Harry says then looks at his pen when it breaks.

"Are you sure you're ok?"

"yeah my head is just all over the place again, I should be fine after I sleep." Harry says. "Is dad up?"

"Yes. He is in his office working on paper work. Also the twins want you to read to them again."

"okay, I'll go read to them in a second after I put all this away."

Lily nodded her head and kiss harry forehead and left his room. Harry sighs and goes to the twins room to read them a story. Harry went to his head office and knocked on the door.

"dad?" He says softly.

"Come in harry."

Harry goes inside his office and looks around. "Are you busy?"

"Not really. What's up?"

"I want to go get ice cream." Harry says softly

"So you want to talk."

"no, I want to go get ice cream."

"Ok. Get in car and I will be there in a minute." Severus says. Harry nods and gets in Severus' car, he kicks off his shoes and pulls his knees to his chest. Severus gets in the car and see how hsrry is sitting. "Are you ok Har?"

"I'm confused." Harry whispers.

"About what har?"

"Who I am. What I want."

"Is this about your sexuality?" He asks. Harry nods silently and looks out the window. "Do you like draco?"

"I don't know."

"How did the tutoring go? Severus said changing the topic.

"not good."

"Expain?"

"he seems to know the material, he just... Shuts down while doing it and I had no idea what to do."

"I see. Try to be there for him. I know teachers were not nice to him but Try being positive when he did a right step. I will talk to some of our special Ed teachers tomorrow about it and his regular teachers about you helping him out in classes."

Harry nods and looks out the window as they drive down the road. "Did you get my car?"

"Yes we did.  Where do you want to go?"

"I don't know, I just want ice cream."

"Did you take your meds?"

"I'm out." Harry mumbles

"Why did you not tell me and mom about that?" Severus said, pulling into sonic.

"I tried but you were busy and mom wasn't home."

"I'm never too busy for you Harry, You should know this by now."

"I'm sorry." Harry mumbles. "I don't think I need them, I just need sleep."

"I do not think so Har. I think you need them. Your stress right now and your overthinking, Plus your having panic attacks again."

"I'll be fine." Harry says. "Can I have something with peanut butter?'

"Have you talked to your therapist about this?"

"no." Harry says simply

"You need to."

"I don't like going to those." Harry says.

Severus order a large oreo peanut butter and a small for harry knowing he would not eat it all "why?"

"she smells like tomatoes."

"Then let's go to another one"

"okay." Harry says softly. "I want to see daddy."

"Sure." Severus says  Harry silently eats his ice cream when it arrives, he finishes most of it then puts his head on the window. They get to the grave and Harry goes to his daddy's grave. Severus follows from and stands watching Harry talk to his daddy. But then he sees that Harry is having a conversation with the gravestone and that worries him more. Harry starts to cry and hugs the grave stone as Severus comes over.

"Har are you ok?" Severus asks worriedly. Harry ignores him and continues to cry. Severus sighs, worriedly and calls Lily to ask her what she thinks he should do. Lily drove to them and got out of the car. Harry as only done this a handful of times and know how to handle this. Severus as been there for harry since he was 6 years old but never really seen this once but only heard about this. Harry continues to cry as Lily moves him a bit.She put him in her lap and try to calm him down. Harry slowly calms down and looks around

"Where is daddy? he was here a second ago," he asks softly.

"shh, baby, daddy had to go, okay?"

"But dad is here for you know ok," Severus says gently to him. Harry nods and gets up, and goes to Severus an hugs him really tight. Harry hugs him back , laying his head on his chest. "I love you harbear.'' Severus said using harry old nickname for him

"I love you too, dad." Harry says softly into his chest.

“You need to talk to your therapist about this new episode,” Severus said.

"Okay." He says softly. “But I want a new one please,”

"Okay, Har, but you have to promise to talk to them." Severus says.

Harry nodded his head and walked to the car. He was tired and wanted to lay with his dad and mom again like he used to when he had a bad dream.

Severus let's Lily leave first, Harry gets in moods where he wants to cuddle up with them, but is too prideful to say it. They got pretty good at picking up on these moods and would make a fort type of thing in the living room and cuddle up with him until he either got sick of them or they all fell asleep.

When they got home the twins and Jamie was building the fort with Lily. Jamie crawls to Harry and reaches for him, having already learnt that fort means Harry is sad (simple explanation, of course). Harry picked him up and held him tight.

