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I lost myself inside her world,
she find herself inside mine.
We love this game of hide and seek.

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Anusha's  POV

(Some where in her heart)

It’s been 5 years of our journey together. All the memories we have made and --are still making, are settled deep inside my heart.

From the melting and trembling of my feelings, slipping of my emotions and stumbling of myself and the end of all these with me falling  in his arms.

I’m saving everything inside me, I promise to treasure this all, till the end of my life.

Him entering my life making it beautiful, taming my adamant self and molding me into a vase nurtured by his love and every touch he ever made. He decorated me with his stars and moon in the form of his love. Pure love.

I still ask myself how and when did love happen to me...? But the only answer I get is-
‘I don’t know either, but this is all because of him!’

Now I’m afraid not to fall harder because I know there is no use of it when you have already fallen...deep…deeper.

What have you done to me Siddharth?

What have you done to my heart? What this insane-crazy-woman did in life to have you?

What good this heart did to fall for you… it was you who made me realize what I’m feeling, I still remember the night you left me to decipher my feelings, to write them into words  and the next day I get all the unspoken answers.

I’m still embarrassed to ask for your apology again, knowing I’ve done it many times earlier also and you’ve already forgiven me but I haven’t.

I still can’t forget what I’d done to you, how much you have been through because of me…
how long I made you wait...I was all the time playing with your patience. It’s only your words that are keeping my peace, saying that the wait and delay made our bond even stronger and deeper, made us completely inseparable and it’s true indeed.

I like everything you do, every single word you say, I want to walk with you just like your shadow, your own reflection.

Too much right?

All I want is to spend every night resting my head on your shoulder with you embracing me, to pass the whole day holding your hand in my small ones. My world changed after you stepped in and this betterment is like no other.

My insane heart fell for your every act, for your every step, it chose you… this insane heart of mine chose you.

Loving you feels like I’m flying higher and higher in the sky, leaving all the clouds behind and my  soul being more restless than ever without you being by my side, is calling out your name as my favourite hymn… the hymn I can’t ever forget the lyrics of.

I can’t sleep at nights if you are not here beside me, I lost my peace my sanity in that very moment, keeps on changing my side on the bed and became restless to have your presence with me. I found myself counting stars to kill the evil night.

You are in my memories… Fuck!
Siddharth you are my memories…Even my whole album…you are the dreams, all I could ever ask for.

…only you and our little world together.
I’ve  learnt to express my emotions but I can’t tell you all these, the only way to make you aware of my inner turmoil is by showing you what I feel for you, what I have inside for you… what I’ve treasured for you…… only for you.

You broke the seal of the envelope of my feelings and all the letters are now shattered everywhere in the room of your heart.
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(Present)
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I woke up with the feeling of him kissing my neck, I hummed smiling loving the feel of his lips on my skin without opening my eyes.

Taking my response as an approval, he opened few top buttons of his shirt that I’m wearing from last night, and started leaving wet kisses over my exposed skin making me moan his name in pleasure.

And then he stopped leaving me in disappointment, but I can still feel him hovering me, confused I opened my eyes and met with a pair of mesmerizing brown orbs smiling down at me with desire and love filled in them for me.

“Good morning” I whispered, my voice sound husky to my own ears.

He chuckled, “Good morning beautiful”
I smiled, he never fails to call me beautiful and I still never fail to get butterflies whenever he say that.

“It’s time for my morning kiss” he said,
and I blushed biting my lip waiting for him to get what he deserves.

I moved my head up to kiss him, he started  leaning down and captured my lips for a slow kiss… with no hurry keeping patience.

I rested my hands on his bare chest muscles drawing circles with my fingers, knowing exactly what it does to him… he shivered between the kiss when I trailed my nails from his chest to his shoulder and finally gripping tightly.

Soon the kiss grew hotter and hotter totally forgetting the fact, we did this the whole night. The slow passionate kiss grew wild and hungry.

I moaned between the kiss when he parted my legs completely and settled himself between them running his hands from my hips to my inner thighs.

I shivered just like him.

We were simply enjoying our little tease game, as we are well aware of our effect on each other.

He pulled the duvet over us and tugged on my shirt’s collar exposing my shoulders completely, leaving my mouth to let me breath, panting he started leaving kisses on my jaw, my bobbing throat and then the crook of my neck.

“Siddharth”  I moaned

My hands made their way to play with his locks, pulling him even impossibly closer more like encouraging him to continue what he is doing. His seductive assault on me!

He groaned leaving my neck, started kissing the valley of my breast arching my back I accepted every touch of his lips eagerly.

With his free hand he started picking the hem of my shirt underneath the duvet and then his hands made their way to caress my stomach, slowly moving higher and higher.

“Sid…..” I moaned  his name louder than before  with the contact.

Once again he climbed on top of  me grinning and captured my lips, leaving his whole body over mine, I can feel him all over me, aware of his every inch on me.

I can’t take this anymore…I’m dying.

Leaving his hair I trialed my finger tips from his upper back to his lower part, making his muscle  aware of my effect on them, I can feel them contracting against my tips.

Finally I rested them on his boxers tugging on it, pulling him to me.

