I bit my eyes as i was holding my tears at any cost, I wasn't ready to tell him, well surely I will tell him the worst as it called a "lie"

"Yes, I don't really love you." I shouted and faced him, but in reality I was shaking and scared. Then after he heard that, he suddenly left while the door is still open. That moment my tears finally gave up as it continuously to fall down on my cheeks.

It was hard for me, he doesn't even know what's going on. I know he is suffering too the same as I am, we all suffering.

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Time has passed - 3days earlier...

I heard Jimin and taehyung looking for jungkook but there is no sight of him, then they came over me and asked me.

"Have you seen jungkook?" Taehyung asked and I faced the floor, "no.." I whispered. "Well its been last night since I didn't saw him." Jimin spoke up and scratched his head. "Btw Jane, sorry for hearing the news abou-" I cut taehyung's words as I don't want to heard that anymore.

"It's- I know it's fine." I said and gulped but we all know it's not fine. "Okayyy.. just take care I hope maybe your body can still function it!" Taehyung cheered me and patted my back then they left after they waved at me.

Then I entered my room with my fave down on the floor, i sat on the bed and my phone suddenly vibrates and saw a text from yoongi, I grabbed the phone and checked it.

"It's all set, just waiting for your debut stage on 2days!" He said and I smiled through the phone, maybe this is only that can make me happy. I still have 4days.

Then after that, I layed on my bed and looked above me, then my head suddenly hurts well every hour my head is feeling like this and it hurts like hell. Well there is no joke about this I think my journey will end soon. All I can do nowadays is think,wait and rest.

I missed the good old days of me, when I used to go school and walk with him, the day my smile wasn't a joke, The day when it's my brightest day. I wish I can turn back the time.

A tear left in my eyes again, I'm always crying like shit, well this tears can't do anything yet why I am still crying. The pain inside my head remains, "why kind people need to be hurt?" I asked my self.

Then I Julie suddenly pops up in my mind thinking how is she, is she doing good without me?

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Time has passed- 2days earlier

Julie's POV

I'm at the airport in the exact I'm about to ride the plane, but then my heart felt ache and suddenly Jane pops out on my mind. I just smiled and continued walking through the big entrance of the plane.

"I know your strong jane.." I said to my self and already sat on my place. "If destination is with you, I think you'll live.. don't lose hope unless we'll see."  I smiled through the words that pops out on my mind.

But it's still hurt for me to lose a bestfriend like her, I still remember how I met her on the school it was so lit, the day she saved me from those bullies. But I need to stay calm and hide all this pain so I can focus on my dream too.

But I'm still happy that jane achieve her dream in a short time.

END OF Julie's POV