“Do you want to cuddle with us too Jamie,” he  asked looking at him. Jamie nods sleepily, snuggling up to his chest. Harry smiled and kissed his little brother's forehead. 

"Okay! Twins, roll out! Into bed with you." Lily says.

“But why does Jamies stay with Har and not us?” Skylar said with her big doe eyes.

"If he knows you are there, you can't do your morning sneak attack." Lily says.

“Sky, you know you like to do that,” Petter said looking at her.

"Yeah…" she mumbles. "Okay! Nighty night!"

“Good night sky and squirt,” Harry said as he watches them run upstairs. The rest of them curl up together in the fort. Harry looks at Severus and smiles. "Thank you."

“Your welcome and I think I found a new person to talk too. He has a PHD in psychology and he is kinda of a friend from school,” Severus said, pulling Harry close. Harry puts his head on his chest, slowly falling asleep.

“Do you think Tom will help him out?” Lily said with Jamie on her chest sucking on his binky.

"Yes I do, I think Harry will like him too." Severus smiles and holds Harry tight

(*-*)

About a  3 month later
(*-*)

Harry jerks awake panting, he had an odd dream about the men in the pictures in Draco's locker. He looks around to see Severus holding him close still. He tries to go back to sleep but he had a boner out of the nowhere.

He carefully gets out of Severus' arms and goes to his room. He locked his door and took out his phone. He did what all boys do. After a hour later he was laying in his bed rethinking everything he knew about himself.

He looks at the clock and see that it's only 2:30. He groans knowing he's not going to be able to go back to sleep. He just pulled out one of his books and goes downstairs and laid on the couch. He dropped his book and went to read fanfic on Avatar the last air bender.

He looks at Severus as he comes about 3 hours later. "Morning dad."

“Why are you up at five am?” Severus said looking at his phone.

"I had to pee…" Harry mumbles, clearly lying.

“Sure, whatever you say. You know you can tell me the truth,” Severus said walking into the kitchen to started a pot of coffee.

"Don't worry about it dad." Harry says going with him, warming a muffin.

“I need you to check on Jamie once you finished eating. He didn't sleep well last night,” Severus said going upstairs to shower.

"Okay." Harry says, looking for his pills, and realizes he's out. He was kinda freaking out about this. He did not know how he was going to handle the day without them. So he went to check on Jamie who was laying on his back with his binky in his mouth. Harry starts to panic, his mind thinking Jamie isn't breathing.

“Mommy, Mommy please wake up. Something is wrong with Jamies,” Harry said, forcing himself into her room.

"What? What is going on?" Lily says, waking up in a panic.

“I think he is not breathing. I don't see his chest moving,” Harry said holding Jamie.

Lily takes and checks Jamie. "Har, he's fine." She says confused and tired.

“No he is not breathing. I can see it with my own eyes,” Harry said freaking out.

"Harry! He's fine!" Lily says, taking his hand and pulling a finger under Jamie's nose so Harry can feel him breathing out. Harry just looked at his hand not believing what he can feel.

Severus goes downstairs and gets coffee when he finds out that Harry is out of meds.

"Severus, come in here, I need help with Harry!" Lily says

Severus goes to his wife and sees Harry freaking out and Lily cant get him to calm down. “He is out of meds and I do not know how long he has been. So this is not good,” he said looking at Lilly as he grabbed Harry by the waist.

"I'll go get them refilled, you keep him still."

“I will stay home today. I think Harry needs to see Tom as soon as possible,” Severus said, holding Harry tight.

"Okay, I'll call Narcissa and let her know that he won't be coming today." Lily says, going to get the pill bottles. "Just make sure the twins get on the bus."

“Yes, my queen,” Severus said slowly calming down Harry who was still freaking out and takes him back to the living room. He took his phone out and texted Tom to see if he could see Harry.

Severus: Are you free anytime today? Harry is freaking out and will not calm down. I know we haven't been able to get a good time with your office but he needs you now.

Tom: Of course, do you need me to come to you?

Severus: Yes, but he is out of his meds so I do not know if that will help you out a lot.

Tom: I can get more out of him that is causing these if he's not on his pills possibly.

Severus: Do you know where we live?

Tom: no, could you send me your address?

Severus: 886 Ravenclaw Drive

Tom: Alright, I'll see you in ten-ish, okay?

Severus: Ok but I need to get the twins on the bus soon

Tom: Okay, I'll see you soon.

