Izumi's POV:

"I love you," Ichijou Ryouma muttered desperately, "I've loved you for ten years... I can't take much more of this. No matter how hard I try, I can't keep myself from loving you!" I just layed there. Frozen. I didn't know how to react. I already knew that Ryouma had loved me since we worked on that commercial together when we were kids. But this situation is...

"Umm... Ryouma-san?" I said hesitantly, "Would you mind... getting off of me?" Currently, I had both of my arms held up against the couch, and Ryouma's large frame was towering over my own. Ryouma's expression looked wild. Almost as though he were hungry. Aching to touch me. But I didn't want that.

"I would happily get off of you," said Ryouma bluntly. I sighed a breath of relief. But as I prepared to sit up, Ryouma kept talking. "But I can't."

"What do you mean you can't?!" I gasped angrily.

"I just can't," Ryouma's face went grim, "If I do... you'll just run again. You're going to leave me all alone again." He bit his lip. It looked like it was taking all of Ryouma's strength not to cry.

"I won't leave," I said, "I've told you this before, that we can be friends—"

"No!" Ryouma yelled, squeezing his eyes shut, "You're going to! You hate this!" Ryouma's eyes began to water. He was about to break. And... for some reason, I felt bad for him.

"Ryouma," I tried to cut in, but Ryouma continued, ignoring me.

"I know that it's stupid to pursue you, and I'm just going to end up hurting myself, but I can't deny that I love you. I've tried to push these feelings away, but I just felt empty. I need you. I need to feel your warmth next to me..." At this point, tears were dripping down Ryouma's cheeks. He briefly wiped his tears, and returned to his speech. "Y-You might end up hating me, but... I have to do this. My conscience won't shut up, and I've decided to just go with my gut..."

Oh, God... I thought. Where is this going? I gulped deep in my throat. I had a pretty good idea of what would happen next. I quickly began moving my arms, and torso frantically. I want him off!

"Please don't resist..." Ryouma's grip on me tightened, "I don't want to hurt you."

I winced slightly. Then don't do this, baka, I thought, glaring at the man on top of me. However, for whatever reason, I couldn't bring myself to say it. I must feel sorry for him. But still, I shouldn't let him do this...

Ryouma's hands skillfully unbuckled my belt, and soon, my jeans were pulled down to my knees. How embarrassing! His nimble fingers squiggled into my boxers, and were approaching my member. I cried out softly.

"Ryo~uma!" I started squirming more. In response to my struggle, Ryouma pulled down my boxers, revealing my entire self. A heavy blush rose to my cheeks, and I shut my legs tightly.

"Don't hide from me," Ryouma said with a hurt tone in his voice, "You're so cute. I want to see all of you. Feel all if you. I want to hear you moan in pleasure as I—" Ryouma stopped himself from speaking.

"A-As you what?" I squeaked.

"This..." Ryouma said briefly. He cupped the sides of my face with his large hands, and pulled my head up to meet his. Our lips collided, and my face grew hotter. The kiss slowly became more intense, Ryouma's tongue pushing it's way into my mouth. I shivered as he ran his tongue over mine. While our mouths were busy, Ryouma reached back down to my crotch. He pryed open my legs harshly. My strength was nothing compared to him.

Suddenly, I felt the strangest sensation. It was both painful and exhilarating. It wasn't until I opened my eyes when I realized what this new feeling was... Even though Ryouma's lips hadn't left mine, I could at least see where his hands were. I gasped into Ryouma's open mouth at the realization that one of Ryouma's fingers had found it's way into my tight ass. Ryouma grinned. He was enjoying my reaction, as there was a noticeable bulge in the front of his pants.

"Fuck..." He groaned, "Now I'm erect. I guess that's my fault though." I heard a zip, and Ryouma's pants dropped slightly. He roughly pulled his finger out of me. "Sorry," he said, "I'm not preparing you properly. I'm just too impatient."

