Few weeks later...

Siddharth's POV

Days passed like minutes when you are with the person you love the most in this entire world.

And now that I've witnessed this feeling, I will be writing a book about it.

In this past whole week she is sleeping beside me every day, the moment I wake up in the morning her face his there in front of me to make my day.

We eat breakfast-lunch-dinner every day together. And I love that.

Watching her sleeping in front of me, makes me the happiest man alive I just want the moment to freeze and time to stop.
I want everything to stay still don't want to do anything just to watch her, admire her Until my heart savours her inside me. But I don't think this is ever going to happen, no matter how close are we, I don't think we can ever get enough of each other.
Not me at least.

I want to give her a lingering good morning kiss every day, this could be the best idea to start my day with. If only she allows.

Whenever I pick her up from the hospital I want to welcome her with a hug.

Her lips felt feathery against mine every time, so tender so soft. Whenever we are close to each other it feels like the time has stopped. Or was it my world arresting?

My heart beats faster all the time. She has that strong effect on me that I never felt before with anyone and she is, only she is going to be the last one who can make me feel this way.

We work for 5 days a week. Saturday and Sunday we take our day off from our offices. Sometimes, we've decided we'll clean our house and sometimes we would visit our parents.

Last night I took her out for dinner.

We discussed so many things. Our likes and dislikes. We talked about her friends and mine as well.

I was glad to know that she has a similar taste in food just like me. She loves non-veg but not really that fond of sweets. She likes spicy the more.

No wonder why her parents call her chilly.

I told her about my life in London. I don't want to tell her about my Ex-girlfriends but something inside me wanted to see her reaction.

We were talking about our friends and their relationships, she was telling me about her friend Kaynat and her husband. How and where they met and how Kaynat almost killed him when he said yes to marry her. She never wanted to get married wanted to continue her carrier.

"You know once I had an half-Indian and a half Australian girlfriend and she was also a physiotherapist" I replied from out of the box. Just wanted to see her reaction so it's better to say anything. Dumb. I know.

"oh" she replied eyeing me with a with a frown. Her expression changed in an instant, she was giggling telling me about her friend and now she was frowning.

Aww...

She was silent, just eating her food with her right hand and fidgeting her left-hand fingers.

I was enjoying the view in front of me, she was looking pissed that was sharply visible from her face. She opened her mouth to say something but closed it, I was about to burst out laughing at any moment.

"Umm... a...by the way how long was your relationship...with her?" she said without meeting my eyes building up a lot of courage in her like she is talking about her relationship.

"We dated for around three months but it didn't work out so we broke up" I replied while shrugging my shoulder.

"And right after within a week I met Grace she was from London itself and she was amazing." I continued teasing I didn't have enough yet. I wanted to see more.

It was seriously an amazing view. Her frown. And the best part whenever she is angry and pissed her eyebrows rose involuntarily and her nose scrunch.

She looks more beautiful when she is angry and this expression is like bullets piercing through your heart. I'm so dead.

As expected when I was telling her about my girlfriends, her expression changed. Her forehead creased with lines and she was silent for long, more longer than expected.

I smiled from the inside and then tried to change the topic. I can't see her tense anymore and definitely can't sit like that for longer in silence.

"Anusha"

"Hm..." she said without meeting my eyes.

God! I guess I took it too far.

"Anusha" and now she looked into my eyes but soon dropped her gaze and started stabbing the food.

I smiled, "You know I never felt anything with them like I feel for you. With you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. The way you make my heartbeats go wild they were nowhere this close. And I'm hundred percent sure no one ever can. But you. " I replied sincerely and told her the truth.

"I love you" Wanted to add so many more words with this but I hold my self back.

Her stabbing relaxed, her expression softened but still she is not meeting my eyes.

And I'm getting impatient I'm blaming myself, I've definitely pushed this stunt too much. I guess shouldn't have told her or discussed my Exs.

Stupid! Siddharth you are stupid.

After a few minutes, she came back to normal and seemed relaxed. She smiled looking at me and said something very unexpected,

"um... Siddharth"

Finally.

"Say?" I was so curious

"Um...a... can you pass me the pepper"

Like seriously? And here I was expecting like she is going to say, 'I trust you Siddharth and I fell the same way with you. I love you too.'

But never mind this is Anusha we are talking to.

Nothing is going to be easy when I'm talking about her.