“Daddy why are you letting Jamie die like my real daddy,” Harry said crying.

"No, baby, you're having one of your attacks, Jamie is okay."

“No its not one of those times. Im not crazy,” Harry said looking at Severus crying.

"Harry, I promise he's okay." Severus says. "Have I ever lied to you?"

“Daddy where is Harry?” Skylar and Peter asked, coming down the stairs.

"Harry is having one of his bad mornings, do you think you can get dressed by yourself today?" Then there was a knock on the door and then Severus' phone went off too. He looked at it and saw it was Tom. “Sky, can you open the door and then I will help you two out. Peter can you get Jamie out of the fort please,”

"Okay daddy." They say and do as told.

“Don't take Jamie please Pete,” Harry cried.

"Peter take him to his crib please."

Peter nodded his head and picked Jamie up and went up stairs. Skylar lead Tom to Severus and Harry.  Harry tries to go after Peter, sobbing. Tom seeing this talking notes on what Harry is doing. “Severus go handle the twins. I will sit with him,” Tom said looking at Severus.

Severus sits Harry down and goes to the twins. Harry tries to get up and go upstairs but Tom stoped him and made him sit down. "No, they are letting him die!"

“Why do you think your little brother is dying, Harry?” Tom said, sitting in front of the door.

"He isn't breathing!"

“Why is that?” Tom asked.

"His chest isn't moving, let me go to him!"

“Was he named after your father?”

"Yes." Harry says shortly trying to force himself past him.

“Did you see your father die Harry?”

"No."

“Do you remember the funeral?”

"Yes."

‘’Did Jamie look like your father laying in the coffin?”

Harry stops and looks at him and slowly sits down. "Yes…" he whispers.

“Is all your attacks about your father Harry?”

"Yes… well… I get shaky a lot… and have panic attacks."

“Do you hear voices too?”

"Only daddy's…"

“Did your daddy have a big role in your life before he died?”

"Of course he was. He reminds me to take my medicine."

“Which daddy, Harry?” Tom asked, confused.

"I have one daddy and one dad."

“So daddy helps you get better then?” Tom asked, taking notes.

"Dad does too, he has nice hugs… but don't tell him I said that, don't want it goin to his head…" he mumbles.

“I have to ask Harry. But why did your father's death affect you so badly?” Tom asked knowing this was going to be a hard question for Harry.

"Daddy was my hero… I always thought he was investable… then he was just… gone…"

“I know that is really hard time for you. I see why you are like this. But why did you see your little brother as died?” Tom said moving closer to Harry.

"He looks like Daddy…"

“I see. But you also look like your daddy I hear,”

"Yes, I avoid looking at myself."

“But that's not a good thing Harry. I bet daddy would like you to see yourself sometimes,”

"I'm an ugly discount version of daddy."

“Who said that?”

"I did."

“Does daddy disagree with you?”

"How would I know, he's dead."

“But you said daddy talks to you right?”

"I know I'm crazy, you don't have to pretend I'm not."

“So you're more clear now. I also never said you were crazy you did Harry,”

"I am always aware of my problem."

“What meds do you take?” Tom asked.

"I don't know." Harry says. "Medicine confuses me."

“He takes three meds in the morning and two at 3pm and five at night. Also here are the names of them,” Severus said coming in.

Harry looks at him and goes to him, hugging him. Severus hugs him back and looks at Tom. He was worried about what was going to happen to his son.

"Harry, do you mind if I talk to your dad to see if we can work something out to help you?" Tom asks Harry.

“I don't care. Mom and dad just want me better that's all,” Harry said. “I'm going to my room and lay down,”

"Okay Har, come get me if you need anything, okay?" Severus says. Harry nodded his head and went upstairs. Once he was gone Severus looked at Tom. “What did you find out? Also you calm him down faster then me or Lily ever have,”

"The center of his attacks are about James." Tom tells him.

“We know that. We just don't know why he is so focused on him. I know it was a big deal for him and Lily,” Severus said sitting down in the fort.

"How old was he?"

“He was three. I did not meet him until he was five year old. But Lily said they were really close and did everything together though,”

"Okay, so Harry told me that he saw James as invincible, then he was just gone. I think most of his problems come from the funeral. He said when he saw Jamie laying there he was imagining James in the coffin."

“James was on his way to become captan and he would take Harry to the staton all the time. So I can see why he saw James as a hero. Also I know Lily wanted Harry to say goodbye and she did not know how to tell him. So she showed him and James' parents thought it would be best for Harry to see his dad one last time,” Severus said laying down.

