*Suhani Pov*

Today is the one month anniversary of our marriage. I still couldn't believe that already one month has passed.

Normal couples you know like who love each other may have wished each other at some day like this.

I didn't and I am sure he doesn't even know this.

I don't blame him because one month before he lost his Grand dad whom he love so much.

What I don't understand is he loves his parents, Grand dad and his sister. But why is he always saying that he don't believe in love.

That is huge puzzle to me. I want to ask him but I actually don't want to get insulted again by hearing that he doesn't love me and he will never do.

The ringing of my phone brought me back from my thoughts.

I lifted it without seeing the Id and said "Hello!"

"Su!" I heard Becks saying.

"Hey Becks! Is everything ok?" I asked her.

"It is. It's just that everything is ready Su." She replied in sad tone.

"What?" I asked her because I am having second thoughts on my plan.

"Yes! I just received them. But are you sure you want to go through this?" She asked.

"I don't know Becks. I really don't know." I said closing my eyes.

"Why don't you talk to him once again?" She asked.

"I want to do it. Trust me but this time I just think that I will not be able to bear his reply." I replied.

"If you don't try it then how can you know Su?"

"You are right Becks. I will ask him." I replied deciding.

"That's great Su." She said happily.

"But I need you Becks. Can you come here in two hours?" I asked her.

"I will Su. Don't worry!" she said and we both hanged up.

I looked at my already packed bags which I didn't unpack them even after these many days.

And he didn't even glance at them. I sighed and just prayed god to return Matt's senses if he lost them in the first place.

To be more ready I opened my laptop and booked the ticket which I may need if it didn't go as per my wish.

After two hours Matt came back from his company. I opened the door and smiled at him.

Then immediately Becks too reached and I hugged her immediately.

Matt went inside our Bedroom to get freshen up.

"Here take these." Backs said handing me the papers.

"I have to talk to him first." I said taking the papers.

"That's what I too want you to do." She said encouragingly.

I gulped and entered the bedroom. Just then Matt came out of the wash room.

"Hey! I want to talk to you." I said closing the door.

"Sure!" he said and sat down on the bed.

"I will ask you few questions. Will you reply them with complete honest?" I asked him.

"Ofcourse I will." He replied smiling.

"Do you love me?" I asked him.

"Not again Babe. I already told you I don't. And what is the need of it. We both are happy together right. Please don't ask me that question again." He replied.

What he doesn't understand while saying all this is that he is breaking me so much!

I controlled my tears with so much effort and asked the next question "Do you love your Parents, Granddad and your sister?"

"Ofcourse I do." He replied.

"Then why do you think that you will never love me in future?" I asked him confused.

"I may love them because we have blood relation. And you are my wife and we don't have that connection Babe. That's why I am saying it." he replied.

How did I even fell in love with such a dumb person?

"You mean these are the only people you will love forever until your last breath?"

"No! When we will have children I will love them for sure." He replied and smiled like he did a great job answering all these.

Why there is no vase near my reach so that I can throw that on his head?

I fisted my hands and asked him the last question and I just need him to give me the reply for it which will make me wait for him forever for sure.

"If your Grad dad didn't asked you to get married, then would we be married at present?" I asked him.

He didn't reply immediately. He just looked at me.

"No! Getting married was not in my plan at present. I wanted to wait for few more years. But then Grand dad asked his last wish. At that time I was with you and I am happy with you actually. That's why I proposed to you." He replied and looked a little guilty.

I hold the wall for my support. Why is my life so messed up every time?

I closed my eyes and gulped my sob. I can't do this anymore.

I took the pen from near table and opened the papers.

I signed them with heavy heart and turned towards him who is looking at me confused.

"I want to say thank you for replying honestly for every question. I am happy that you didn't lie to me." I said giving a small sad smile.

"But I wish you had lied you know. Even a little which is actually wrong." I said laughing without any humor.

"I can't go like this anymore Matt. I spend this life with my Aunty and Uncle and I am sure I don't want that with you. So I am leaving." I said and placed the papers on the table.

"What are those?" he asked me.

"Annulment papers! I have signed them. You too do it and apply in the court. I don't think this will affect you in any way. This marriage is not actually in plan of your life right. So I am giving you freedom." I said and placed my wedding ring on the papers.

"Before going I just want to say one thing. You are right there is blood relation between you and your parents and Sister and that's why you love them. But when you love someone without that blood relation, It is more special than those. I hope you will understand this in future." With saying that I left the room and went outside.

Becks immediately hugged and said "He is stupid Su."

I looked at her confused.

"I heard everything." She said.

I nodded and took the bags I already placed in the living room when I booked the ticket.

"Can you drop me Becks?" I asked her.

"You need not ask me that Su. Let's go." She said taking my bags.

When I stepped outside, I turned once again towards the house and actually felt like he would come out and stop me.

I shook my head and got inside the elevator.

She drove me to the airport and we both stayed silent through the whole drive.

When she dropped me there, she said "I know you will be having a new life from now on. But please talk to me every day."

"I will Becks but you should promise me that you will not talk to me about him at all." I said.

"I will not. I promise to you." She said.

"Thanks!" I said hugging her.

"I will go now. I will miss my flight." I said and left her.

"I already called Mel. She will be there to receive you." She said.

I nodded and got inside the flight.

I am going to Washington now and study my final year along with Mel.

May be this is what I need now...........

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