I jumped into bed, why didn't Carisa ask me that? I wonder what this is how Francisco feels when I question him. I pressed my face into my pillow. I really hope Carisa doesn't tell anyone what she know about Jon and I. I wonder why Jon did touch me there, the thought chills down my back.

I snapped out of my dreamland. Stop it Imena you have no time for boys I scolded myself but I knew Jon was no boy, Jon was a man.

In the morning I heard Carisa's voice. "Imena! Wake up!" She yelled at me shaking me by my arm.

I got up tiredly. "Yes sister?" I said and drowsily blinked my eyes.

"I want to talk to you. "Carisa answered. I knew from the start Carisa wanted my answer to her question.

"I know what you want to know. "I said harshly.

My sister didn't flinch at my harshness. "So...your answer. "

I sighed, I wasn't getting out of this. "I didn't ask for Jon to do that but I don't really mind it..." I barley whispered the last 5 words.

"You can't marry a bastard, Kim. "My sister sighed.

I looked down at my feet. "Just Carisa don't tell anyone please..." I begged her.

"Fine, Kim. "She sighed again and left my room leaving my to hug my pillow tightly.

Of course after Carisa leaves there is a knock on my door. Before I could answer Jon barged into my room, I gasped at him just barge in as I hid myself underneath the blankets. "Jon!" Jon closed the door and put a finger to his lip to signal me to be quiet. I did as he asked and whispered. "What are you doing!"

Jon walked over to my bed as I scooted away to the other side of the bed. Jon sat down and reached his hand over to my face moving away a piece of lose hair.

"Jon?" I whispered.

"Yes Kim?" He answered quietly.

"Why are you here?" I asked as I felt my voice squeak.

Jon bit his lip and leaned in closer to me. I pushed him gently away. "Jon!" I almost yelled.

"Shhhh!" Jon put his finger to my lips.

"Jon you can't be in here!" I whispered again.

Jon sighed. "Sorry Kim I just I-"

My mother barged into the room gasping loudly as she looked at me then to Jon. "Kim!" She yelled. "Shhh!" I told my mom.

My mom shut the door and pushed Jon off my bed and she embraced me. "What did he do to you? Did he rape you?!?" She gave Jon a dirty look as she hushed me.

"No!" I looked at my mother shocked she would as that as Jon shook his head his eyes wide.

"So you let him!?" My mom now gave us both dirty looks.

"No mother why would you ask that, I'm pure!!"I felt hurt my mom would think lowly of me like that.

My mother stood and straightened her dress. "I'm going to pretend this never happened..." She turned to the door and left.

I pulled the blanked over my body more to protect my modesty. "Jon you should go.." Jon slowly nodded and left quietly and I sighed in relief.

~~~~Jon POV~~~~

I felt my heart swell up inside my chest as I leaned in to kiss Kim, maybe even go farther...
I had to do this to show Kim how I feel but I really don't know how I feel...
I felt Kim push me away it wasn't a shove but it was enough to hurt me, she didn't want my love? "Jon!" She yelled my name its a wonder everyone in the castle didn't hear.
"Shhh!" I told her and put my finger on her lip to keep her quiet.
"Jon you can't be in here!" Kim told me. This really hurt me to know that she doesn't share my feelings for her.

"I know Kim I just I-" I felt my heart sink as Lady BlueJay walked into the scene.

Last BlueJay shoved me away and embraced Imena and accused me of raping her. I wouldn't rape Kim!

Lady BlueJay then asked if we had..well you know and Kim had let me. I wouldn't have sex with Kim at least any time soon.

Her mom soon left us alone again. "Jon you should go..." Kim told me, this felt like claws tearing at my heart as I held back tears?

I just nodded and walked out shutting the door. Kim must've not noticed my pain as I ran down the hall to the garden.

~~~~Kim~~~~
I jumped up as soon as Jon left. I dressed myself in a neon green dress embedded with crystals. The dress came down to my knees and stopped at the top of my breasts.
"Malik!" I called for my handmaiden to do my hair. Malik had blonde hair and emerald green eyes. Malik was pretty and she came from Essos what a wonderful place.

Malik did my hair roughly though as she braided it as a halo around my head, I head into the dresser for relief but hey beauty hurts. I had my hair decorated with small lillys around in the braid.

After my hair I thanked Malik and exited my room. As I walked down the hallway servants were whispering about me but i didn't know what it was.

As I exited the castle I turned to the garden to admire their white roses that I head smelled beautiful. As I turned to the garden I was surprised to see the Starks and BlueJays in a circle but then I heard my mother screaming. I picked up my dress and ran as quickly as I could to the group.

Pushing my way in I saw what everyone was looking at. Francisco and Jon were fighting and they were fist fighting. I heard them saying.

"You pervert!" Francisco yelled at Jon throwing a punch that landed on Jon's face that defiantly broke his nose. I let out a shriek of terror. "You raped my sister!?!? And your violating her!?!?"

That's when I knew Carisa and my mom had told Francisco about Jon.

I ran in the middle of them both stopping Jon's punch to my brother. Francisco gasped and looked at me. "He did that to you?" Francisco asked me. I didn't answer I just looked at Jon.

Jon's nose was bleeding, his cheek was bruised and it seemed he had a small cut on his eye brow. I then looked at Francisco, he had a bloody temple, a bruise on his forehead and an eye swollen shut.

I looked at the scene around me. I didn't say anything but shake my head and run into the woods.

They all watched me run away tears streaming from my eyes as they blurred my vision.

I sat down on a rock and buried my head in my hands. "Jon...." I whispered as I cried

I heard a husky voice next to me. "Yes Kim?"

I looked up and saw Jon his cuts now cleaned as a bloody cloth dangled from his right hand.

I stood up to her and furiously began. "You-" but I was stopped.

Jon had his left hand in my head pushing it onto his lips as he kissed me his other hand crept down my back.

I was stunned like Jon has always done to me. I was debating on wether or not to kiss him back, but my lust took control and I kissed him back. I swung my hands around his neck and deepened the kiss. Jon lifted me up and pushed me against a nearby tree. Jon's kisses went down my neck and to my exposed collar bone. Then Jon's hands went down my body pulling at my dress. This frightened me....a lot.