Chapter 69. 'My everything'

Anusha’s POV


I was caught off guard when he asked me how much I love him?

His intention behind this question was  just to get my attention, but something inside me wanted to answer his question.

I wanted him to know.

I lie down beside him trying to collect my words, looking at him, then I came up with the things I put in words into my heart.

The feelings I have whenever I look at him. During the whole time he was watching me, his eyes searching every inch of my face.


My feelings were so intensified at that moment that my body yearned for his touch, wanting to reach out to him and take more of him.

Say something plz!

His eyes were burning with love and desire,  Siddharth let out a deep breath, raking his hands through his hair, never leaving my eyes  he stoop up.

He held my hand and dragged me back into the house, inside our bedroom. I saw him closing the door, the moment the sound of door locking came, my heart skipped a beat, a shudder ran down my spine.

I know what’s coming next.

With a deep breath, I turned facing the bed and my back to him, trying to calm my nerves. Soon I heard him taking steps towards me, and then within seconds, I felt his complete presence behind me.

Our bodies touching each other, breath both shallow and fast, hearts beating faster than usual. He was standing so close to me, my back was completely in contact with his chest that I can feel his heart beating.


He trailed his fingers up from my wrist to my shoulders making me shiver under his touch, arousing goosebumps everywhere.
Brushing my hair from my shoulder to my back, he started trailing wet kisses.

Making me intake a long breath and my head to fall back involuntarily. The tingles he stimulated within my body was too much to handle- I’ll collapse any second.

My mind went all blank.

With his one hand, he held onto my waist side gripping me, the other one on my stomach pressing me to him-holding us impossibly close.

Once he was done with his sweet assault on my shoulders and neck he turned me to face him.

Overwhelmed with shyness I closed my eyes, too scared to face him- afraid to see all those emotions that drove me into them.



“Open your eyes, Anu,” he said and kissed my forehead in the most tender manner. Smiling to myself, I did.


Looked at him for microseconds- and boy I was right- every emotion was there, revealing themselves into those orbs.

I could not look too long, I averted my eyes like I always do. It was too much to have in a single moment, but this is all I want right now, in fact forever.


Sensing my blush a small laugh came out of  him and  he kissed both of my cheeks, following he kissed the corner of my mouth making me crave for more, I was left pouting in the anticipation of a full one.

He chuckled, trailing kisses from my jawline to the area behind my earlobe he held me cradled to him.

Shortly he began nibbling the crook of my neck and  my collarbones. He was leaving wet kisses over my collar when suddenly my grip on his shirt over his stomach tightened, tilting my head I moaned out loud.



“And that’s the spot,” He said.



I felt his smirk on my skin. Idiot!

Kissing the area lingeringly once again, like a madman he is, in a hurry, he started taking his floaters off.


Slipping them off his feet he shoved them away at the far corner carelessly, then  picked me up in his arms instantly and dropped me on the bed. Roughly!



I gasped the moment I felt the mattress under me, smirking never leaving my eyes he took his shirt off too - and trust me I found that damn sexy- then he hovered over me to leave me breathless once again.


His perfectly toned muscles, his mouth watering V-line were out on display, and were just inches away from my palm, only just one move and I can feel them beneath my hands now.


Kissing me feverishly with an urgency, he grabbed my hands and led them to his chest, understanding what he wants me to do, like he was reading my thoughts, within  seconds I obliged to my cravings, and ran my hands on his bare muscles, the dips and ups felt so perfect against my fingertips.


I can feel every inch of my body burning, I was aware of  all my nerves at that very moment. There are few moments when we feel truly alive, where we are completely aware of every inch of our body, even that part which seemed to get unnoticed before.

I was completely aware of blood pumping in my heart, beating so quickly that it was like it will jump out any moment.


My back was pressed against the mattress and his body pressed fatly over mine, settled between my legs.

His mouth moved with mine hungrily, forcefully, kissing, biting, teasing. Making me giggle every single time.


It was like we are chit-chatting in a different language of our own. Nothing could be better than this right now.


I didn’t realize when he made me sit up, my hands wrapped around his neck like my life is depending on it and his cupping my face.

Moving down he kissed the spot where my pulse was louder right at the moment.

I was a moaning mess by then with head tilted back providing him with the access that we both need.



His hands moved to my back unzipping my dress, embarrassed I held the front of my dress with my left hand to prevent it from falling.

Turned my head to the other side to hide my now red face. No one has ever seen me like this. To my most exposed self, and right now I’m about to get all exposed not just emotionally but physically too.


He paused for a moment looking at me worriedly,

“What happened?”



I shook my head and smiled shyly at him. Looked at his now messy hair, I smiled thinking about I did that to him.



“You sure about this?” he asked me.
“We can wait if you want to? There is no need to rush”



Is he serious!


