Hello my fellow readers~^^

How is everyone??I hope you're doing fine!^__^

This week exams for the first semester will start for me so I might not update for 2 weeks!I'm really sorry but I'll have to study!I found some time now and wrote this chapter hehe~

Okay shall we start??^^

"Let's break up."Jongin said while hugging you.

"........uh?..."Your eyes widened and you couldn't say anything at all.

"Let's break up Mei..."He repeated his last,unbelievable for you,words.

"W-w-what....what are you saying Jongin?"You asked him with a trembling voice.

"Exactly what you heard Mei.Don't make me say it again."He tried to pull you away from his embrace but you hugged him tighter not letting him go."Mei let me go."

"NO!I don't want to!I love you Jongin!!You're the first man I love and I don't wanna let you go."You raised your voice in fear of what's happening.

"It's better to let me go than to get hurt....I don't want you to get hurt because of me.."He admitted.

"And this is the reason you want to break up??"You looked him in the eyes while stopping hugging him."Do you know how much hurt will I be if we break up?It's better to be hurt when I'm beside you than be hurt when you're away from me Jongin!"You hit his chest lightly.

"Mei you have to understand how I feel too.I don't like to see the woman I love getting hurt because of me!"

"JONGIN YOU'RE WRONG!IT WAS WORSE BEFORE I MET YOU!I WAS AFRAID OF EVERYTHING BUT YOU GAVE ME STRENGTH AND HOPE OF A BRIGHTER FUTURE IN MY LIFE!YOU SAVED ME SO MANY TIMES BEING AFRAID OF NOTHING!YOU....y-you...I came to fall in love with you Jongin!I came to trust you!You're the first man I give my everything to!You're the first man I want to rely on!You're the first man I've shown so many parts of myself!You're my first to anything!And even if you say that you want to end it now because you don't want me to be hurt....that's stupid!Only i-in the thought that I can't have you beside me...my heart breaks apart.I...i-i-i just want to be with you."You confessed while crying.He just kept staring at you without saying anything even after you stopped talking."S-say something....please..."

"Mei I-"The moment he was about to say something the door opened and your parents came in.

"Hey..Mei..Oh you're here too Jongin??"You both couldn't answer your mom."What happened?"

"Ugh...nothing mom."You said.

"I have to go now."Jongin said and approached the door.

"Bye Jongin."Your parents said.The moment he was about to step out he looked at you with a confused,sad face.Then he left without saying anything.You ran up the stairs and went to your room.You cried and cried so much this night.Thoughts that can't be explained and actions that hurt you so much."WHY?"You were asking this yourself all night but there's no answer.

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@next morning-at school@

"Mei what the heck?Why are your eyes like that?Were you crying?"Helena asked you.

"Is it so obvious??"You asked while laughing with yourself.

"A panda can't be hidden even with make up.But what happened Mei?"She touched your shoulder.

"It's Jongin..."You admitted.

"What happened with Jongin?Or better...did he do something?"

"He said that he wants to break up with me."Recalling those words made you teary again.

"WHATTT?"Helena shouted.

"Hey you're too loud."You frowned and she realized that everyone around was looking at her.You both went on the rooftop to let her know what happened.You explained everything to her even if it's so painful.

"Seriously Jongin is a big idiot!"She sighed.

"He wasn't able to give me an answer but still it might be worse if I know what he wanted to say.I'm actually a little glad my parents came in and on the other side I wish I knew his asnwer."

"Such a heartbroken story~"Someone said.

"Who's there?"Helena stood up and looked around.

"Hello ladies."Dongwoo said and walked towards you.

"What do you want??"Helena asked him.You're proud she actually can talk with him now.But you know she's still hurt deep inside.

"I was just lying down there and I accidently heard everything.It's the truth so don't be angry Helena."He said seriously.He might have said the truth.

"Since you've heard everything that doesn't really matter."You whispered.

"Kai is a big bastard telling you all those things haha.You really deserve a better man than him."He said.

"No!JONGIN IS JUST WRONG THIS ONCE!HE'S NOT A BASTARD!AND HE'S MORE THAN I DESERVE!DON'T EVER SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT AGAIN DONGWOO!!"You yelled at him.