"I don't think that he should have, I know he loved his father, but he was so young it had to have been scary."

“I agree but I also think about other things. But this was your first meeting with him,”

"Maybe  you should keep him away from James' grave for a little while, how often does he visit?"

“He goes about once a week or sometimes once a months,” Severus said not liking how Tom is acting.

"I don't know how he would react to it."

‘Please do not do this yet. I don't think all of his attacks are about James. Thats a Lily question sorry,” Severus said looking at Tom. "Do you have any other ideas Tom?"

“Fine, but I will talk to Lily and I will see him three times of weeks. I need to see him more and get to know him more. Also I don't want him on his meds for a while. If that is ok?” Tom said.

"You… don't want him to take his meds…"

“Not really. He seems ok without him for now. But the pills he as I don't think are right for him. Who the heck did he go to before me. Was he a crack doctor,”

"She was recommended to us by the hospital." Severus says, giving him the recommendation file.

Tom reads the file and was shocked what he was reading. He did not know that Harry had tried to commit suicide, and had been very violent, which is why he is going to Severus' school and not the one he originally was enrolled in. “I did not know all of this Sev. Why did you not bring him to be sooner,” he said.

"Because we didn't know that she was so bad. Plus Harry did not tell us until last night,” Severus said.

"Okay, I want you to get Harry a journal and have him record what he does at least three days a week. I also want to change his meds. Start him on them slowly and wean him off his old ones slowly too."

Severus look at him and nods as Harry comes down dressed with his backpack. “What are you doing. I took the day off and so did you,” he said looking at Harry.

"I'm going to school." Harry says simply.

“No your not. You just had attach two times in one day,” Severus said looking at him.

Harry looks at him. "I'm going to school.'

“Why do you want to go to school Harry,” Tom asked looking at Harry.

"I love school."

“I see that but you also had two attacks and you are not on your meds so lets just take it easy please,” Tom said getting up.

"No, Im going to school."

“Is this about Draco?” Severus asked.

"No, I want to go school."

“I say no and I will write you a doctor note Harry,” Tom said.

"No, I'm going to school." Harry says and goes towards the door.

“Do you really want another attack and get kicked out of this school and we have to move again?” Severus said looking at him.

"I'm not going to hurt anyone." Harry says and leaves the house.

“God damn it Harry,” Severus said running outside. Harry is sitting in his car staring at the wheel, car off, doors locked. “Harry talk to me. Please baby,”

Harry looks at him and turns the car on. “Harry please don't do this. Would daddy want you to do this baby?” Severus said looking at him though the window.

"What about what I want?"

“I know you want too but its not safe when your off your meds,”

"I'm fine." Harry says. "I have something I need to do."

“Please stay at home. Don't make me call mom or Jamie to make you stay,”

"I have something I need to do."

“What do you have to do. You have to tell me so you can leave if not your staying,”

"I have something I need to talk to someone about."

“Like what?”

"It's personal."

“I don't know Harry. I would really like you to stay home with me and Jamie. I think you need more rest,” Severus said knowing he was not going to win.

"If I feel like I need to come home I will, okay? Harry sighs.

“Fine. But tell them that I sent you back and they need to call me if they have questions,” Severus said walking back inside.

(*-*)

Harry goes to his locker and gets his books for the day like usual, running late due to Severus not wanting him to come he starts to shut his locker and is pinned to them as he turns around.

"What the hell, Potter? Mom told me you were sick so you couldn't come over tonight. Oh but look, here you are!" Draco snaps.

“I had two attacks ok. So my dad wanted me to stay home but I said no so I am here now Malfoy,” Harry snaps back.

Draco stares at him, not letting him go. "Attacks?"

“I don't like talking about them,” Harry said going quiet.

Draco stares at him not noticing that he's moved closer. "Your eyes are green." He mumbles.

“What did you say?” Harry said looking at him.

"Your eyes, they are green, I've never really seen them under your glasses." Draco says moving Harry's hair.

“Yea, I have my mother's eyes but im my daddy child,” Harry said trying not having a flashback.

"They're beautiful, you know, your eyes. They are like the color of cartoon potions." Draco says.

“Thank you. Oh I have a question for you?” Harry said blushing.

"Ask away." Draco says.

“How did you know you were gay?” Harry asked blushing harder.

