His lips melded perfectly in to mine as his hands traced up my sides. Damn me for not wearing sexy underwear.

But damn him for dropping by without notice. Guess I need to be in sexy panties everyday just in case he wants to fuck me again.

Back to his lips...because damn. He tasted like mint and a cigarette. Ryder always smoked Marlboro Reds. No matter what. Ever since 10th grade.

I hated smoking, but I loved the way he tasted.

His fingers were now teasing me right below the bottom of my bra. His fingers slipping in and out but never touching my breasts. My nipples hardened into pebbles and I needed him so badly.

I wrapped my legs around his waist even tighter as I sat in his lap on my bed. I rocked my hips into him wanting to get any type of friction I could. I wanted him inside me. My body needed it or I would explode the second he touched me.

I ripped my shirt off and pushed him down on the bed. My bra was ripped off quickly so I was only in my panties.

I looked down at Ryder and his arousal was felt through his pants. Its growing by the second. By the looks of it, it's so huge. But his eyes said it all. He looked hungry but it wasn't for my blood.

It was for me.

That excited me even more.

His fingers slipped through the bands on my black sporty underwear as he ripped them in half amd threw them. His fingers quickly found my core that was dripping wet by the time he touched me.

Two of his fingers slipped inside of me as I moaned loudly. This wasn't enough I needed more. I needed more of him. His fingers thrusted in and out of me as I took every touch of his that I could.

"Fuck Bambi. If I would have known you were this responsive I would have fucked you years ago." He moaned as I rocked my body on his fingers.

"I would have let you do whatever you wanted to do to me baby." I whispered out. But my voice was raspy and deeper then normal.

If I would have done this with him in high school we would have never left the bed.

He groaned in response and flipped us  over quickly so I was below him. I licked my lips as I saw him undress in front of me.

The V leading down to his dick made me cry softly. Fuck this man was beautiful. As he took of his boxers his dick bobbed out of his boxers as my eyes grew wide.

In this moment I was glad I wasn't losing my virginity to Ryder. He would have broken me in half. It wasn't just long. It was more thick and veiny.

I moaned thinking about what it tasted like and licked my lips.

"Char....fuck your lips look so good...." Ryder started.

"They would look better around your dick." I muttered with my eyebrows raised finally breaking my attention of his throbbing cock.

"You can do that later. I need to be inside you. I don't know how I can wait any longer." He said breathlessly and I nodded quickly.

"I will go slow. Tell me to stop when you need it. I don't want to hurt you my love." He said with worry in his voice.

I curiously looked up at him. Why would he say something like that.....oh fuck he thinks I'm a virgin.

"Ry....I'm not a virgin." I whispered out and his eyes snapped to mine. He looked angry.

"What?" He asked lowly.

"I lost it in high school." I whispered softly. I'm almost afraid he isn't going to give me what I'm craving at this point.

Not even a toy would help me out of the mess he's made me.

"You will fucking tell me everything later. Fuck....Now I'm fucking jealous." He muttered and groaned.

He climbed on top of me and lifted my legs up. His palm found my ass as he rubbed it. His dark eyes found mine as a slap radiated throughout the room.

I screamed but not from pain. Fuck that turned me on even more.

"Oh fuck...you liked that huh baby?" He asked with a small smirk on his face.

I moaned again as he slapped my ass again and again. My ass cheek was completely red. I wouldn't be surprised if there was a hand print on my ass.

As soon as his palm left my ass he pounded his dick inside me.

He didn't give me time to adjust or breathe. His dick pounded into my pussy again and again.

Stars blocked my vision. White and light blue stars twinkled all around my eyes. I don't even know if I screamed but his dick was pulsing inside of me as he kept slamming inside of me.

"You are mine. Only mine. This pussy....this ass...this mouth...all mine." He demanded.

I could only nod in response. I didn't even know how to form words. My legs on each side of his head resting on his shoulders as his slamming increased.

My pussy drenched in my own cum, as my body vibrated with need. My pussy clenched tightly around his dick as I was about to cum again.

"Use your fucking words Bambi." He ordered.

"Yes." I whispered softly.

"Yes what?" He demanded as his hand gently clasped around my throat.

If I thought him slapping my ass would end my life, it didn't prepare me for the choking.

Him choking me sent me over the edge. My pussy exploded over his cock as I screamed.

"Yes Daddy!" I screamed as he grunted and finished inside of me.

He slid to the side of me as I tried to catch my breath. I felt as light as a feather and tired. I felt like my whole world had collapsed but it had also never felt so full.

In more ways then one.

In a flash, Ryder was back cleaning the both of us up. When he was done, he gently placed me under the blankets and wrapped his arms around me.

"Was never one for that Daddy kink but fuck did you make me finish hard." He softly said into my neck.

He kept leaving feather kisses all over my neck. I knew I would have love bites all over my body by the morning. This man and his mouth can't be controlled.

"Mmmmm....I like it. Makes me wanna wear a skirt in class with no panties just so you can fuck me up against a desk. And the spanking and choking? How in the fuck did you know I would like that?" I asked still out of breath.

He shrugged and smiled in my hair.
"A skirt with no panties huh? I may have to take you up on that offer." He smirked as he ran his hands down to my ass.

Oh my ass stung alright after he squeezed it.

I hissed and moaned right after the other.

"Fuck baby. No more moaning. You need to rest for another round later." He said and I giggled as he kissed me softly on the lips.

"Now that it's later....who the fuck took what's mine Bambi?" He asked.

"Really?" I deadpanned.

He was pissed but I could tell he was trying to stay calm.

"I should ask you the same question mister." I retorted.

His raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah but me losing mine wasn't a secret." He said.

"True." I said and shrugged, "Remember Dane from PE?" I asked.

Ryder stilled.

"You lost it to Dane Rancourt?" He demanded. I nodded not knowing what the fuck his problem was.

Couldn't we just have one fucking night where he wasn't pissed?

I gave him a very confused look. How had he not known about Dane and I. We had dated for 10 months and broke up right after New Years of our senior year.

His eyes clenched shut I could tell he was pissed.

"Ry." I whispered out and reached out to him. Before I could reach his hands he flew back and his face completely morphed. He stood tall but his back was rigid. His muscles flexed as he clenched his hands by his side.

I clutched the sheets to my chest and lifted myself up on the bed so I was on my knees.

"Ryder. Please. Calm down." I pleaded.

"No fuck that. Calm down? You want me to fucking calm down? Rancourt? Out of everyone? You had to fuck Rancourt?" His voice grew louder.

"What the fuck were you doing with him anyway?" He asked disgustedly.

The dark veins reached all around his eyes. The veins popped up all along his neck and his canines elongated.

"Ry-" I started.

"No. Fuck that!" He screamed. "YOU ARE MINE! DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME?" He screamed.

He grabbed my shoulders and yelled again, "Do you fucking understand Charlotte?"

I only nodded in response. I was too terrified to respond to anything else. He was like a rabid animal.

He wrapped his strong arms around me and squeezed. I couldn't even move out of his grasp.

I was frozen in fear and I didn't know what to do or even if I should scream. Moving my hair to one side of my shoulders.

"You are mine and now everyone will fucking know." He growled.

And everything went black.

I probably shouldn't have told him.