I had enjoyed last week so much, well minus the concussion . Just spending time with my friends was the best, I loved them so much.

I knew they wouldn't let anyone know about Roman and I, we wanted to keep things quiet for awhile. There had been loads of pictures of us at the club, but luckily no stories indicating anything about me and Roman.

We were currently sitting in our locker watching John's match.

'' I still haven't heard the story behind the foursome yet'' he pulled me onto his lap with my legs on each side of him.

I massaged his shoulders and stared into his grey eyes, '' Well you remember the night Joe hosted with Arnold Schwarzenegger?''

He nodded.

'' Well we had broken up because of the distance by then already but John begged me to go on a double date cause they had a bromance. So we headed for dinner and then to a club. Then when we got on John's tour bus. It kinda just happened.''

I shrugged not wanting to get into much detail about my ex with him as I knew even if he didn't show it, it would be bothering him.

'' Well I'd never let that happen. I want you all to myself'' he pulled me into him and kissed me, and leaned back.

I needed to taste those lips, I kissed him again and he returned my urgency and then laid me down on my back while his hand travelled down my body, unbuttoning my shorts.

He moaned into my lips and kissed me harder as he pushed his body down against me.

''What the hell!'' We looked towards the door, it was Paul.

Roman got up but before he could even think of saying or doing anything, Paul punched him.

I buttoned up my shorts as I jumped up, '' Paul stop please!''

He was on top of Roman punching him and then Roman got a shot in and it was a brawl, neither of them were listening to me.

The guys must've heard my screaming cause John and Dean came rushing in to tear the two apart. Dean got a punch to the eye instead and then the other officials came in, as well as my sister and the rest of the superstars were standing outside.

The officials had gotten them apart and they were both bleeding.

'' You son of a bitch! I will fucking destroy you'' Paul tried fighting his way through the officials.

Roman was laughing, '' Come on, I've been wanting to do this for a long time man'' Paul got loose and jumped onto Roman and the brawl was back on.

'' Paul, what the hell is wrong with you?'' Stephanie was so pissed, but Paul ignored her.

This needed to stop, '' ROMAN!!! please stop!'' I tried to stop the fight which was a bad idea. I got a fist to the face from Roman and I fell back onto the ground.

They hadn't even noticed, Dean and John helped me onto the couch and The Usos and Kane finally got them apart.

'' Can you guys fucken stop now!'' I stood up, I could feel my cheek throbbing, it had to be bruised. They were both shocked when they looked at me but I moved past them and the crowd which had formed.

I headed to the trainer's room so that my face could get checked out, Randy was there with a ice pack on his ankle.

'' Hey Mi... what the hell happened to your face?'' he stood up and came over to me. The tears rolled down my face and he pulled me into a hug.

He led me to the bed ,lift me onto it and then stood between my legs, placing a bag of ice on my cheek.

'' Ouch!'' I groaned out.

''Shit its really bruised Mi... what happened?'' He was looking into my eyes, I could see the concern on his face. I looked down at his hand now resting on my knee.

'' Roman and Paul got into a major fight and I sort of got in the middle of it...'' I looked up at him and he seemed to be zoning out.

''Why would they be fighting? ''

I looked down again, '' I have no idea Randy...''

He tilted my chin up. '' MIA! You do know that I have known you a pretty long time, so I can tell when you're lying to me , is Roman going to be suspended because of this shit?''

''No, Paul threw the first punch, because he caught Roman and I kissing ...'' I saw the hurt in his eyes, but I wasn't sure why it was there. He had a girlfriend, when I practically threw myself at him last year he made it clear.

He ran his free hand back and forth on the back of his neck. I knew him well enough to know that he was trying to cool down.

'' Oh'' He was just focusing on my cheek now, I felt so confused.

'' Hey babe, you okay?'' Nikki asked and I turned to see all of them heading into the room.

'' She's okay its just bruised that's all'' Randy smiled back at them, placing the ice beside me and then left without saying anything to me.

Nikki gave me a look to know what was going on. I shrugged, I didn't even know.

'' Is it your goal to get hurt every Monday night?'' Miz joked while pulling me into a side hug. I just smiled, I was in too much pain.

'' Why were they fighting though? '' Jey asked while leaning on his brother. I looked over at the four people who had a suspicion of the reason.

'' I have no idea, when I got there the brawl was already going..'' I hated lying to them but I had to.

'' Okay guys the show must go on, so lets leave Mia so she can recover a bit''

Everyone came to hug me and then left while John closed the door behind them.

'' Where's Roman and Paul?''

They were both pretty banged up when I stormed out.

'' Your sister took Paul into their office to get cleaned up and probably to question him. Roman got sent to the hotel for the night, since his segment is over he doesn't really need to be here'' Brie explained as she sat next to me.

'' How bad are they hurt?''

'' I know you like a book, I knew you would want to know so I headed over to Michael to ask since he checked Roman out before he left and he had just left Paul's office... Both their faces were pretty messed up. I mean you saw the blood and besides that Paul's left shoulder is messed up and so is Romans ribs , oh and Romans fist is busted open''

'' With the way he was throwing those punches I wouldn't be surprised, so what happened Mi?'' Daniel raised his eyebrow.

All four of them were now staring at me.

'' After we had changed and whatever, we were watching your match and well one thing led to another and then Paul walked in on us and punched Roman and they just wouldn't stop''

All of them hugged me knowing that this was the last thing we ever wanted to happen.

