As soon as i covered his face, i released the build up tears from before.

I sob again, not really knowing why i am.

Sure, i killed my lover. That's something to probably cry over. But i just don't know what to do at a time like this.

Should i just leave him here to rot? Try and hide the body? I never done a thing like this before...

Killing my lover wad never really something on my bucket list. So for now i guess I'll just leave him here and hope no one flips the cover.

I exit his dorm, wiping tears away. It's now morning time, but the sun is still coming up so everyone is still basically sleeping. I walk along the hallway, memories of me walking this clouds my head.

I swear i didn't mean to do it..

He was my one and only, not my next victim to abolish and sweep his life away with a knife.

I try and keep my eyes focused on walking, trying to turn the flooding memories away.

I reach my dorm, and immediately walk in closing the door frantically.

My breath quickens, my heart pounding.

You fool, i can't believe you actually did it. You killed him. I always knew you could never keep me back forever.

Your weak.

"I-im not weak.." I stutter out, not really talking to anyone. Just the voice in my head.

Ah, but you are. You let me take over your feeble mind, and you did my bidding.

"No.. "

Yes.

"N-no..." I say again, my eyes yet again filling with tears.

Weak.

I slide down the wall, hands gripping my hair tightly.

"Im not weak."

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I did this all in math class rn so ye.

Im bored don't juDgE mE-

-hiL