November 2013

'' Why the hell didn't you tell me that you were going to quit?'' I stopped Dave as we arrived backstage, he turned to face me.

He had just quit live in the ring while I was completely blindsided.

'' Answer me Dave!''

He just stared blankly at me and ran his hand over his face and then placed them on his waist.

'' Mia, can we just go into our locker'' He reached for my arm and I pulled away.

'' Our locker? You mean my locker since you went and quit on me! Whats wrong? you don't want everyone to hear that you are a fucking asshole who only thinks about himself? Well they already knew that but I thought you were different! But when it suits you, you just pack your fucking bags and go hey?'' I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes.

'' You know what? I don't even see the fucking point in me wasting my breath if you are just going stand there looking like that!''

I went to my locker and locked the door, I washed my face and put on my make up and my short black dress. I was going to have fun, the guy I had fallen for was a complete jerk and obviously stupid Mia didn't know.

'' Hey, do you know where John is?'' I asked one of the crew members as I needed to find him, he was the only one I could talk to because as far as everyone else was concerned Dave and I were not together.

'' He's on his bus''

'' Thanks''

'' Hey! Someone looks hot! Where's Dave?''

John was wearing a jeans and sweater as we were supposed to go clubbing with Dean and Renee as well as Roman and Jenna.

'' Don't mention his name, we broke up!''

He walked over to me and pulled me into a hug.

'' What happened?'' He asked as he let me go.

'' He never told me he was going to quit that he was going to just leave without discussing anything with me. So much for being in fucking love with me'' I sat down.

''That's a dick move, there has to be an explanation. He wouldn't just do it''

'' I don't care, I'm done...'' The door opened, Dean and Renee and Roman and Jenna walked in.

Roman raised an eyebrow at me as he noticed something was wrong. I just stood up, smiled and hugged the others.

The bus began to move and we were heading for the club.

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'' So Mia did you know that Dave was going to quit?'' Jenna asked .

'' Yeah, he needed a change from the horrible life at WWE where he had no one important'' I smiled and took my fifth shot for the night.

'' Hey lets go get on the dance floor '' John pulled my arm and the rest followed.

Dancing was just what I needed to get lost in the music. I was dancing with John, he was being such a good friend trying to get my mind off everthing.

I made my way to the bar, I was out of breath because of all the dancing.

'' Can I have a vodka please?''

'' A glass of water for her please''

I shot a glare at Roman who was preventing me from further binging on alcohol but he simply ignored.

Roman sat down next to me, '' Whats wrong?''

'' Wrong? Nothing's wrong, Tarzan! '' I stood up and stood between his legs.

'' Yeah that's why you're going all Brie Mode in this club. Speak to me'' he placed his arms on my waist.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and moved closer towards him so that our lips almost touched.

''Nothing is going on with me, I'm perfectly fine'' I whispered so that my lips grazed over his.

I pulled away as I saw Jenna talking with the others as they approached us. I sat back on my stool as Roman cleared his throat, he was being weird, we normally acted this way with eachother. It was just sort of friendly fun we had as part of our friendship, nothing ever came of it. But he seem really flustered or maybe this was the first time I noticed.

'' We should get going'' Jenna smiled as she hugged me and then greeted the others.

Roman pulled me into an embrace, '' I know that you are not okay, I'll stay if you want me to'' he whispered in my ear.

I pulled back and looked up at him, '' you need to go with your fiance''

I smiled and Dean and Renee left soon after.

'' I think its time we headed home'' John grabbed my hand and led me to the bus.

'' Ayey Captain!'' he laughed as we headed to the bus.

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'' Home at last!'' We stumbled into John's kitchen.

'' I cant wait to get to bed'' I smiled and leaned back against the counter, he came and stood in front of me.

'' You okay?''

'' I'm so fucking wasted so I don't think I'm okay, but thank you''

'' For what?'' He raised his eyebrow and placed his hands on either side of me.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, '' For being such a good friend over the years, you're always there, my knight on a white horse'' he smirked and leaned closer.

'' Knight ? More like soldier rolling in on a tan...''

I leaned up and kissed him and regretted it immediately after I did it and pulled back.

'' Shit, John I...'' he kissed me and it felt so good.

Maybe it was the alcohol but I wanted him so bad. I pulled him closer to me and I felt him lift me onto the counter.

He pushed his pelvis against me and I could feel his bulge. I could feel him smiling against my lips as I felt his hands go underneath my dress and him push into me hard.

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'' Mia, please get the door''

I heard John groaning and remembered what happened.

'' Fuck!''

'' Yeah we did a lot of that last night '' I heard his sleepy voice and saw him peeking at me from underneath the pillow.

'' Oh I remember John'' I smiled and rolled my eyes.
'' I need clothes!''

'' What's wrong with what you are wearing?''

I raised my eyebrow at him as I was in my birthday suit.

'' Take one of my shirts, its probably just the delivery guy or something''

'' Fine! I don't know how you are so tired when you had so much energy just a few hours ago'' he chuckled and I got up and put on one of his merchandise sweaters. Thankfully it hung just above my knees because I did not know the location of my underwear.

I glanced in the mirror before I headed down the steps and my hair was loose with bushy curls but I didn't care.

I opened the door and found Roman standing there, in a sweatpants and a vest.

''Hi Tarzan! '' I smiled brightly at him as his face looked like he was upset about something.

I wondered how he knew I would be at John's but then again he knew John wouldn't let me go to a hotel especially when we were in his home town

'' Whats up Roman?'' I walked a bit and then leaned against the door frame.

'' I just came to check if you were okay, cause you didn't seem like yourself last night''

'' Well I wasn't but I'm fine I'll be good soon, you heading to the gym?''

'' Nah I was jogging...''

'' Has the delivery guy kidnapped you?'' I heard John's voice and turned around to see John walking over to the door in his boxers.

'' Oh hey man!''

'' Hey, I should get going...'' Roman looked back and forth between John and I, then he turned and began walking.

I walked after him forgetting that all I had on was John's sweater.

'' Roman whats wrong?''

'' Nothing, I guess last night at the club wore me out'' he smiled, I hugged him.

'' I'll see you later at work?''

'' Yeah'' he walked away and then began jogging.

I walked up to the house, '' You know if he wasn't engaged I'd think that he liked you''

'' Roman? Nah. Now we shall never speak of last night again''

'' Wasn't it good?'' he smiled and followed me up the stairs.

'' I don't need to answer that, but us? Together? ''

We shook our head at the same time while laughing.