"Well… I just never really like women's bodies." Draco told him.

“Have you watch gay stuff before?” Harry asked getting all quiet and shy.

"I have, why are you asking?" Draco asks looking down at the shorter boy.

“I need to go to class I am already late,” Harry said getting to get away from Draco.

But Draco stoped him and dragged him  to a empty classroom. “You need to answer my question Potter” Draco said putting his hands on Harry hips. "Now don't be shy, I don't bite." He says as Harry looks away, blushing.

“BecauseIwatchgaypornandgotoffonit,” Harry said really fast.

"You did, did you?" Draco purrs into his ear. "And what? Did you imagine having a big thick cock slamming inside you?"

Harry blush even more and felt his cock getting hard. He knew Draco could feel it too.

"Do you want to be fucked, Potter?" Draco whispers, kissing his neck, pulling him close. "To be dominated by someone, while you moan uncontrollably loud for anyone to hear?"

“Stop please. I don't know if I want this,” Harry said quietly.

Draco stops panicking, he pulls off Harry. "Oh shit I'm sorry, I-"

“I don't know if I am gay. I don't know what I want. I am just confuse and I want to go slow. I don't know,” Harry said fast moving his hairs in his hair. He was panicky and freaking out.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that, I just…" draco trails off. "I'll let you go to class." He says softly, getting his own bag. But he saw Harry was still freaking out and was not moving.  “Harry are you ok?”

"I… I'm going home." Harry says, shakingly. He pulls out his phone to get Severus to come get him

“No, I don't want you to leave. I will miss you then,” Draco said.

"I need to go home, Dad was right I shouldn't have come." Harry said. Draco went to him and kissed him out of the blue. Harry drops his phone in shock. He looks at Draco who's eyes are closed. Harry slowly let's his eyes close and kisses back.

Draco put his hands back on Harry hips and kept kissing him. He could feel Harry relaxing into his hold. Harry puts his arms around his neck and pulls away to breath. "Looks pretty gay to me." Draco whispers against his lips.

“Maybe I am,” Harry breaths against Draco lips. “Thanks for calming me down”

Draco presses their lips together again and pulls him closer. "Anytime." He mumbles.

“Can we go slow?” Harry kissed him again.

"As long as I can have more of this, you can have whatever you want.,"

“Sure,” Harry said putting his head on Draco shoulder. “I don't want to go to school now. I just want you and cuddle,”

"Come on." Draco says and pulls him down the hall quick. Harry follow Draco lead but then stoped when he remember his phone. "What?" Draco whispers, looking at him.

“My phone. I dropped it,” Harry said.

"Shit, stay here, ill gey it, if a teacher asks tell them your just getting some water because of a headache."

“Ok,” Harry said looking at him. Draco rushes back to get Harry's phone then goes back to him, noticing how many angry texts he's gotten from someone. “Here it is but someone is texting you,”

“Oh shit that is dad,” Harry said. Draco leads Harry outside and to his car as Harry calls Severus. He sits them in the back and kisses Harry's neck as Severus answers.

“Hey dad,” Harry said. Draco sucks on his neck, smirking as Severus lectures Harry about missing classes. “I know but I had to do the personal thing. It was not about classes?”

Draco moves to the other side of his neck as Severus' annoyed voice gets louder. Draco gently bites him. “I have all As and is three weeks ahead in all my classes. I wanted to ask someone about something we talked about and you were not much help,” Harry said getting mad. Draco pulls him into his lap and kisses him gently as Severus starts to talk again.

“Im sorry ok. I know you want more out of me but I want to be free something. This is one of thoughts times. Please don't me mad. I am trying to find myself ok dad,” Harry said rubbing his eyes.

"Okay Harry I'm sorry, but don't skip again, do you understand?"

“Yes but you do have the gps on me still?” Harry asked leaning on Draco. He wanted to be held tight.

"On your car and your phone will tell me if you press the button, why?" Severus asks.

“Tell him you just want to make sure. You just want a little freedom and not get in trouble,” Draco whispered in his ear. Harry relays the message then kisses Draco again, then leans against him, closing his eyes.

“Ok. Good bye dad I will see you at seven ok,” Harry said hanging up the phone. Draco lays down on the folded down back seat and lays Harry beside him. He holds him close and tight.

“What did you mean by your attacks little raven?” Draco asked giving Harry a nickname.

"Can we discuss this later?"

“Yes, sorry. Do you want to go somewhere?” Draco asked kissing his hair.