"Eh?" My eyes widened, "D-Don't... Stop this." Once again, I was ignored by Ryouma, and he climbed back on top of me.

"I love you," Ryouma muttered one last time. He pressed his hard tip against my wet entrance. Even just being fingered for such a short amount of time had produced so much lubricant. Dammit, I thought, My body is too sensitive. Ryouma grabbed me by the hips. This is really happening. I was going to be raped my Ichijou Ryouma. I braced myself for the worst.

"Izumiii~!" The door slammed open and my brother, Shougo stood there, knife in hand. His expression darkened at the sight of Ryouma. "Izumi," he whined, moving closer to Ryouma and I, "You didn't tell me you were having a friend over..."

"Ah!" Ryouma quickly jumped away from me. He pulled his pants up, and immediately bowed down on his hands and knees. "Gomen nasai! Gomen nasai! Gomen nasai!" Ryouma repeated, each time banging his head against the floor.

I stayed laying on the couch. I was breathing heavily, and a bit of drool was dripping down my chin. And although I was disgusted, I wasn't physically showing my repulse.

"Well, I could show you the way out," Shougo Onii-chan said with a scary smile on his face, "Or you could stay the night." As he said this, Shougo slowly raised the knife in his hands. Ryouma paled drastically, and beads of sweat formed on his forehead.

"I-I can find my way out," Ryouma stammered, "S-Sorry for causing you trouble." Ryouma quickly sprinted passed Shougo to the front door.

"Now then," Shougo Onii-chan's attention returned to me. "We should get you cleaned up. Rei can wait for his dinner." So that's why he had a knife.

"O-Onii-chan!" I finally said, "I-I was!.. and Ryouma, h-he.. he... WAAH!" At the speed of light, Onii-chan wrapped me in a tight hug.

"It's alright now, Izumi," Shougo said in a comforting voice, "That meanie is gone now. He won't touch you ever again. Your big brother will make sure of it— hm?" Shougo was distracted by something suddenly. "Uhm... Izumi?"

"W-What?"

"Why do you have a boner?"

...An awkward silence arose. My face was bright red. I hadn't even noticed it.

"W-When did that get there?" I laughed nervously. Just then, Rei entered the room.

"Shougo? Izumi?" He said, a confused look on his face, "What happened?" Shougo pouted and ran over to Rei, wrapping him in a tight hug.

"Re~i!" He cried, "Izumi cheated on me!"

"Ehh?" Rei said, puzzled, "He cheated on you? What does that mean?!"

"Ryouma-kun was over, and he tried to rape my poor little Izumi. But Izumi liked it!" Shougo continued to cling to Rei.

"Izumi..." Rei said with a concerned look, "Are you alright? Do you want me to call your parents?" I shook my head slowly. I didn't want my parents worrying about me. And I definitely didn't want them to know I was in this sort of situation. It would embarrass me too much.

"I'm going to... take a bath," I said, quietly excusing myself, "Sorry... for worrying you." As I silently trudged towards the bathroom, I saw Shougo move to stop me. However before he could, Rei put a hand on his shoulder, causing Onii-chan to stop in place.

I filled the bath with scalding water. "Hmm..." I said to myself, "Maybe it's too hot." I dipped my finger into it, to test the water. "Ouch!" I retracted my hand. The heat left my finger tinged red at the tip. I sighed. Onii-chan usually drew my baths for me, so I guess I'm not used to making it the right temperature. I put my finger in my mouth to cool the excruciating pain.

"My boner hurts," I slowly stepped into the water, ignoring the burning pain riding up me. "Maybe I... liked it?" As I exercised the idea, I shook my head violently, "No, no, no," I said, "It's not possible." I sank down so just my eyes were showing. I wonder how long I could hold my breath. My mind was wandering, and soon, I had forgotten about the lack of oxygen in my lungs. My vision blurred, and I sank deeper into the water...