"Do you like him so much?"He asked you with a calm voice.

"I...I love him.."

"Then don't let him go you pabo!Jinja!!You're such a weak girl sometimes."He sighed.Your eyes widened in heard of his words.Helena seemed surpised too.

"You aren't so bad of a guy right?"You told him ssincerely.

"Eh??Whatever just go find that bastard!"He said and looked away.

"Yes."You stood up and ran down the stairs to go find Jongin.

Helena's P.O.V.

When Mei left I was alone with Dongwoo.

"You like Mei,don't you??"i asked him.

"What??Are you insane Helena??"He almost shouted.

"You wouldn't care if you didn't like her."I know that he likes her cause of the way he talked to her.I know him pretty well to understand this.

"Aishh!!Think whatever you want."He said and started walking away.

"You have to be proud of what you did!"I told him and he stopped walking.

"What?"He wondered but he didn't face me.

"Telling her to do the right thing even if it hurts you.This is something to be proud of.This is the real you Dongwoo.This is the man I came to love."I smiled.

".........Helena you're actually a good girl."He whispered and walked away.

"This idiot."I told myself!

End of Helena's P.O.V.

You ran and ran in search of Jongin but he was nowhere to be found.You decided to leave school to find him.You want to see him and tell him."Where could he be?Oh!!"The first place you thought he could be was his house of course.You ran till there and finally reached it!.You rang the bell but no answer.You called his number to see if he's inside by the sound of his phone but nothing."At Sm..."The next place you thougth he could be at is Sm's building!.You ran till the underway and with the train you arrived in front of Sm like that time you came here with Jongin.It was that time you realized you love him.You were so close with him that time it made you miss him,his embrace,even more.

"May I ask you something?"You said the receptionist.

"Yes,of course."She answered with a smile.

"Did Kai came here today??"

"I haven't seen him but he might have come when I wasn't here or I just couldn't see him.You're the girl he talks about right?I saw you that time he brought you here.Do you want to go check if he's here yourself?"She smiled and showed you the way to where the practise room he could be in is.You bowed and ran till there.You looked inside but none was in."Where could he be?"You wondered.

"Mei!"Someone called your name.

"Chen.Luhan you too!"You said as you realized it was them.

"What brings you here?"Luhan asked.

"Ugh...I came to find Jongin."You said.

"He came and left before some hour."Baekhyun said the moment he came where the three of you were.

"Yes that's right.What happened??You don't seem fine."He looked closer on your face.

"U-ugh I'm fine."You tried to hide your face.It's probably written all over it that you were crying.

"What did he do to you??"Chen asked you.

"Nothing...."

"Mei you know that he's a pabo right?He does stupid things because he cares about others more than himself.Even if he said something wrong he didn't mean it.I know him well enough to be sure about what I'm saying."Kyungsoo appeared behind you and scared you at first.But his words gave you strength.

"We know he's sad right now."Luhan said.

"He was dancing worse than Kris in our practice today."Baekhyun joked.

"What??"But Kris was already behind him and heard everything.

"Hahahaha!"They all laughed as they know Baekhyun did that on propose knowing that Kris was behind him.I smiled too watching all of them like that.

"We need him strong.And he's strong with you girl."Kris told you with his "cool" look.

"Thank you so much everyone!T-thank you so much!"You said and became teary cause you know that Jongin is with such good guys everyday.

"Don't cry.I know you love me but don't cry for me!"Baekhyun joked.

"Hahaha!"You laughed.

"You should laugh like that."Chen said and smiled.

"He's probably at the park near his house.Go find him."Kyungsoo told you.

"Thank you.I'm glad I found you guys.Thank you so much!"You bowed.

"Nothing to thank us for.Just tell Kai that we're going to hit him hard when he's back."Kris said.

"Haha okay.I'm going now.I hope I'll see you again."You said and waved at them.

"Yeah.Let's!"The guys said.They're really good and caring and thoughtful.