I want it off him……NOW!

He groaned louder between the kiss when his lower part comes in contact with mine and we continued kissing  hungrily.

I started giggling when he started tickling me by my feet, making me forget what I was up to.

“Sid…Stop..” I said between our hungry kisses.

“Stop… What? This?” he asked and then rubbing himself more against me.

Moaning I giggled again when his tickling increased.

How is he doing this? Both kissing and tickling?

Panting I managed to ask him,
“How are you even doing this?”

He pulled back panting and asked, “Doing what?” confusion was written both of our faces.

“Tick…..tickling me” and then I started laughing again, “Stop it Siddharth”

“But it’s not me” he said looking at me wide eyed.

“Then?” I asked mirroring his expression.

And then we felt shuffling inside our duvet.

“Ith was meee.”  Sriddha shouted laughing with her cute little slurry kiddy voice, one front window open of her set of teeth.

Both of us startled, I tried to free myself from my husband’s grip so that I could adjust  my  lack of dressing, but he didn’t budge, but pulled himself down more on me so that he is covering most of my nakedness.

Thank god the lights are still dim.

“How did you get in?” I asked Sriddha, who was lying on her stomach inside our duvet resting her head on her interlinked fingers under her chin, she was almost one feet apart from us.

I’m damn sure I have locked the door last night before pushing Siddharth on the bed and getting started with…
Forget it! I’m sure you don’t want to know!

“She found the spare key of your bedroom from the kitchen cabinet and sneaked in when you were sleeping” Ahaansh explained with his cute voice sitting on the edge of our bed beside Sriddha.

My kids… our kids… Ahaansh and Sriddha. Well, what to say about them, they are exact opposite from each other, poles apart. Being 4 years old Sriddha is way too naughty and Ahaansh is too calm comparatively to her (marked the word 'comparatively' not Really).
Siddharth calls them RAHU and KETU. 

Ahaansh, got my looks, my black small eyes, chocolate brown straight hair, my complexion and lips, sometimes I think he is exactly like me but he proves me wrong …. He is his father’s son after all.

And then comes... My Sriddha, the Chota terrorist of my house, she got all her looks from her father, his big brown eyes, jet black straight hair, she got his skin tone too and his pink small lips.
She is a complete trouble maker, wherever she goes she make everyone her fan.

“Sriddha it’s not good to enter inside your mum-dad’s room like this. Bacha, how did you got the keys by the way, they were on the top shelf? ” Siddharth asked looking at Sriddha then at Ahaansh.

“She climbed upp  on the chair andh….” Ahaansh said in his kiddy voice and shrugged.

“Srifdha….” I half glared at her along with covering us completely inside the covers.

“Mum….. I didn’t do it alone Ahaansh, helped meee too… he was holding the chair..”

“Oye…. Don’th… drrag me in too….no mumma it wasn’t me, ith was all her..”

“NO! he was thele too” (there)

“Acha…. Abhi leave us… go to your bedroom we’ll join you soon” Siddharth told them

“Yes dad” they said in unison and started leaving the room.

Siddharth turned winked and smirked down at me,
“Let’s continue,” and then he leaned down to kiss me again.

“Dad!”

Here come again!

Oho!

“Yes! Sriddha” he half groaned

“You... you lemember na it’s our cooking day… and mum’s holiday from kitchen? ” Sriddha asked

Siddharth hummed nodding his head,
“Yes I remember, now go take a bath I’ll join you soon in the kitchen” and then they left the bedroom closing the door behind.

“Where were we?” he asked with a smirk, I smirked back and winked wrapping my arms around his neck and pulled him to me, he chuckled and  snuggled in my neck started nuzzling.

He gripped my legs and crossed them over his hips and held me secured in the position, kissing and biting making me giggle.

“You are too naughty” I said, try to be seductive staring into his eyes, I leaned up to plant a kiss on his ear and nibbling his earlobe between my teeth teasingly between the kisses.

He shuddered moaning and said-
“Says Mrs. Naughty herself…” and caught my lips.

Snaking his hands under my shirt completely, he started pulling it off, he was about to take my shirt off completely when the bedroom door flung open,

“Mum!” Ahaansh called,

I hugged Siddharth tightly and my legs fell down instantly on either side of him on the bed,  because this time I was naked almost more than 90% , Ahaansh was standing at the door step, though he can’t see anything, one because of the cover and Siddharth being on top of me and second because of  him standing at the far  corner of the room .

“Haanji Ahansh?”

“Mom… I just wanthed tho ask how long will you take…. Because I was thinking to call Naani first…. Then I’ll take bath and then we will go to the garden for gardening together” in his baby voice.

My baccha!

Siddharh mumbled ‘Naani ka champa’ under his breath but I heard it and slapped his chest, he turned to look at me  challenging me, he answered  Ahaansh,

“Beta… you go call Naani… it will take Mum time to join you”

I pursed my lips.

“Ok papa” and then he left the room again.

Finally!

Siddharth stood up leaving me, locked the bedroom door from inside, I was following his moments, waiting eagerly for him to come back to me, he caught me staring with lust filled eyes.grinned and jumped right on me.

