Part 132
Nurse : Could please wait outside let us to do work?! He's on the way!

They start to wipe blood on Veesha.
Ajay looking at Veesha who lying on the bed unconsiously. He become more depressed. He look down , close his eyes and start to pray.

He have no choice. He do trust and have faith in God but he never ask something big before. For the first time , Ajay pray to the God with emotional for Veesha to be alive.

*Doctor!

One of the nurse call the doctor when the Doctor just rush into the ward. Ajay open his eyes and look at the Doctor. The second when doctor step in to the ward room. It's over. Veesha heartbeat rate which can be seen in the monitor was become single line. That's mean her heart is not working anymore. Ajay wide his eyes with deadly shocked. The sound that the machine make for single line kills Ajay.

Ajay : No! No! No! This shouldn't be happened.. He tell himself. The doctor quickly take cardiac defibrillator machine and the nurse remove Veesha's scarft and accidently her hand fall on the bed with no strenght. It's mean nothing. She's no more.

Ajay : Noooo!!! He shouted.

Ajay : Veesha!!! He shouted like a crazy guy. He can't take it that she's gone.

Doctor : Take him away!(to Nurse)

Ajay wants to get closer to her but the nurses all there drag him away from her and push him out of the ward. They lock the door and never let Ajay inside. Doctor took the cardiac defibrillator machine and place it on Veesha's chest.
Doctor : 1..2..3..(counting)

Ajay point of view.

I was pushed out by the nurses. I can't take it what just happened. She's gone. Veesha is gone. I went back to the ward door and tap it. I behave like abnormal person.
Ajay : Open the door!

I shouted while tears were fall from my eyes.

Ajay : I want to see her!! Open the door..

I scream again but no , they never open the door for me. I grab the attention of all the people in the hospital. Some people in the hospital pull me and try to calm down me. They make me to sit on the seat.

Old man : Young man..Just Calm down..

This old man try to convince me. I don't want to listen to anyone. I'm not in a situation to listen to anyone. I just shouted at them because I want to see her for last time.

Ajay : Leave me!

Old Man : Listen to me!! She will be alright!

Ajay : She's dead!

I shouted with tears at the old man.

Ajay : Let me go!!

Old Man : I loss my 6 years grand daughter..I'm not shouting like you!

I went speechless and look at the old man , he is in worst situation than me. But I still couldn't take it and digestion what happen to me. I start cried silently like a little boy. They let go me. The old man rub my arm and my back.

Old man : It's okay,son..Take care.. The old man leave after I calm down. I just feel my body weak. My whole world shutter into pieces. I built a thought as a beautiful sand castle that I will spend my whole life with Veesha. But it's just destroy in a second like a waves destroy the sand castle. I was broken. I never thought I lossed her.

I look at my hands which with Veesha's blood. All of her words and her smile come in my mind. I can't even imagine a life without her. My tears fall from my eyes like waterfall. I feel like everything stop. My world become dark. I don't know how I going to be after this.

I start to cried like a school boy again. So many questions appear in his mind. What I gonna tell to Veesha's family? Sure they will think it's happen because of me. Maybe because of me , she died. I become one of the reason to Veesha's death.
I shouldn't come here. I killed her. Those feelings and thinking make me to killed myself. I feels like I'm a criminal now. How she can leave me this early.

I didn't even start my life with her. She cheated me and gone.
How the god  have heart to separate her from me. This is totally ****ing killing me. I'm not a good person but I know I never do any sin to have this punishment. I lose my love and my everything. Nurse get out from the ward and walk to Ajay.

Nurse : Sir..(to Ajay)

He remain silent and drowed into sadness in his own thinking. Nurse touch Ajay's shoulder but her voice or any other sound nothing go inside Ajay's ear.

Nurse : Sir..

She shook his shoulder. Ajay come back to reality. He quickly get up angrily. He give a deadly killing look to the nurse like he going slap her.

Ajay : Because of all you..She died!! I'm not gonna let you all that easy!! What kind of hospital is this?!

Doctor come out while frowning from the ward. He really pissed off with Ajay. Ajay shouted at the nurse angrily.

Ajay : WHAT KIND OF MANAGEMENT-

Doctor : Yo!!! Un pondati uyir'rodethan iruka!!!

Ajay stop throwing words at them and frown at the doctor. He look at the doctor like one second blur.

Ajay : What?(low tone)

Doctor grit his teeth while sighed.

Doctor : YOUR WIFE IS ALIVE , NOT DIED!! Stop shouting at us..Let us to give her treatment!!! SHE'S IN CRITICAL CONDITION! !If not she will die!! UNDERSTAND?!

Doctor : En uyir're vangeranegge!!!(mumbling)

Doctor went inside the ward and close the door ward.

Ajay : Wh-..But she-..

He struggle to talk.

Ajay : She's alive?

He asked the nurse while hold the nurse arms and shook her.

Nurse : Yes..Your wife is still alive..

Tears flow from his eyes with Happiness. His happiness was cannot describe. His world become bright than before. He let the nurse and want go inside the ward to see Veesha.

Nurse : Sir! Sir! Please wait..

The nurse stop Ajay.

Nurse : Yes! Your wife or Veesha is alive but you can't see her now because we have to give her treatment so that she will be alright..Doctor asked me to inform you..Okay?

The nurse explained to Ajay slowly and steady like how someone will explain to a kid so that he will understand the situation.

Nurse : She's so weak and unconsious..You can't see her now.. I'm really sorry about that..

He make his face more worried.
The nurse sighed because at last he listen to her.

Nurse : Don't worry , Sir.. We doing our best to give her treatment so she cure soon..Please be patience and calm down..Will inform you if anything.. He nodded slowly.

Nurse : Pleeeeaaase take your seat..

She begged him to sit. He sighed and sit. She smiled and went inside. Then , she come back again. Ajay was waiting at the ward. He wait and wait. Time passed by. He leaned his head on the wall and close his eyes. The nurse going out and inside the ward. He still cannot sit there and wait. He wants to know how's Veesha now.
He quite stubborn on this. He try to ask Veesha's condition to them but the doctor and nurse refuse to tell him.

*Next day

It's already early morning. When the doctor came out from the ward. Ajay get up.

Doctor : Come to my office.. They walk to office and sit.

Ajay : How's Veesha now? Is she-

Doctor show his palm to Ajay to stop Ajay's rapid fire questions.

Doctor : Relax..Your Veesha is fine..but..

He sighed.

Doctor : Veesha..

Her arm and leg fracture..And she got hurt on head too..So ,..

Ajay : That's mean..She's not..She's not fine..Leg fracture is not fine..

Doctor : Let me talk first..

Ajay : Do whatever treatment and check up you need to do..I'll pay all the bill..Money is not the problem..I can settle everything..Make sure she's cure.. Doctor frown at Ajay and think.🤔

Doctor : Avolo pannam vecherekano?Paatha pala naal sapedhathe maari irukan..🤔(mumbling)

Ajay : Kandha padhi yosikirathe vittuthe..Treatment pandre vali'ye paaregge.. Doctor was shocked.

Doctor : Ohh..Tamil'la??😃😅

Ajay : Ipo athe'ke time ille..(serious)

Doctor stop smiling.😒

Doctor : Cheri..Let me do my job..Veesha ipo rombe serious'sa irukagge..Solle pona..Sethu polleche vantherekagge..Avegge heart beat nidureche..but I use cardiac defibrillator machine..For third time..Her heart work again..I don't know her mentally but she's so weak physically now..Maybe 24hours aprom nee aveggele paakelam.. Ajay look down and start to think.😔