*lucy's pov*

 i nodded i went to the bed room door and opened it. i was about to go out when i was pushed to the bed. i looked and saw natsu he had this red blood shot eyes. he was angry. but he also just feed so why. i questioned myself "why! why would i be mad!!" i nodded slowly then he said "well one your going to leave me and two your most likely going to die if you go and i can't have that!" i looked down trying not to look into his eyes they were scaring me instead of the calm red that he has when he was hungry they were bloody like blood-lust. "look at me when i am talking to you!" i froze. bad memories came into my head when he said that. i cried and pushed him off of me and moved to the far side of the bed. his eyes turned back to normal 'i guess he saw the memories'. i curled up in a ball with my knees in my chest. i still had tears going down my cheeks. i felt the bed move down near me. i did not look up knowing already who it was. i felt him touch my arm . i flinched a little but then relaxed he grabbed me gently but me in the middle of his criss-cross position and he rocked me back and forth. i looked up at him and smiled softly. i know he feels bad on what happened. he looked at me with a guilty and sad expression but also hurt. i moved myself to face him. i asked a question that got him off guard. 'have you been licked before?' he shot me a confused looked and answered hesitantly "no......why?" i looked at him with a glint in my eyes. i came close to his face and licked his cheek.

*natsu's pov*

she just moved from me and i got control as my eyes changed back 'really!? you had to be that harsh!?' 'we can't lose this one by HIM remember anna!'  'yesh sorry but the memories?'  ' yeah that other girl the mom she looked exactly like her....so you think?'   'later I'll talk to her' I looked at Lucy and she was curled up in a ball. She still had tears on her face. I went on the bed and she did not look up, I touched her arm and she flinched. I felt bad already knew I had sadness and hurt in my eyes. I sat criss cross applesauce and put her in the middle on my lap. I rocked her back and forth as she looked up and smiled softly at me. Already knew she saw the emotions in my eyes. She turned around in my lap to look at me and asked 'have you been  licked before?' I was shocked about the question. I answered her hesitantly "no......why" she looked at me with a glint in her eyes. She came close to my face and licked me.  i know i had a weird face because she started to laugh in her head. my smile dropped 'she's right'. i sighed and lucy looked at me. "you can go". lucy looked at me shocked. 'but that means i have to leave you and i don't want that'  "but you want your voice" 'yeah but i can't leave you natsu'.  she started to tear up 'even though i want my voice i want to be with you' 

*flashback* 

i was with anna "natsu do you know who has  my voice" i looked down "yeah that's why i don't wan you to go but you have to"   "but i don't want to leave you when i do get my voice i want to be with you" i looked at her and she was crying. i hugged her "i am sorry anna" 

*end*

 "i am sorry anna" i hugged lucy. she pushed me off and said 'anna!?'  i looked down and said "sorry it's just you look like her" she looked at me 'did the same thing happen to her?' i nodded "you just look like her....like a dopelganger or a relitive but her last name was heart"  'ifila' lucy said "i dont know but i am positive that your her dopelganger. but the same thing happened. she went to the mountain i am not sure if she died or not but i can still feel her pain.  that's why i want to go with you but you have to go on your own to get your voice back. if do i won't know what happened to you" then the pain came to me. i felt it on my legs and inside my body. i push lucy off of me and fall on the floor. sweating and coughing. i was also screaming in pain "ahhhhgg" 

lucy's pov

i looked at him dopelganger anna heart. i heard my mom talking about her but i can't remember. he tells me what happened to her and how he felt when she was up there the pain. he then pushed me and fell on the floor sweating, coughing and screaming "ahhhggg" i looked around and see if anything can help me. but the only thing that can help is happy. but i can't call him but i will try. i open my mouth an tried to call for happy. nothing came out.  i tried again still nothing. i kept trying for 5 minutes until i was about to give up i felt some sorta light in me. then a women said in my head 'use this lucy' i then screamed "happy!!" i was shocked. but all of my energy went into that scream and i passed out.  i woke not sure of how long i was out. i looked at where natsu was and he was panting. i saw happy next to him with a long face. i then said with a shaky voice "h-happy" he came over to me and asked "did he talk about anna?" i nod. he looks at natsu he was asleep. "i should not show you this but you need to see." he takes out a picture and says "your her dopelganger you guys look exactly alike" he gave me and i look at. 

(just look at the blonde women but i may use this picture again too maybe i am not sure yet?)

he was right. "happy i did not have a voice before i called you. i was supposed to go to a mountain and get it back. once i got it back i had to leave natsu. natsu told me to go but i told him no and then he told me about anna and this happened. when i was trying to call you and voice came in my head and told me to use this and thats when i called you." and i can still feel the light.  'anna?' i said 'yes child'.