He pulled me up to sit with him and made me sit on his lap, straddling him.

The hot session started once again, I started on his neck lingeringly trying to leave marks till his shoulder blades.

He picked up my chin with his fingers and made me look up at him and angled his face to kiss me, and  he was about to kiss me again cupping my face when, we heard yelling and shouting coming from outside.

Great!

Just great!

“Mum, Ahaansh is hurting me…aaaaaaaa…….. Ahaansh stop it, I’ll murder you”

From where is she learning her lines from?

“No Mum, it’s not me…..i’m not doing anything”

“They are again fighting” I sighed pulling back looking into eyes

“They are always fighting” he said and started kissing the valleys of my breast to distract me.

I got distracted in an instant.

Distracting jerk!

But then what we heard next made both us to stop what we were doing.

We heard them running and yelling louder outside of our bedroom, Sriddha complaining that Ahaansh is pulling her hair and Ahaansh saying he is not interested in pulling a pig’s tail and then here we go again… yelling and fighting like always.

Siddharth groaned louder and I pushed him making him fall on his back on bed and winked, mumbling a quick good bye to him.

I stood up from my position and adjusted my shirt picked up my remaining clothes from the floor ignoring his eyes on me I started wearing them.

I wore my grey tights over his shirt and Siddharth like a grumpy man, which he is, too got up mumbling something under his breath, looking cute as always adjusted his boxers nicely and slipped into his sweatpants without a shirt.

He was behaving like a kid who didn’t get his favourite candy after so much of efforts.

Aww!

and Aww... for me too!

Before going towards the door he half ran upto me, hugged me tightly and kissed my hair, I hugged him back and snuggled in his chest.

Then we heard another yell from outside,
“Arey shaitaan ki auladon…. Ruko abhi batata hu… kaha ho dono…” he yelled laughing and left the room.
(you kids of devil, wait I'll teach you both)

I brushed my messy bed hair and made my way to have a look at the terrorists of my home,  the moment I came out, the view took my breath away.

A smile by itself broke onto my lips, there is nothing more I could ask for.

Siddharth was carrying Sriddha in his arms whilst she was clinging to his neck and Ahaansh was settled on his back, hanging, wrapping his leg on his father’s torso.

They were laughing and giggling, without them noticing me I rushed back inside the bedroom and came out with my phone.

I captured the memory forever in my gallery, of both heart and my phone, the snap sound brought their attention to me and they all beamed looking at me.

I kept the phone on the side table and  made my way to them, hugged them all together, when I broke the hug I kissed both Ahaansh and Sriddha’s cheeks and when I pulled back Siddharth was forwarding his cheek for a kiss too and instead of a kiss, I slapped him playfully and he pouted.

“Let’s go, come on” I told my kids and made them to rush into their bedroom to bath.

I kept my hands on my hips and turned giving a straight face to my pouting husband,
“May I know what your plan is sir? Aren’t you going to take a bath too?”

His pout turned into his glaciers melting grin. He gripped my waist with both of his hands and his thumb started making delicious circles on the skin, and I glared at him.

“We have kids to give bubble bath” I said blushing

“And I have  a wife to have bubble bath with” I blushed deeper shade of red and tried to push him but do you really think this is ever going to work?

Never!

“Siddharth!” I fake glared between my blush

“Ok, After one kiss” he gave me a puppy dog face.

Now tell me how can you expect me to say no?

I bit my lip and nodded once in approval, he started leaning down and I stated moving up, when our face was just inches away a sound of click broke our trance.

Wide eyed we followed the sound and once again we heard another click sound , and there stood Ahaansh holding my phone and Sriddha besides him giggling,

“Ruko…. Abhi batati hu tum dono ko” I said and they run giggling inside their room.
(Stay there, I'll show you.)

I turned to look at my husband who was grinning and looks like he don’t have any plan to leave me soon.

He again started leaning down to kiss me ignoring my expression,
“Naughty!” I called pulling away a bit and he winked.

Shaking my head I smiled and tip toeing I kissed him.

The kiss was my thank you to him for coming into my life and filling it with so much happiness, for taming that so called stubborn Anusha who was afraid of this beautiful feeling called love.

We pulled back smiling at each other, resting our foreheads together we were still in each others arms,

“I love you Siddarth” I said affectionately

“I love you Anusha” this time he pecked my nose.

“This is all what I ever asked for” he said and hugged me tightly.

After what felt like  a complete minute we pulled apart and together we entered our kids room.

This isn’t a dream, this is far better than any of my dreams, it’s my beautiful reality with the man I love and our kids as the symbols of our love.

I had never been at peace with my own reflection, untill I saw it through his eyes.

For me I was a peice of glass, he looked at me as if I was a diamond, he just made the peice of me shine. I was a homesick for someone I was yet to met and then these rested on you.

He was not for everyone but was only for me, he was rude and bossy for others but a kid to me, a husband for outsiders but a boyfriend for me, a cute passionate lover and a romantic cheesy soul mate. Only for me.

If there is a sky full of stars, I won't regret to left staring at you.

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"He stole the day dreamer's heart,
with a hand full of
clouds"

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