"No, just cuddle."

“I still have my apartment if you want to go there and cuddle?” Draco asked.

"Okay." Harry agrees.

Draco climbs in the front sent and started the car. He looked at Harry to see if he was going to move to the front too. Harry climbs into the front and looks at him. "Let's go." He says softly.

Draco droves the car half away cross the city to the college side. Harry looked at them and was shocked that Draco lived here. This was 30 minutes away from there school.

"How long do you still have this?" Harry asks.

“I do not know. I will have to ask my father. I might get one closer to school,” Draco said.

"Why not just stay with your parents, I know they want you too."

“I love my family but at the same time I am gay and my father dose not like that Harry. He loves me but he is mad at me too ok,” Draco said shutting off the car.

Harry goes to get out of the car, but squeaks as Draco picks him up. “Dray, I can walk,” Harry said blushing.

"Nope." Draco says and carries him inside. He lays him down on the couch and kisses him softly.

“You did not have to do that Dray,” Harry said kissing Draco back.

"I wanted to." Draco says, holding him close. Harry cuddle close to him. He did not wanted to amend that he liked being carried to the apartment. Draco closes his eyes, rubbing his side.

“I like your apartment so far Dray,” Harry said. “Can I lay on top of you though. I don't like being on bottom right now.

"Of course, Raven." He says softly, moving Harry on top of him. Harry cuddle closer to Draco neck. Draco ends up falling asleep, holding Harry tight. Harry also fall sleep feeling better.

(*-*)

Draco wakes up to Harry arguing with his boss on the phone.“I am not coming into work today. Its my day off,” Harry said.

"Raven?" Draco mumbles, tiredly.

“Why do you need me so badly. You just wt me so you can bully me right?” Harry yelled.

"Harry!" Draco says. Harry looked at Draco with tears in his eyes.  Draco takes the phone from him and hangs it up. He puts the phone down and hugs him.

“I hate my boss dray. I hate my job,” Harry said crying into Draco chest.

"Then quit." Draco says, holding him.

“But I don't want to use daddy money. Thats is daddy not mine,” Harry cried harder.

"He left it to you, didn't he?" Draco says. "And I can help you."

“Yes he left it to me when I was three,” Harry whispered.

"So it's your money." Draco says

“I guess. I don't want to use it though because I still think daddy is still with me,” Harry whispered, cuddling into Draco's neck.

Draco kisses his forehead and holds him. "Who is your boss?"

“Vernon Duddly. He is a ass. He likes me close to him so he can tell me what I am doing wrong,” Harry whispered.

"And where is this?"

“I work at a hardware store. I got the job when I needed my mind off other things. Its called Vernon drills,”Harry tried to look in Draco without crying.

"I want you to quit there." Draco says texting his father about ruining the business into debt
“How good are you at looking at money charts and helping a business,”

"I don't know, why!" Harry sniffles

“My father business is falling because he dose not have a person running the books anymore. Plus he as too much on his plate. I want you to help him please. My dad loves you and you no are good at math,” Draco said wh ips the tears away.

"O-okay." Harry says, kisses his lips softly. "I'll help when I can."

“You need to get out of that job Raven. I am worried about you. Your already stress enough anyways,” Draco said laying back down with Harry on top of him.

"Thank you." Harry says softly and kisses him lightly, then snuggles to him. He looks at him phone as it goes off. "Mom needs me to come home." He mumbles.

“What time is it?” Draco asked yawning.

"3" Harry says, texting his mom.

Harry: Is dad home?

Lily: No he took Jamie to the park to play

Harry: okay

"Take me home, then we can go get my car, then go to your parents house to work on English, okay?" Harry says.

“You want to take me to meet your mom don't you?” Draco asked, kissing Harry's nose.

Harry blushes and nods. "If you don't wan-" Harry says getting cut off as Draco kisses him.

“Im happy that you want me to meet your mom as your boyfriend if that what you want us to me,” Draco said kissing him again.

Harry wraps his arms around his neck and kisses back. "Let's go, we can continue this later." Harry whispers. “After you do your homework as a reward,” he added to make sure Draco understood.

“Fine, you drive a hard bargain,” Draco said getting up with Harry. Harry holds his hand give him the directions to the house after they get into the car. Draco drove them there and saw Harry house. Its was a nice house and he did not think he would like a smaller house then the one he grow up in.