You ran and took the train which heads near Jongin's house.When you arrived you ran till the house and then the park Kyungsoo suggested Jongin be there.You looked around but the park is quite big so you walked searching around.There are many trees Jongin can be seating under their shadow or benches he can relax on.You looked around and realized time have passed.Going to his house then Sm then again back here made you lost so much time.In some hours it's gonna be dark.You can't walk around in the night.You have to find him now.Or you wished you could find him.At last he isn't at the park.Kyungsoo might have been right but all the time you waste to go to Sm and come here...Jongin could have been here but left in the meanwhile.

"What should I do now??"You wondered and you heard your tummy making strange sounds.You haven't eaten anything all day.But how can you eat in a situation like that?"I have to call my mom and tell her I'm fine."You said and sent her a message so she won't worry for you if you're really late.

You walked away from the park heading Jongin's house.You reached the door and pushed the bell bottom.The door wouldn't open.You sat down and waited for Jongin."I have to tell him....to make him understand that he's wrong.I'll just wait."You leaned against the wall and waited.

Jongin's P.O.V.

"What the heck have I done??"I whispered.I know that I don't want to hurt Mei and that's the reason I told her I want to break up but what she said....she made me realize that I was wrong.I wish I was able to tell hernBut how can I face her now??Ugh darn it!!

@riiinnnnggg@

My phone started rringing.

"Yes!?"I answered.

~Get up from where you're sitting and go find Mei right now you idiot kid!!!~Helena shouted.

"Where's Mei??"I asked her.

~She's looking for younShe can be anywhere right now.Go at Sm!!She might be there.~Helena suggested!~Don't be weak right now JonginnYou're one of the strongest person I've ever meet.You're always smiling and saving people you love from sadness.Don't let Mei fall down now.Go find her Jongin.~She said calmly.

"I Will."I said and ended the call.I ran till the underway and took the train till Sm.

"Kyungsoo!!"I shouted as I saw Kyungsoo first when I entered the building.

"Jongin!!"He ran towards me.

"Have you seen Mei??"

"She came by and I told her to go to the park near your housenYou're always going there when you want to think.Go find her!"He told me.

"Thank you hyung!"I said and ran.I finally was there.I looked around the park but couldn't find Mei."Where is she??Damn!!"I shouted.Could she be at my house?I walked quickly till my home and finally.."She's here."I whispered as I saw her sitting down and sleeping while leaning against the wallnHow much time has she been waiting here?I lifted her up in bridal style and carried her inside my house!."She's so cute when she's sleeping?"I told myself while looking at her beautiful face.

"Jongin...."She suddenly said.

"Pfft she's talking in her sleep."I smiled.How did I ever thought of breaking up with her?Even by looking at her I feel at ease.I walked till my bedroom and carefully lied her on my bed.I sat beside her and held her hand.I looked at her and then decided to leave her sleep a little but the moment I was about to leave her hand,she held it tighter.Slowly she opened her eyes and looked at menThat innocent look of her makes me want to do things to her but always my mind reminds me that I have to go everything slowly cause this girl,my girl,is so fragile.

"Jongin~...I found you at last"She said and smiled.

End of Jongin's P.O.V.

You woke up and came to realize Jongin was there holding your hand.You were so happy that you finally found him.

"Jongin~...I found you at last."You told him and smiled.He didn't talk but instead touched your head.

"I'm sorry Mei..."He apologized

"Don't say that.Just don't say you want to break up again...please."You said and sat next to him.

"Shhhh.Don't say those words.Thank you my angel."He whispered while coming closer to you.

"Let me give you everything Jongin and be happy with you.Everything...."You said.

"What do you mean eveything??These are some bold words."He came closer,having that smirk.

"U-ugh....You blushed cause you know Jongin is teasing you knowing what you really mean.

"Aren't you afraid??"He asked you.

"I told you before that if it's you I'm not afraid!"You whispered.

"Then can I take your everything now Mei?"He asked you making you blush even more.

"....Y-yes..."You said and he kissed your forehead....

To be continued in the next chapter guys...At least everything is fine between them now haha...^^

I hope you liked it!And if there are any mistakes I'm really sorry but I don't have time to check it now...TT TT

See you next time everyone~^__~