I appeared back in my tent. I lay down on my bed and stared at the roof, thinking.

"What did you mean by you are too loyal to ask for what you want?" A voice asked, startling me out of my thoughts.

I looked over and saw Nico. I groaned and sat up.

"There is always people who are stopping me from doing it myself." I stared at the floor.

"What?"

"There is always people who I care about, people who's hearts would be broken if I did it."

"What?" Nico repeated.

"First it was my mom. Then it was Annabeth. Now it is you. Not to mention the fact I'm a god. . ."

"What?" Nico asked.

"Nico," I said, looking into his eyes, "for as long as I can remember, my only wish has been to die."

(A\N sorry it's so short.)