Harry gets out and waits for Draco to get out of the car. Draco gets out and grabs Harry's hand. He let Harry lead him into Harry's house.

"Hey mom?" Harry calls as they enter the house.

“Im in the kitchen fixing snacks for the twins,” Lily yelled.

Harry leads draco to the kitchen. "Mom, I have someone I'd like you to meet." Harry says softly.

“Oh hi Draco. How are you?” Lily said looking at Draco while she was making a sandwich.

"I'm doing fine ma'am." Draco says.

"Mom, draco is-"

“Your holding hands and you told your dad that you had personal business. So im guessing Draco is your boyfriend and you don't want your dad knowing. I guess,” Lily said still making the sandwich.

"Yeah." Harry mumbles. "Y-"

"Harry!' Skylar squeals. "Are you feeling bette" she asks hugging his leg.

“Yes Sky. I feel so much better,” Harry said picking up Skylar.

"He looks like Leo, Harry." Skylar whispers.

“Thats Leo older brother. He is also my new friend like how Leo is yours,” Harry whispered into Skylar.

"Not talking about me, are you Raven?" Draco asks hugging him around the waist.

“Not me but Skylar is,” Harry said looking at him and then at Skylar.

Lily watch this and smile. She is happy that Harry is finally happy and he seems so relax. Harry puts Skylar down so she can eat, then puts his head on Draco's arm, being too short to put it on his shoulder. Lily watch her son the most relax as he been for a while. She was happy for her baby boy.

Harry checks the time, "we need to go, it's English day for our studying system."

“But cant we do it here. There no point going to my house which is half way across day on the rich side.

"Okay, but we'll have to get my car later." Harry says. "We'll be going to my room." Harry tells his mom.

“Thats fine but what I do I tell dad about this,” Lily said looking at the both of them.

“You can tell Sev Harry. I think he will understand ok,” Draco whispered into Harry ear.

"Whatever you want, mom." Harry says and takes Draco to his room. "Okay, so tomorrow is our chemistry test, I forgot about it."

“I am getting better at chemistry just the formulas still miss me up,” Draco said looking at the study shit.

"Okay, I'm going to write down a few examples and walk you through them, okay?"

“You always do that and it helps but I never remember the way to do it,” Draco said looking at Harry.

"Okay what helps you remember something?"

“Umm plays. I remember sports plays good,” Draco said with a smile.

"Okay, then lets figure out how to incorporate sports into this." Harry says thinking about sports.  “Can you tell me about sports?”

Draco starts to tell him all about sports, Harry listens to him intently, loving how passionately he is.

“Thats good. So how dose this part of the problem remember you of sports,” Harry asked doing the first part of the formal.Draco starts to write things on paper, slowly working on solving the formulas.

"Okay, I have a deal for you." Harry says, looking at him.

“What is this deal?” Draco asked looking at him.

"Okay, you pass the test tomorrow, I'll go to the game tomorrow night, and give you a treat afterwards." Harry says softly.

“Oh I will take that if you tell your dad that we are a couple,” Draco said kissing Harry.

"Okay, I will tonight, I have someone else to introduce you to." Harry says softly. "Come on."

Draco got up and follow Harry out of the room. They go outside. "Can I drive?" Harry asks.

“Sure but were are we going Raven,” Draco asked

Harry gets in the driver's seat and looks at him. "You'll see."

Draco nodded his head and got in the car. He handed Harry the key and watch Harry drive. Harry pulls into the Graveyard and gets out. Draco follows Harry kinda knows what is going to happen. He knew that Harry visit his father gave a lot.

Harry holds his hand and walks to his father's grave. “This is my daddy Dray. I know he is dead but I wanted you to meet him. I love him so much. He was my hero when he was still alive,” Harry said looking at Draco then at Daddy.

Draco puts his arms around him. "I know he was your hero, he was both of ours."

“What do you mean?” Harry asked looking at Draco.

"He saved me and my mom, my father told me about it."

“That was the family he saved. When I was ten my dad parenter told me that he saved a family the day he died and that he was a hero,” Harry said while crying. Draco holds him close and feels a little breeze wrap around them as if hugging them. “Daddy here I can feel him Dray?”

"I feel him too, raven." He smiles softly.

“He wants me to tell you something. But I think its too soon,” Harry said turning around facing Draco.

"What is it, Raven?" Draco asks. "You can tell me anything.

“I have Schizophrenia ."Harry says softly. Draco holds him tight.