Hi, I am Lorraine. 70yrs old.

When I was young. I dreamt of a man that has the same attitude as my father's attitude. My father is a devoted man with a pure heart. He has a good character. Walang tapon.

When I turned 16, I started to fall in love with my crush. I thought he was the man that I have been waiting for but he was just a boy. I realized there's nothing special to him. We just had two months of being in a relationship.

Nasundan iyun ng isa pa at agad din akong nakipaghiwalay because he was effortless. He is not also a man. I know to myself that I don't deserve that kind of boy who will turn into a gay if there's a problem will come. Nasundan pa iyun hanggang sa naging anim ang ex-nobyo ko.

When I turned 19, I said to myself that I will stop entertaining boys. But the fate is really surprising. I found a man. I man who have been struggling to his life but never give up.

Nasukat ko ang pagmamahal niya sa isang taon na magkalayo kami. He remained faithful. We didn't have an argument just because of the another girl/boy. We trusted each other. We are committed. Yes, we had arguments with the common argumentation but it didn't take long because we always find a way on how to fix it.

When I turned 20, at last I have him in my side. The craziness, the struggling, the love and being devoted to each other is a dream came true. For the days, months and years that I'm living with him. I really found a Man. The right man will definitely come in an unexpected way.

He always willing to be my clown. A handsome clown that never failed to make me laugh. He always making me feel being protected and he cares me a lot.

He is my man and became my king, a king who is guiding me to make the right steps. A king who is not afraid to moralizes me.

"Kailangan mong tumanggap ng pangaral dahil ayaw kong pagtawanan ka" At first I was offended of what he said. I felt like a kid but then I realized, he was right.

Sabi nila ang panganay at bunso is a good couple and perfect match. Which made me agree because I am the youngest and he is the eldest.

Gustong gusto ko ang pagsilbihan siya. I love to wash his clothes, to take good care of him. I love preparing his foods and his clothes every day. May isang araw na hindi ako nagising ng maaga at hindi nakapagluto para sa agahan niya, maging baon niya sa trabaho. Umiyak ako sa oras na iyun dahil ayaw kong kumain siya sa luto ng iba and I don't want him to get starve. While I was crying he just gave me a kiss and a tight hug.

"That's okay" Ang naging salita niya ang nagpatahan sa akin sa mga oras na iyun.

Every time we ran out of money because we spent it to the important matter, he became sad, being worried for something and I used to comfort him, saying 'That's okay, God will provide'

We always being thankful to each other. I found him and he found me. I know, our lives as a partner isn't perfect because we usually got sick. That's the biggest enemy in our lives but we knew God won't leave us.

Whenever I felt my love of him, nangigigil nalang ako at pinapaulanan ko siya ng halik and later on I realized that I actually don't know why I love him. Is it because of his behavior? He has a kind of behavior that I dreamt about but I'm not sure if that's the reason for loving him.

Is it we called 'love is unconditional'?

Whatever, the important thing is we love each other. We respect and faithful to each other. We both don't like scandals that's why we're living in peace.

Until now, we're both old. Still cherishing each other.

At last, I found a Man.

@Missloorh

Thank you for reading sana may napulot kayong aral mwaps<3