To say Jungkook was nervous would be an understatement. He had been anxious for the entirety of last night, thinking about Taehyung and praying for his wellbeing. He wasn't even angry at Eunwoo who had sent him in a different car and had instructed Mingyu to take jungkook straight to his house. He just wanted to know how Taehyung was doing. Is he alright? Did they take him to a hospital? Did his bleeding stop? He just wanted to be there for Taehyung no matter how much the boy hated him now. But unfortunately, no one was telling him anything. Neither Eunwoo nor Mark were answering their phones.

So now, standing outside Eunwoo's house biting his nails, he stood there waiting for Eunwoo or his older brother to open the door so that he could run inside and see Taehyung finally. Mingyu patted his shoulder to calm his nerves but nothing would work until and unless he sees Taehyung himself, with his own eyes, safe and sound. Yugyeom knocked again on the door and this time the door opened revealing a sleepy Mark looking cute with messy bedhead.

"The fuck you guys doing so early in the morning?!" Mark cursed at his friends moving aside to let them come in.

"It's almost 11am Mark." Jaehyun rolled his eyes at Mark who was leading them to the kitchen.

"Where's Taehyung? Is he okay? Did you guys take him to a hospital? Is he wake yet?" Jungkook bombarded Mark with questions as he walked further in contemplating whether he should go directly and check Eunwoo's bedroom.

"Calm down you idiot." Mark grabbed a glass of water. "He's totally fine."

Jungkook and the others sighed.

"You scared the shit out of all of us you know that? A little blood during sex is normal jungkook! There was no need to panic like that!"

"Huh? B-but he passed out and he.. he said it hurt and-" 

"Kook, I don't think I need to discuss with you how sex works for first timers right?" Mark gave him a knowing look and he heard snickers from behind him making him blush.

"Well, is he okay now?" Jungkook asked scratching the back of his neck.

"He's sleeping soundly right now. He woke up earlier when Eunwoo's older brother was leaving for work, he gave him painkillers and fed him some soup. You're lucky that Myungjun was here last night, he took good care of Taehyung and it was him who told us not to panic." Mark chuckled. "Eunwoo and I were laughing a few hours ago thinking about everything and your face especially!"

Jungkook rolled his eyes blushing furiously as his friends laughed at him. He walked out of the kitchen and grumpily sat down on the couch in the living room. He huffed as his friends came in to console him and ignored them even when they kept asking him if he's going to eat anything for breakfast. Though, he didn't answer Mark still cooked extra pancakes for him just in case he gets tempted by the aroma. Jaehyun goes upstairs to wake the sleeping boys up and comes down with a sleepy Eunwoo rubbing his eyes.

"Taehyung won't be coming downstairs so I'll just-"

"I'll do it!" Jungkook interrupts jaehyun who was about to offer to bring Taehyung's breakfast to the room he's staying in at the moment.

"You better not hurt him." Eunwoo glared at his friend. "He's in my room."

Jungkook nodded, taking the plate of pancakes from Mark's hand and going upstairs to Eunwoo's room. He gulped down his nervousness taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly, then knocking on the door and going inside after hearing a soft 'come in'.

"J-jungkook." Taehyung's eyes widened when he saw jungkook and he slowly sat up leaning against the headboard.

"Hi Tae." Jungkook smiled placing the plate down on the night stand. "May I sit?"

Taehyung could only nod looking elsewhere because he was too embarrassed to face jungkook.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah."

Taehyung still wasn't looking at him and it made jungkook feel guilty thinking that Taehyung might probably be disgusted by him, what with jungkook losing his control and hurting Taehyung even if he barely remembers it. He sighed again trying not to cry in front of Taehyung.

"I-I'm sorry for hurting you last night I didn't mean-"

"What are you saying?" Taehyung now looked at him with furrowed brows.

"You probably don't remember half the thing but I'm sorry, I took advantage of your drunk state, I-"

"I clearly remember asking you for it." Taehyung said pointedly. "You didn't hurt me jungkook, you have nothing to apologize for."

"But I-"

"I asked for something I couldn't handle. It's my fault and you have to accept that." Taehyung sighed. "If anything, it was me who forced you to... do it."

"But I should've stopped! I should've pushed you away! And even when you were pushing me off of you, I didn't let go! Fuck! I hurt you Tae! I-"

"Jungkook please..." Taehyung whispered holding onto jungkook's hand to comfort him. He could see the tears in his eyes and how he was trying to hold them back.

"It's not your fault that I got scared.. you did nothing."

"I did. I hurt you physically and emotionally... That's all I've been doing.. I-I've been so selfish Tae.. I'm so sorry.." jungkook sniffled unable to hold his tears anymore which made Taehyung tear up too.

"Stop it jungkook, you didn't hurt me. You've never hurt me." Taehyung shook his head cupping jungkook's face and wiping his tears. 

"I like you Tae.. I really really like you a lot." Jungkook confessed placing his hands over Taehyung's, loving the warmth they spread on his cheeks.

"I know I've been a douch but if you give me a chance then I promise I'll make it up to you." Jungkook looked into Taehyung's eyes. "Please... will you be mine Kim Taehyung?"

Taehyung nodded his head, smiling through his tears.

"I'm yours. All yours. I like too jungkook, so so much!"

Jungkook pulled Taehyung to himself capturing his lips in a sweet kiss, not even bothering about the salty taste of their tears getting mixed. He enjoyed this. This moment of pure bliss. He truly yearned for more such sweet moments and he swore to himself that he will make Taehyung experience the heights of happiness he's making jungkook experience, they will have more of these moments and Jungkook will make sure of that.

After a few minutes of making out they pulled away, foreheads still touching as they breathed each others scents and smiled. Jungkook hugged Taehyung kissing his crown and caressing his back. Taehyung hugged jungkook tighter closing his eyes and sighing.

But then he realised something.

"Jungkook."

"Hmm."

"I can't hurt jaebum."

Jungkook frowned pulling away from the hug but still keeping Taehyung close to himself.

"What do you mean by that?"

"He was courting me and- god how- Jaebum is such a sweet guy jungkook, how am I supposed to tell him that I can't be with him after practically leading him on and giving him hopes that we could end up together?!"

"Do you like him?"

Taehyung detected a hint of jealousy in that question.

"Not as much as you, but he did make me blush a lot."

Jungkook pouted furrowing his eyebrows and Taehyung had to bite his lips to stop himself from smiling.

"Well then, should I tell him that you're mine now?"

"No!" Taehyung giggled. "I'll tell him. I'm just worried because I know how much it's going to hurt him. He'll be heartbroken.."

"He'll survive." Jungkook rolled his eyes.

"Hey you're being too insensitive now."

"I feel threatened. I'm allowed to be insensitive." This made Taehyung laugh more and pinch jungkook's cheeks. He's just too cute when he's jealous.

"No one's going to take me away from you Jeon." Taehyung circled his arms around jungkook's neck smiling.

"Are you sure about that Kim?"

"Hundred percent." Taehyung smirked before pulling jungkook in for another sweet kiss. Both smiling into the kiss, being too happy to be in each others arms.

"Your breakfast is getting cold..."

"I don't care..."

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