Siddharth's POV

It’s 7:00  in the evening when my flight landed New Delhi Airport. I called my driver to pick me.

I thought if I’ll leave her for a while maybe, just maybe I’ll be successful to calm my every single aching nerve but more I distance myself from her the more it aches.

I can’t bare this distance between us. I need to see her face, her eyes, her red with anger nose, her kissable cheeks, her beautiful lips. I need to see my wife.

Never have I ever thought that I’ll accept the offer of arrange marriage and fall in this much love with a girl. My girl!

But the anger in me subsided my love for her that night. And the reason behind my anger is my love itself.

I was so heartbroken to confront her this time. I don’t want to go home, see her sad face but I don’t have any other choice left. I need to see her and confirm if she is doing fine.

I can’t to go Khanna mansion either or Sunidhi’s house, they will be worried and my pride won’t allow me to share my misery with them.

Mom called and told me that the moment I reach home I’ll have to bring Anusha with me, to stay for the night as it’s Karvachauth next day and they all are observing karvachauth so they are suppose to have sargi early morning and its her first pooja so we’ll have to celebrate.

And I don’t know how I’m going to ignore her in front of them.

I arrived to our apartment door.  Rang the door bell and waited for her to open the door.

I need a minute to take a deep breath and to calm down myself.

Wait!

There is no need to rush,  take your time and then open up.

Wait!

Don't......

Great just great!

The moment she opened the door, there was a huge smile plastered on her face, like she was expecting me or may be waiting for me.

I wanted to hug her, shower her with all my love that she deserves but I refrained myself. I missed her. But my anger won this time.

I have to control myself. The more I’ll control myself, the more I’ll protect myself from getting hurt.

I don’t want myself to suffer again with all these false hopes that are so stubborn to leave me.

She was wearing a black colored short top, I don’t know what it is called but her flat belly was visible, making it difficult for me to concentrate and a turquoise colored loose pants beneath with golden lines on it.

She wore silver bangles on her left hand and her hair were left loose falling down till the small of her waist.

It is really going to be a long night!

“You’re here” she said smiling and started to move closer to me.

I gulped and stood there frozen on my spot shocked to see her coming closer to me…..what happened to you?... why are you sweating all of a sudden, she is just coming closer… and it happened before too!

She stood just one inch away from me and gripped the lapels of my suit jacket in both her hands softly but the pressure was enough to held me intact to my place, my eyes were following her movements.

She blushed looking down at her hands playing with my collar and trailing her fingers up and down on it, she bite her lip,

“You just can’t go anywhere without telling me” she mumbled in a low whisper to herself but I heard it.

She smiled blushingly and looked up directly in my eyes, the emotion in her eyes was too loud to listen, they were completely audible and I was confused whether I’m dreaming or it’s just my hallucination.

Everything is here in front of me but I’m confused don’t want to believe what I’m seeing because I’m saving myself, my heart, I’m saving my soul. I can’t afford any other damage.

I wanted to smile back but made a straight face. I ignored her and took a big step back creating some distance between us. She, still smiling opened the door wide giving me space to get in.

I walked inside. And was about to go upstairs,

“I made your favourite dish. Come fast. I’m waiting” she said

“I’m not hungry” I replied without even glancing at her.

Just keep going!

“But………………” she sighed. “it’s ok, if you are not hungry then… at least accompany me…… I’ve been eating alone from the past few days.”

I turned to face her. She was looking at me with puppy eyes.

What happened to her?

Why she’s behaving so strange?

Did she forget everything?

“I’m tired and want to rest right now.” I
replied with a cold voice.

She pouted and said-

“OK……!  Then I’ll give you a head massage. That will make you feel better.”
And started coming towards me.

“Aren’t you getting it……..I don’t want you to do anything for me, anymore...…. just leave me alone.” I shouted startling her.

She was shocked and stopped in her tracks, looking at me with wide eyes.

Turning around I entered our bedroom,
what is wrong with her why she’s behaving so calm?

What changed now?

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Anusha’s POV

He shouted on me and left. Tears welled up in my eyes. But I know this is all my fault.

He is still upset and heartbroken. I messed up big time. He is like this because of me, because of his stupid dumb wife.

Mera failaya raita, maine hi sametna hai!

I took a deep breath and controlled my tears, blinked them away from the creases of my eyes. He worth it Anusha!

I always knew he has a tone when he is with his employees and colleagues but he never used that tone on family members and specially never on me, till now.

And hubby I know why you did that today, its okay I understand you don’t want to get hurt any further and I promise I will make it up to you.

I love him. And I want him. And what I want I get it by hook or crook. I’m spoiled enough to do every possible attempt. Get what belongs to me!

Don’t give up on him so easily. He never gave up on you- I reminded myself.

He waited  for so long and now it’s your turn. Show him how much you love him. Show him what happens when Mrs. Anusha Siddharth Khanna falls for her husband........Wow I just said that without any mistake this time.

Wink! Wink!

Just think if he was so determined to make you fall for him. Then how tough it will be for you to kill  his anger. If his love is this strong then how strong will his anger going to be. How adamant he is going to be this time.

If you are stubborn Anusha then Siddharth is adamant!

When I opened the door and our eyes met, there were lot of things in my mind, there were lots things I wanted to do to him but not now. I have to wait.

He has to wait!

My hands my body yearned for his touch, craving for him wanted to reach out to him and take even more than what we’ve already shared before.

God, I sound like a desperate love sick teenager. The intensity was burning in his eyes too and he was holding it back, it can be seen clearly.

But how long? (can you feel me smirking….. well I do)

Only if he knows he has succeeded in his mission to make me fall, even passed with top grades.

My feelings are ragging inside me, my desires and body are burning, everything is on fire.

For him!

Only for him!

Earlier I was only in your pure glass castle Siddharth, and you were the king, keeping my hostage, keeping me to yourself, treating me like the most precious queen one can ever have, but now I’m living in it with my own wish.

I entered the gates to your castle with your instructions but now I don’t need your guidance any further I know my way coz I own it now and bought it from you, without your realization. I was here by someone else’s choice but leave with my choice which I’m afraid is never going to happen. Now you are stuck here with me till life.

Without you there was no hope in living, I was thinking I can live by myself  but you proved me wrong, there was a missing piece of puzzle to my game and you fitted in that gap completely. And I’m never going loose you again. Will be glued to you so that we can never loose each other ever.

The denial in his voice was evident, he is still upset and angry but I know he can’t be upset on me for too long. Or I won’t let him to be upset on me for too long.

This will not be easy to win him back, so be prepared for every obstacle and just remember one thing, he worth it. You love him. And he loves you.

The drive to my in-laws house was dead silent.

Gambheer Sann-nata!

It was only me who was shuffling here and there on my seat, which was creating sound and causing me to earn an irritated glance from him.

He  glared at me, giving me a murderous look and I pouted looking at him but couldn’t hide that smile on my face.

Nothing was hurting me right now, I was like a mad woman, because now I know every reason behind everything. I was more than happy with his angry-young-handsome-man looks too because it was all mine.

It was all for me and I have every right to stare and feel them.

I can't help it,  I was smiling and blushing like a minx the whole ride, whereas he was silent like a saint or more like my grumpy man.

An exact pin drop silent drive it was.

No one was talking but my heart was warm with the silence surrounding us, it keeps on reminding me this silence is just a member of few days between us.

I turned on the radio to kill the silence and the song played was exactly matching the situation.

The song was –O Rangrez from Bhaag Milkha Bhaag.

And indeed I’m coloured in his colors.

He succeeded in his mission!

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"Since the time you've left
I've been wearing
my skin and
smelling of you"

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