I gave her the pepper and shook my head and laughed at myself. Stupid. Madly in love with the girl in front of me.

I was more than shocked when she told me that she is been to London once for three months to attend some workshop. Her hostel was very near to mine.

What if we met before. I hope I will get married to her right away then also.
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Last night she opened up to me somewhat more. And started talking to me more. And blushing more too.

You can do it Siddharth.

She'll fall for you just as you fall for her.

Right now she is sitting beside me on the passenger seat. I'm dropping her to the hospital. Today is the last day of our work. It's Friday.

The moment we arrived, she was about to open the door when I said-

"Anusha my friends wanted to meet you and see our new home. So if you don't mind can I invite them Tomorrow?"

She looked at me with raised eyebrows and a smile pasted on her face and said " There is no need to ask me Siddharth. You can call whoever you want, but just tell me before so that I can make something for them."

Did I mention how much I love my own name every time when it comes from her mouth?

I grinned like a maniac.
"No there is no need to do much, they'll be coming in the morning after breakfast most probably".

She nodded and held the doorknob to open it. When I pulled her for a hug and kissed her on the forehead. "bye" I said.

She blushed "Bye". And climbed out of the car.

I love this girl more every single day.
This became my daily routine to say goodbye to her like this. Initially, she seemed shocked but now she seems a bit comfortable with it and blushes instantly.
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Next morning when I woke up, she was sleeping facing me.

She was smiling, may be dreaming.

Looking so beautiful, sexy actually, I don't have words to make out her beauty. Her hair falling on her face.

I brushed a free strand behind her ear, which made her moan sexily in her sleep and she snuggled more close to me.

I was aroused.

Blame the dream i had or the woman who was the cause but I was ashamed I reacted like a teenager.
I needed to take a cold shower if I didn't want to be embarrassed.

Shit!

Dude get a grip.

I jumped off the bed, rushed to the bathroom.

"You woke up so early?" She said the moment I came out of the bathroom. Still lying on the bed, her back was facing me.
Yawning like sleeping beauty.

" Yeah," I said.

Then she turned to face me. She looked at me from head to toe and blushed to cover her lower lip completely with her upper. I just had a towel wrapped around my waist.

She covered her face with the duvet. "Siddharth I think you should wear something".

"Really? Naah. I'm cool." I said looking at her. Still covering her face.
"Shy are we wifey?"

Listening to this she sat up straight on the bed,
"No!"

I laughed at her. She still was not looking at me.

"Shy? Me? Hhhh... No way" shoving her hair behind her shoulder.

"Ok! Then look at me," I said in a tone daring her.

She took a deep breath before looking at me. The moment her eyes trailed down my body finally meeting my eyes.

Our eyes locked for longer. I can see a rise and fall of her chest. I love that I have that effect on her. I'm sure she also has felt the thick air around us too.

She averted her gaze away from mine and stood up from the bed. Started moving towards the bathroom. The moment she passed me I held her wrist pulling her towards me.

She stumbled and bumped on to my chest. Her hands resting on my bare chest and eyes locked to mine. I was about to kiss her when my phone rang disturbing the moment. She gasped and ran towards the bathroom.

I groaned. I really wanted a morning kiss, but it's okay. Because I know once I'll start kissing her then I'm not sure if I could pull back or not.

It's not that I'm forcing myself on her, I kind of like doing this. I like seeing her blushing and smiling. But want to give her time too.

Whenever we kiss or hug she never protested. It's not like she initiates the step, it's always me doing so but I know she's too shy for this.

She hasn't accepted her feelings for me. If she was not okay with it then she would have protested. Right?

The delay in her acceptance making me more impatient. But I'll make her confess.
The way she looked at me, the way she cares for me. Is enough to tell me that she is feeling something strong for me too.

I answered the phone it was my friend informing me that they will arrive around 12 at the noon.

Why do people around me always have wrong timing???

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"love isn't about how many times
You say 'I love you', it's about
how many times you can prove it."
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Jealousy 🔥
is the best feeling that you will ever experience,
according to me when you are jealous it tells you how you feel about the person who is making you feel this way.

Your feelings are named at that moment. You can pick a word for it.
Search it in the Google of your heart, the encyclopedia in your mind name it and fall for it.

If you are experiencing something like this in your life just think twice and name it- accept it and confess it yourself at least by this way your heart and mind will get some peace. ♥ ♥ ♥