Chapter L
Matured content ahead!
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JIMIN'S POV
I took her shot glass and drank her alcohol. I handed her the shot glass back with a bitter expression on my face, "Gosh, why are you drinking tequila?" I sat beside her even though she did not ask me to. "I thought you don't drink?" I faced her, but she kept silent and just drank her tequila. When I observed the bottle, it's half empty already. Maybe she's been drinking by herself an hour ago or so. "What's up?" I asked.
"What's up?" She asked me. I can guarantee that she's not drunk, but her face is red now. "You drink my tequila, sit beside me without permission and ask me what is up?" I remained silent and stared at her. She seemed mad, but I know for sure that she's just controlling herself because of all the bullshit I've done to her.
She sighed, sniffed and stared at the nightscape before our eyes. The lights feels calm and now I know why she chose to drink alone in a starry night. It helps her calm her mind, body and soul. Maybe this is just one of the escapes that she's doing.
None of us talked. We can only hear each other's breaths and the cars' faint horns from the road. "I missed you." I spoke, but she did not face me or anything. I think she knows that I miss her so much that I don't need to mention it all over again. Do you miss me? I wanted to ask her that, but I'm worried that she might answer no and that would just break my heart again. I don't want to feel pain anymore. "You know what? Seulgi taught me how to prioritize. Sana taught me to love again even though it may hurt me in the end and Dahyun taught me how precious real love can be."
She tilted her head to stare at me, "What did I teach you?"
"You taught me to be brave." I smiled and her furrowed eyebrows vanished. "And I think it's the most important lesson I had in my lifetime." I faced the nightscape again and felt the cold breeze of the wind tonight. "I was only brave when I was with Seulgi back then. I was afraid of almost everything. I was so sensitive, but when I met you, I thought that..." I can say that she's still looking at me through my peripheral view and my stomach just turned. I hate how you make me feel very exciting things, Mina, but I still like it, nevertheless. "...cowardry won't do anything. I have to be brave in any situations. You introduced me what maturity is, honestly. Thank you for that."
"What happened between you and Sana?" She looked ahead and drank her alcohol. I'm actually wondering if she's feeling tipsy or what. I guess she have a high tolerance from alochols.
"You were gone," I stated. "I thought you were dead and she was there to help me. She actually had no intentions on being in a relationship with me, but I loved her." I added.
"Why?" I looked at her and raised a brow. I don't know what kind of why is she trying to ask. Like, is she asking me why did I love her? Why did I believe that she was dead? "I mean, why did you love her?"
I sighed, "I can't resist love once it's already there." I took her shot glass and drank. We shared in the same glass and I'm glad that she's not "saliva conscious". "But yeah, her love for me as fake. She only loved me back because she saw her ex-boyfriend in me."
"What a stupid brain." She scoffed. "And an idiotic heart."
"I cried a river," I laughed and reminisced that moment when Sana broke up with me at the ball. A lot of people were looking at us during that time and we already made a scene. "She broke up with me at the ball."
"I heard." I looked at her right away. Does she have an idea what happened in my life during those years? "You have photos at the ball with her."
"I wasn't asking anything."
"Thought you might be curious." She blandly said. "How about with Dahyun?" Curious fox.
"She saw me at a coffee shop and shared tables with me because--"
"I don't need the details, you know." She cut me off. She's right. "Go on."
"She helped me recover from Sana." I answered directly. "I was really sad. It was my third failed relationship."
"Third?"
I nodded, "Yep. First was when I was with Seul and second was when I was with you--"
"I don't remember us being in a relationship." She scoffed. "We never had a thing. We just made out in bed."
"Okay, then. Sana was my second failed relationship. I'm always such a failure when it comes to dating." I held my head low and played with my short fingers.
"How did things with you and Dahyun end?" She asked.
"Well," I trailed. "She gave me back the ring after confirming that I am arranged."
"I told her." I looked at her so swiftly with a shocked face. Wait, what? She did not look at me and just continue drinking. She can finish the whole bottle by herself at this rate. "She doesn't deserve to be cheated on."
"I did not cheat on her." My voice raised a bit and I felt a little annoyed when she chuckled. "You told her, so you can marry me?"
"I did not know that you're my future husband, so don't assume and jump into conclusions on your own." She scoffed and I realized that she's right. She just told Dahyun the truth and there's nothing wrong with that, but that truth hurt Dahyun. "Dahyun was the only woman that you left. All of your women left you."
"You're part of my harem."
"I am not." She stood up and stretched her back. "Don't come home unless you had finished the bottle." She walked past by me and I was just shocked to hear her command. I mean, I'm not obligated to do whatever she pleases. "Or else you don't have anywhere to stay at..." she stopped before going downstairs. "...Noodle Boy."
I glanced at the bottle and noticed that it's actually empty. There's this last shot on the glass and so I drank it. Considerate woman. I have a low alcohol tolerance and that drink just made my head spin.
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MINA'S POV
Tiffany unnie asked me right away where Jimin is, so I answered her that he'll come back home later. I can feel the alcohol slowly rising up to my throat, so I rushed to the bathroom and puked. Ugh, drinking is such a bad habit. I stood up and flushed the bowl. I can feel that I'm losing a my sense of balance because my head is spinning.
The next thing I knew is that I'm laying on my bed.
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JIMIN'S POV
"Oh, you just came home after Mina." Tiffany noona was a bit startled to see me come home. "She said that you'll be coming home later."
"Where is she?" I asked and held my head.
"At her room. Why?"
"She's drunk." I opened the door and saw Mina getting tipsier and tipsier.
"Mina!" I held her before she finally falls onto her bed.
Great.
She's ontop of me and she suddenly started murmuring words I cannot even explain or even understand. "U-Ugh, Mina--" I suddenly felt turned on when she started nibbling my ear. I'm just praying to the Creator not to let me make a mistake even though Mina is the one initiating the kisses and the nibbling. "Oh my god, don't make me do this." I whispered and prayed harder, but I gave up.
We exchanged places and now I'm ontop of her.
"Please, fuck me." She moaned.
"The pleasure is all mine."
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