I’m more ready than ever. Let’s do it already.


FYI,  you are the one who stopped him!



“Aren’t you tired of waiting?” I asked shyly


“I can wait my whole life for you,” he replied kissing my forehead


I nodded shyly and bitted my lower lip. “I want this.”


“I’m yours Anusha, every single piece of me is yours. And I want all of you.”


“All yours,” I smile and said biting my lips.


Smiling he took my hand away from my dress, kissed me once again before approaching back to my neck then to the valley of my breast, meanwhile his grip on me tightening.


I was scratching his back due to the pleasure he is giving me, surely leaving marks.



When his hand slipped beneath my dress and met with the bare skin of my thigh, I was confused if it was my skin that is burning so hot or it is his touch which is on fire.


But my skin was tingling everywhere his fingers roamed. Grabbing a fistful of Siddharth’s hair I pulled him even more close to me.


I felt him shiver when my hands trailed down from his upper to lower back touching the dimples of his back. I smirked to myself feeling proud that I have this effect on him.



My hands roamed over his bare skin like he is a map and I wanted to explore ever country every continent. His muscles were aware of my touch, they flexed when my fingers traced over them.



He moaned between my lips when my hands moved to the skin above the waistband of his jeans, when my fingers moved along the faint trail of hair starting at his belly bottom before it disappeared under his jeans.




“I love you,” he said breaking the kiss.



“I love you”. As soon as these words escaped my lips I kissed him harder sealing my love.



With this we took off every piece of cloth separating us, that was acting like a barrier between us.



I wanted him!


I wanted all of him. I was ready more than ever.



I never felt so alive before. Blood was rushing through my veins, my cells were dancing with the rush of adrenaline everything was making me crazy.



Siddharth’s touch electrified me. I was so aware of every inch of myself. Wanted him to take me to the world of ecstasy and never wanted to return without him. The moment was a pure bliss for both of us and we were experiencing more than just a common rhythm.



Every wound in my heart, every time I ever felt bad about myself- imperfect-stubborn-not being capable enough for anyone and everything all was gone.



He just wanted my love my heart, I gave my everything to him. What I’ve ever treasure about myself. My heart belongs to him and it was always his.


When you love someone from your heart, every part of you belongs to him. Whether it is your brain or heart or your body it is his.


For me that person is him.


He is my first hug, my first kiss, my first time and going to be my last too.

He is the one I love, he is the one who has every right on me.


Sometimes in life whatever you have been looking for was right in front of your eyes but you are blind enough to realize it. I was blind to realize his love for me. I was so miserable to realize his feelings for me and even so stupid to realize my own.



So dumb to think that love is just infatuation what you are feeling towards someone but actually it’s a permanent feeling where you crave just to have that person right by your side.


The habits of that person become yours, his feelings- his gestures- his likes and dislikes turned out to be yours.

His presence and absence affect you so much. Whenever he is far you will crave for him, you miss him and when he is close you just feel complete, it feels like you don’t need anything in the world. Only this much is enough, anything else doesn’t matter anymore.

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AUTHORS’S WORDS

In his whole life, his eyes were staring at the door of his heart dreaming for a knock, a beautiful knock which will turn his life poetic.

Her silence was more than her words. When he stepped into her life, her words never came out of her lips but her eyes did the talking and he was the only one able to read them. For him, she was like water completely transparent.


One was fire, always burning with passion holding everything under him, reflecting his power and strength in his every step but only the deep ocean was enough to tame him.


The other one was that ocean, deep and quite but only his passion was needed in her being to make her alive, he triggered to evoke a whirlpool of emotion in her which was capable to flow him along.


That night they promised each other, their existence is only with each other. She promised him that night, if he is the soul she’ll be the body, she’ll be their shadow. He promised her if she wants him to be her escape from the world he’ll be her reclusion.



They wanted that night filled with stars and the moon, to be the witness of their love and to bless them for all their  unspoken wishes.


Deep inside she promised herself to fill his life with utter happiness and fulfilment like no one have ever imagined. She secretly wished for a little life in their arms that would be the symbol of their love for each other and bound them together more strongly, so that nothing can pull them apart.


The wait, the delay brought them closer, made their bond stronger. They’ve seen happiness together, sadness together, many ups and downs with each other. They know their flaws and perfections and kindly have accepted everything. They fought, they teased and end up mending everything and now are ready to live in each other embrace consummating their love.


The night was complete bliss for them. The whole night sky was the witness of their love and affection. They were deep within each other that no one else mattered to them, only their own little world with their passion, their wait and love was all that mattered!

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Next morning

Anusha's  POV

When I woke up there was a huge smile plastered on my lips. How can I forget last night, it was one of the best night of my life.


