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"yoongs? are you alright? hoseok left your room with tears and I got worried that something might have happened," namjoon said.

"did hoseok leave the hospital?"

"yeah, he seemed like he was in a hurry."

"you have his facebook, right? were you the one to tell him?"

"tell him about what?"

"about hobi."

namjoon stayed silent before answering, "yeah, that was me. he really wanted to know though. you just cut things with him so of course he was worried. i only deliver."

"you don't deliver private information. joon, i want to ask a question."

"and what would that be?"

"do you really love me?"

namjoon went over to yoongi and rubbed his palm on the other's forehead. he smiled just a hit while he answered, "i've known you since birth. of course i love you."

"then why are you doing this to me?" yoongi looked up to the much taller.

"doing what?"

"hurting me," yoongi's eyes almost seemed so dull. no color was displayed, just the color gray. namjoon frowned at the sudden change of words.

"w-what do you mean?"

"i get your intentions. they're all good but the results are the opposite. the thing i've become is not something i ever imagined. i just made my hobi run away from me," yoongi breathed out to control his emotions.

"i made hoseok run away from me. my one and only hobi, the one i've been waiting for so long, has just been pushed away just because i can't figure my stuff out," yoongi looked at the palms of his hands with sorrow.

"please tell him that i'm sorry," yoongi requested.

"o-on facebook?" namjoon asked. he didn't really want to tell him at the moment. he was in a hospital to visit his best friend, the last thing he wanted to do was to get distracted by his phone.

"yeah, tell him that i love him back," yoongi smiled to himself at the thought of a happy hoseok. "that i regret pushing him away."

"are you sure?"

"y-yeah, i think i really found him," yoongi closed his eyes. "i really did find hobi."

namjoon didn't say anything. he knew that if he said something else, he would start an argument.

"i don't want us to fight anymore," yoongi slowly opened his eyes half way while forming a small smile. "i'm tired of all the noise."

namjoon looked down before saying, "it's alright, yoongs.  we try our hardest to stay together. i'll think before saying, okay?"

yoongi smiled, "thank you."

"a-alright, then i guess i'll tell hoseok that you want to apologize? or to come here again?"

"i want to rest now but you can tell him that he can come tomorrow, thanks again for doing this."

"no problem, okay, i'll be on my way then, goodbye—or more like b-badbye," namjoon laughed at his silly joke. yoongi giggled with him to not make him embarrassed. namjoon then waved goodbye to the boy on the bed. once the door closed, yoongi released a big gulp of air.

yoongi thought he was going to left alone until a nurse came in and started checking up on him. it wasn't until ten minutes later when he finally had his peace.

it was going to be hard for yoongi to come front to hoseok after his words but he had to do it. he didn't want to live the rest of his life alone with hobi bugging him. he'd rather get to level 2, the moment he was waiting for, finally meeting hobi.

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