I remember that night i just might, remember that night for the rest of my days.

It was late at night and i did something that was unfathomable.

It still plagues my thoughts, i never forget. I want to forget..

My throat is tight, i can't seem to breathe. I feel so light headed.

Just the thought that somebody could of saw me..

I never meant to do it.. If only i could of stopped myself from the start.

I flutter my eyes open, and find myself stiff. A groan erupts from my sore throat, i find myself on the floor covered in drool.

"What the fuck.."

My head Can't process why im here, but then it hits me like a wave.

"Shiiiiiiiit." I groan and lift myself from off the floor. All i recall is running away from Alec, then passing out. Fuck he must hate me for ditching him. Why did i even think running away was a good idea?

I felt a cool breeze, making me shiver slightly. I then look around and see i left the door opened. (I chiMe iN wiTh a haVNet yOu peoPle evEr heArd oF, clOsiNg tHe gOd dAmn dOOr-) Why is the door open?

Rising to my feet, my head feels dizzy, but i try to ignore it while shutting the door closed. But before i could, i see someone walking the halls towards my direction.

I see them visibly stop, and then run toward me. I try to make out who it was, and the closer they got the more recognizable they were.

It's Alec?

He skids to a stop, and is wheezing for air. 

"Um... Hi." I awkwardly say, still holding the door.

He takes a moment to catch his breath, and then finally says;

"Why'd.. you.. run away?"

"...."

"I wasn't feeling good. Sorry.."

Wow. Such an excuse. He's totally gonna buy that.

"Oh.. I was just concerned. You just left so soon, are you feeling ok?"

"Kinda.. Sorry."

"It's fine."

Not really.

"You want me to leave?-"

"No- i mean we can hang out, make up for yesterday or something.." I reassure, not knowing why.

"Oh yeah- that's cool, maybe a movie? Or we could play minecraft! I have it on my play station!" Alec says, suddenly very excited about the idea, pushing away the awkward moment before. It was actually kinda funny how he got so happy.

Made me happy.

"Yeah. That'd be cool."

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I need to update more. Lol