Chapter 30:Step by step!

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I was waiting all day for night to come so I could write this chapter hehe...^^

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"You know Helena have told me almost everything that happened.....And well I somehow believe that I could love a man like you but.....still I can't remember those feelings..."

"It's okay Mei.....I will make you fall for me again...I will do it like I did it before."I smirked and she smiled too.

"Challenge accepted!Let's see if you can really do it Mr. Kim."She joked and I nodded.

"You need to be careful.When I am in doing something I will do it no matter what."I said.

"This is interesting...Jongin can I ask you something?"She seemed serious in the last words.

"Yes..go ahead."I said and she smiled lightly.

"I....Actually how should I say this...Anyway...What I want to say is...Am I really worth of your love?"My eyes widened in heard of her words....my heart started beating faster...in her eyes...I can see sorrow.

"What are you even saying?Do you know how much I love you?Do you know that I would give everything away to be with you?Do you know that when I look at you I feel full of happiness..full of joy...full of love.If I could I would stop the time and just stand there and stare at you.I feel so warm in my soul when I hug you...Even a touch of yours is a grenade which explodes in my heart and makes me happy.Do you know how much I'm in love with you?I wish you would....I wish my feelings could reach you now...But I will make it...in the end I will make it.I'm not afraid of waiting...I will be by your side once again and I will start barging around about how beautiful my woman is!I won't be afraid of anything.I will look at every difficult thing and I will overcome it because I'll have you beside me.....Well I'm not really good with words but this is how I feel..."I said and kept looking in her eyes.They started getting watery.A tear fell down her cheeks and I wished I could hug her to comfort her even if I don't know the reason behind her tears."Wh-why....?"

"U-ugh I'm sorry...I don't know why I'm crying....I'm sorry..."She whipped her tears.I should be the one doing this.But I don't want to scare her with any sudden moves of mine.

"........"I don't know what to say.

"It might be because of your sincere feelings that I suddenly got emotional....to tell you the truth...I feel like I can trust you....since the day I saw you at the hospital...even if I was somehow scared of you....I felt like I could trust you after all...Now I see why..."She smiled brightly and I chuckled.I'm too happy to express my feelings right now.Even if I don't like seeing her crying right now these tears mean that I'm not completely erased from her heart...I can still believe that she can remember me.

"Shall we go for a walk now?"I tried to change the topic to something more cheerful.

"Yes!The hot chocolate was so good but yeah we can go for a walk hehe..."She smiled and I nodded.I paid for the chocolates and then we walked out the cafe."It's really cold today...are you okay?"I asked her.

"Yeah it is but I'm okay..."She said.We started moving and as I was looking at her I admired her strength of moving that wheelchair.Are all people with moving difficulties so strong?This is just amazing.Even if they have their problems they still have the strength to move on,deleting the difficulty.I realized a leaf had fallen on her hair and I tried to make it fall."Wh-what are you doing?Is my head so fancy?"

"Haha no...you have a leaf on your hair....Do you really have to cut your hair?"The words came out my mouth without realizing it.

"Jongin this is my decision so please don't bother trying to change my mind...I will do what I want to...It's my hair after all."She's right.How could I even get in her way and especially now that she isn't sure about me.

"Yeah...I'm sorry...."

"Don't say that!"She raised her voice.

"Can't I apologize?"I asked surprised of her reaction.She looked in my eyes.

"I don't know why....I just don't like hearing you say "I'm sorry"....."She seems confused herself.

"......."

"Can we make a deal?"

"Yeah what?"

"You won't ever say sorry again.....okay?You haven't done anything wrong to apologize for.....So please...accept my request.....it's just making me bad when I hear you saying that word...."I smiled lighlty.I knew that she doesn't like me to say sorry.....I knew....And now I know that not all her feelings are gone...I know.

"You don't need to worry....I'll try my best to not say it again."She nodded and I smiled at her.

"JONGIN!MEI!"Someone shouted our names.We both turned to look at the person.

"Dongwoo...!"I said."How are you man?I heard from Helena that the reason you changed school again was because you became a good person.Is that true or should I prepare to hit you?"I said and he chuckled.

"Don't get angry Jongin.Just believe that Helena said the truth.I'm not gonna hurt you.Mei how are you?l?I heard that you had a car accident.Are you okay now?I mean I can see that you can't walk..well I'm sorry."Dongwoo said and I smiled.It seems like he changed quite a lot.He cares about others now.

"U-ugh I'm sorry...I don't know who you are...."Mei said,her expression sad.

"S-so it's true that you have amnesia...Well in my case it's better to not remember me hehe."I don't think Dongwoo is so happy.I can somehow feel that he's sad about it.

"I'm really sorry!I'll try to remember you but I don't know if I'll achieve something..."

"It's okay.You don't have to worry Mei.Jongin I just need your allowance to let me talk to her."He looked at me like a poor child.He seems desperate.It's strange but I don't think he plans to do something.

"You know that if you do something I'm gonna kill you so I'll let you talk to her."I said and he nodded.

"Thank you.I will go now since I was on my way to somewhere when I saw you and I'm in a hurry.I hope I'll see you again.Bye bye!"He waved at us and left.

"Did something bad happened between us and Dongwoo??"Mei asked me when Dongwoo was far away.

"Don't worry about it.It's just that he is an idiot sometimes.You can ask Helena more about him.I don't really know him.But I think he's a good guy now...."I said sincerely and she smiled."Why are you smiling?"I asked with a grin.

"Oh nothing.....shall we go back home?I'm a little tired."I nodded and we walked back.I left her at her home and I walked till mine.I wonder why am I smiling now.Oh right...it's because the woman I love.....I can make her mine again...I know I can.Haha!"YES!!"i shouted with my biggest smile.I am so happy.....





Okay things are going well hehe~

I wanted to write more but I have many things to do today and so I updated this part this long!(I haven't checked it so there might be some mistakes...I'll check it later when I'll have time~)

I hope you liked it everyone hehe~^^

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