'' I screwed up guys. Paul is probably fucking pissed at me well definitely pissed at me and now I have to deal with Roman when I get back. ''

'' Roman was a mess babe, Brie and I got him before he left and he was so fucking emotional. He realized he had hit you because he didn't back off, I have never seen him like that. Look I know that you are probably really pissed at him but you need to speak to him''

I've never seen Roman cry before, there had been so many times when I could tell he was about to but then he would leave or he would pitch up and I could see he had been crying.

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'' If you don't feel up to it, we can always get another hotel room and Brie and I can stay with you?'' Nikki hugged me we were standing in the hallway.

'' No, its fine babe. I have to deal with this tonight, tomorrow its brunch with the family then I have to try and talk to Paul'' I smiled.

'' Okay well goodnight!" John kissed me on my uninjured cheek and hugged me while the rest did the same .

'' Be strong babe! '' Nikki said while heading into their room.

I put my bag on the chair, the room was empty. I put ointment on my cheek and took some tablets for the pain. I decided to try and call Roman.

It rang five times before he picked up.

'' Yeah?'' his voice sounded strange.

Shit! He had been crying, '' Roman, where are you?''

I put the phone on speaker, while changing into my pyjama shorts and top.

''Mia? I didn't check my caller ID...''

'' Where are you Roman?''

He cleared his throat, '' I booked into a different hotel room, I figured you probably didn't want to see me after what I did''

I didn't feel like talking things out over the phone, '' Its fine Roman''

I put the phone down before he could respond.

I got out of the elevator and bumped into Roman, he had a black eye and a busted lip.

'' What are you doing here? I was just heading down to see you... shit your cheek!'' He traced his fingers over my cheek carefully not to hurt it.

I looked down and noticed his right fist had been bandaged up. I could see the guilt on his face and his eyes were bloodshot, he had definitely been crying.

'' I'm sorry I hung up. I went to the front desk to ask which room you were in. I didn't feel like having a discussion over the phone Roman.'' I took his hand from my cheek and moved back.

'' Lets go then''

He walked over to his room and opened the door, guiding me in, and then he closed the door and went to sit on the bed.

'' Mia, you have every fucking reason to be pissed at me. I shouldn't have lost it like that. Its like all my rage, all the times that you had come to me crying because of him and all the fights we had because of him just came out then and I couldn't stop. I was so fucking happy that he hit me first cause then I could beat the shit out of him without repercussions. But when I saw your face...''

He wavered his hand in my direction, I leaned against the wall.

'' I couldn't believe that I hadn't even realized I hit you. I heard you screaming but I just needed to get all that shit out on that Son of a bitch. When you stormed out all I wanted to do was run after you but Stephanie threw a fit saying I had to leave since I had finished my segment. I'm so sorry, I thought you needed time that's why I booked this room, I didn't want to upset you by being there when you got in''

I moved onto the other side of the bed and laid down staring up into the ceiling. I could feel the bed shift as he turned to look at me.

'' I am pissed, so fucking pissed but not at the fact that you hit me, although it hurts like hell, its just the fact that you didn't stop. I had never seen that side of you before and seeing Randy's eye last week...I hadn't seen what had happened but from what I heard you went berserk. The fact that when I was shouting for you to stop and you didn't. Made me feel like crap, I get why Paul didn't stop, he had just walked in on us about to fuck so I get his reaction. But I expected you to stop Roman..''I turned to lay on my side.

'' I feel like I have changed you and not for the better at all, you keep getting into these fights because of me and you just said the reason you didn't stop was because of me and us...''

My tears were falling now as they always did.

Roman stood up and lied down on his stomach next to me and wiped my tears away.

'' Baby, if the thought of ending us is crossing your mind, don't even think of giving it a second thought. I wont let you. I am sorry for the shit I did but that's all on me, not on you.. I am my own man Mia, I hate seeing you this way ''

'' I don't want you fighting over me, this is your second fight in two weeks, if my dad hears about this he might suspend you and you are at the peak of your career, Roman. I love you, but I don't want to get in the way of that.''

He put his arm around my waist and pulled me in closer. '' If I had to choose between you and my career, I'd pick you ...''

Tears were now falling down his face for the first time as I knew he tried his best to hide the extreme vulnerability when I was always a mess.

I didn't want him to be like this.

'' I can go do anything Mia its fine. I'll start at the bottom, I'll go to TNA or whatever.. you mean much more to me than everything I have now. My daughter loves you and Jenna is fine with us being together. We've come too far to throw it all away now, I am in love with you and even though it hurts having to share you with Paul knowing that you love him more than you love me... " He shook his head but continued.

"You mentioned the fact that I love Jenna, but thing is I don't love her the way that I love you. I am so in love with you that I do stupid things but that's only because I want to protect you. ''

I leaned up and kissed him gently while wiping his tears away and then pulled back.

'' Roman , I will always love Paul. I'll never be able to stop but all I know now is that my feelings for you are a lot stronger than my feelings for him, just know that? And even though you are willing to throw your career away for me Roman, I don't want that. Especially since you are my partner and if you go I go, so no more fights okay? I can fight my own battles... I survived a punch from you didn't I?''

I teased, I saw the guilt on his face.

'' Sorry too soon?''

He nodded and pulled me on top of him and winced a little as his ribs were probably still aching but kissed me.

'' I'll try not to fight, I cant promise anything though. I am Tarzan after all and if someone goes after my Jane I need to defend her you know?''

I giggled.

'' I know Rome.'' I leaned onto my arms which were resting on his chest.

'' Tarzan and Jane are such basket cases tonight hey'' I joked.

'' Unfortunately yes, Look I'm going to head up to your room and grab your stuff and I expect you to be sound sleep when I get back okay?''

He rolled on top of me and kissed me.

'' Okay!'' He got up and left while I knew there was no way I could ever leave him.