Long hungry kisses, the sensation of skin to skin, his hungry but aggressive mouth, sometimes turning warm and soft inviting me to give in to him.


Last night every moment and everything we shared was pure and sheer love. I swallowed all of my embarrassment in front of him, making love to him built a strange confidence in me.


Still closing my eyes I touched the other side of the bed and found it empty. I opened my eyes and looked for Siddharth.


Then I heard the sound of someone panting, which was enough to tell me that its HIM.


I realized the sound is coming from the floor, the other side of the bed.
I covered my body upto my chin when I realize I’m still naked with the duvet and shifted myself to his side and peered down on the floor and saw him doing pushups.


Pushups?

Seriously?


“Morning,” I said with sleepy sound.

“Good morning,” he said with his husky voice still continuing his workout.


“So, pushups early morning?”

He settled down on the floor looking at me, he was just wearing his boxers, showing his abs, his perfect chest muscles which were glistening due to sweat. The moment our eyes met, he was smirking, must havr noticed me ogling.

I blushed but didn’t look away still looking into his eyes.

“you were sleeping when I woke up, so I thought………..” he replied mentioning to what he was doing.


“Oh,” I said but still not breaking the eye contact, I smiled.


If he knows what I  want.



“but I don’t think I mind doing a different workout that includes you” his eyes clouding over the darkness just like last night.

He got it!

Uff ! my dirty thoughts.


“I think you are good with pushups” I replied playfully while blushing.



“Naah! I think I need a new workout”



With this, he pulled himself inside the duvet. His lustful cloudy eyes trailing down my body lingering on the flimsy blanket hiding my everything.


I blushed and my cheeks turned red, he laughed noticing my flushed face, leaned down to my neck fanning his breath over my skin waking up all my nerves once again.


I was lying flat on my back as his lips moved along the base of my neck and making it very hard for me to form any other thought.



His left hand slid under the cover, resting on the bare skin of my stomach, his thumb making circles against my skin making me moan louder.


Suddenly he pulled me on top of him and my body stiffened as I felt completely undressed against him.

Wait a minute! Is he completely naked underneath too?

You didn't complained abouy me being naked last night” and winked grinning.


My jaw dropped and eyes widened, he left me speechless,

“Last night was………..” I didn’t come up with anything.


“Yes, my love? last night was……………….?” He asked looking at me with a smug expression.


“It was………. It was……….something d-different”



“Really?” he asked brushing his lips over mine teasingly.


I kept my hands on his chest and tried to lift myself up, his eyes followed my movement and rested on the gap between us.


I pulled my eyebrows together in confusion and followed his gaze.
Realising, I quickly leaned down on him when I saw what he was looking at.



How can I forget I’m naked under, he laughed and I can feel him laughing against my skin.


His muscles were contracting with his laughter making me feel his presence under me, his stomach undermine, it was like a jelly I’m lying on and it’s dancing underneath my weight.



“if you think you are successful in saving yourself from my eyes then you are wrong,  let me remind you that I can still feel every inch of you on me.”


No need to remind me of that!


My eyes widened and my face if possible then it’s now flushed even more. I tried to slip-off once more but he didn’t let go. So I rested my head on his chest and hide my face from him.


He chuckled and kissed my hair,
“You will get used to it”


Held my chin and made me look up back at him. He flashed his contagious smile and I couldn’t help it smiled shyly.

“Kiss me” he demanded.



I shook my head in response.

“Then I won’t leave you,” he said daring me.


That’s when an idea entered my mind.

Time for payback!


I started moving towards his lips, his eyes were fixed on me, watching my every move. Just when he thought I was going to kiss his lips I kissed the corner of his mouth and he left pouted waiting for the kiss.


Awwww!


"It was the revenge for last night, when you left my lips hanging like this" I replied instantly.



“Wha……….” He was saying something but I was not done yet.

I started trailing kisses down his jaw, till his ear, then down to his neck making him moan.

I heard him taking a loud breath in as I moved further down continued kissing his chest and just when his grip loosened around my waist I pulled myself off him and returned back to my side.



Covering myself with the covers instantly I looked on the floor, our clothes scattered everywhere then my eyes rested on his      t-shirt, I leaned ahead and was about to pick it up when………..

He grabbed me by my waist and hovered on top of me, “Feisty wife,” he said with a smirk.

He trapped me between his legs and his hands holding me down by my waist. I smacked his chest,

“Let go”


“Not so easily. You need to end what you've started.”

“No way Mr Khanna”

“Is that so Mrs. Khanna?”

I nodded and started pushing him off me, he groaned and held my hands above my head forcefully.

“You need to learn a lesson,” he said playfully glaring at me and captured my mouth hungrily once again.

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Here is the update as I've promised!

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And the story is on the process of editing, done with the intial few chapters and added a few changes.
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